produced by @recyclexbin
feat. @diacetyl

(marku)
oh, oh, oh, oh
yeah, cross this blunt i'm smoking in fives
know that she love me just look at her eyes
i just came to fuck tonight
then i'm going for a drive
i got rik this ain't no tec
i don't wanna fuck i just want neck
talk too much i'm onto the next
cause one time i got left on read

if i don't make it then imma be upset
'cause half these rappers barely try it's fucking wack
i hear them on tiktok it's all recycled fucking trash
like do you really hear your songs are you fucking deaf
i'm too deep like the sea i can't look back
i take one step forward they take two back
but they take up too much space i can't fit in
rapping that you'll kill me but you're soft just like some linen
like am i just being sour
i can't bump their shit 'cause face to face they're fucking cowards
i'm tryna bloom just like a flower
i mean i put in all the hours
i'm the next big bang you a nerd like you howard 

yeah, hit the gas i won't get too far
been told that it's dangerous on this road 
i don't mind yeah,
dropping popping candy in my tussin 
no discussion
when i'm high i'm chasing hunnids 
ain't got time i do your doesn't's
yeah, bitch i'm fucking tired of fuckboys tryna run with me
you ain't seen what i see
you don't want this just retreat
and i think it's about time i start charging for feats
i need some respect on me
our bond turning rest in peace

(diacetyl)
oh lately i been feeling fatigued
i'm so pathetic and i'm looking for a reason
like what's the point when you're down on all seasons
choking on your words and struggling to breathe in
i'm apathetic and i've lost all feelings
i'm in turmoil and it holds no meaning
walking out the door i feel defeated oh, oh, oh
aren't you tired of calling me conceited 
i swear it's been months since we needed time
now we're all alone and i can't see the road and
i tried too hard to get back and now i'm stuck at square one
and it won't get back to where we was
and i'm so tired, oh
i need someone to put out all the lights and
take it all, goodbye

tone deaf w/ diacetyl (recyclebin)

Featuring: @yokaidreams 
Written by: Kurama SD & Yokai Dreams
Produced by: grayskies 
Mixed by: JoshIGuess & Yokai Dreams 
Mastered by: JoshIGuess 
Artwork by: Kurama SD

[Intro: Kurama SD]
(Back off)
Life brings hell 
In the worst ways
Life is pain
(Life is pain)

[Verse 1: Kurama SD]
I walk through the burning path
Feels like broken glass
Every step is full of wrath 
The scars are still on my skin
From when you sunk your teeth in
Still I moved on though I'm bleeding 
at least I'm fucking breathing 
Everything is burning to pieces 

[Pre-Chorus: ]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(deep within)

[Bridge: Kurama SD]
Fighting battles 
Its a handful
I'll mange somehow 
(Somehow)

[Verse 2: Kurama SD]
Seeing red everywhere 
Nothing left here but pain to share
U stare in my eyes 
I can't help but glare 
Flames burn on
I can hardly bare 
All this pain

[Pre-Chorus: Kurama SD]
Burning trees 
And Oranges leaves
Maybe I just need to 

[Chorus: Yokai Dreams]
back off
i need to back off
from fighting battles i can't win
stand off
i need to stand tall
i'm fighting battles deep within
(Deep within)

[Verse 3: Yokai Dreams] 
act right
if i could act right
i wouldn't be in this situation
for now i need to back off
i need to back off
i think the battle's about to begin
about to begin

[Outro: Kurama SD]
I'll be right 
There

Battles I Can't Win w/ Yokai Dreams (Prod. grayskies)

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

everything's a blur
what a fucking mess
my heart is never sure
'cause i didn't take my meds
and even if i'm wrong
at least i got to see you
you're a work of art
you're divine in every move

but you could make me spiral just like that
yeah i can make mistakes
but i'm not all bad
i know that i'm a lot
i just wish you understood
if i could trade my heart
for another brain i would

and i don't wanna come off
like i'm obsessed with you
but would it be so crazy
if you felt it too?
i know i got my doubts
i even tried to leave
but every time you text
i find it hard to speak
and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i just want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i just want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

they don't know what i been through
i'm glad you know
all about my cracked skin and fragile bones
i just wanna make sure that we take it slow
i don't wanna ruin our one chance to grow
i'm a mess
i don't care bout what i need
i just need to know that you still want me
i know i need constant reassurance
i've earned this
i worked too hard on myself
so it's time i cause a disturbance

and i don't wanna come off
like i'm obsessed with you
but would it be so crazy
if you felt it too?
i know i got my doubts
i even tried to leave
but every time you text
i find it hard to speak
and even though you're right there on my screen
it feels like you're a thousand miles away from me
i just want us to cross paths eventually
but when you don't respond
it gets hard to breathe

so take my hand, we'll be alright
you rain check for another night
splitting headaches, they beckon me
just like a lighthouse across the sea 

hold me closer now
i feel like i'm so lost in this world
i'm just tryna figure you out
i'm so inadequate to my core

for nothing

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

i cannot withstand the shaking hands and fraud endearments
it's like this was your plan, how fucking dare you think i'm over this?
never could just talk to me, get off of me, don't give me shit
gave you all i got and that's a lot, i hope you hear this

settled for complacency but i could not just wait and see
if you'd come around and talk about yourself eventually
but you chose to hide and seek, you hate the vulnerability
and you chose to cut and run, i hope you get what i received

even though i'm out my element
i don't think that i can just forget
when we fell into the deep end
cannot believe that you tried to be friends
i just wanna be a better man
wading through all of the mud again
how does one build with an idle hand?
i'll be okay 'cause i know how this ends

you said you were falling for me
but when i spoke all my feelings
you just sat there and ignored me
used to chaos, peace is boring

i got so tired of tryna justify you
you let the ghost of rejection mortify you
seldom shared a shred of empathy
you emptied me
i fought for us so hard
but i can't fix immaturity

you said i was different from all of the other guys,
then why did you treat me the same as every other guy?
have you stopped to think that maybe you're the problem?
'cause i highly doubt that, you don't look inward often

untitled

@55depths
#brokenheartsclub

i wish i could tell you.

lyrics:
i'm lost inside a web again
of all your lies
and if we end it all tonight
i wouldn't be surprised, yeah
can you look me in my eyes
and say you didn't lie
sometimes i'm not surprised
since you are in my life

i've been searching
what's in question
shouldn't have jumped in
learned the lesson
so what happened?
typical fashion
taken for granted
always the last in

just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?
and back and forth i fall
but you don't seem to care at all
it's like i'm dying all alone
without a soul to call
just fucking say it
cause i'm waiting for the moment
can you own it up?

what happened?

firearm, bang bang


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https://soundcloud.com/dreamworldtony
https://soundcloud.com/spaceboyry
https://soundcloud.com/7starz
https://soundcloud.com/joshiguess
https://soundcloud.com/oritachi-sama
https://soundcloud.com/counterxo

headfirst! feat. dreamworld tony, spaceboyry, 7starz, joshiguess, nokia2k (🌀counter)

@greavesinfinity

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

[zoltar]

i churn all my anger into pretty synths and harsh bass
cut out all the feedback and you're nothing more than bad taste
you call yourself an artist but what the fuck do you stand for?
i’m brutally honest so what you expectin' praise for?

you think that i'mma flex 
but you don't know nothin 'bout me
won’t fuck up a check
'cause i’m broke, i love the honesty
regardless, i’m up next
but i keep that under lock and key
fucked up in the head,
but i won’t sit in complacency

i swear to god man, you’re all the same
you lie and you pester, you all act in vain
obsessed with your image, you all look the same
you wonder why no one even knows your name

irrelevance follows you ‘round like the plague
your cowardice haunts you like deep-seated shame
think i give a fuck about what you’ve obtained?
your gold and your silver corrodes all the same


if you truly 'bout it then you really oughta watch your mouth
don’t fuck with the drama, i stay planted in the dirty south
i stick to my guns and i stay in my own lane
all these posers want a feat, but they’re late to the game

me and greaves, we study this, treat it like it’s our fate
lungs are feelin sticky 'cause i’m chiefin' on propane
i’m not even sorry for being fuckin insane
i love what i am, i don’t need anybody’s taste

fuck me, i’m at it again
six feet, i’m sinking in
cross me, i’m takin' teeth
laughing all while you bleed

smoke screens cover your heart
pause please, i need to restart
i need the pain to make art
hurt me while i fight the dark

[GREAVES]

i can't give in 
i've faced all my sins
i'm laced up on ecstasy 
took on a whim 
make me repent 
i crashed out my 'vette 
you're taking a photo to save you the blame 

i iced out my chain 
i ripped out my veins 
i duck under cover to save your embrace 
just get out my face 
i think you're insane 
you left me in mourning 'cause we’re not the same 

you better close all your windows, monsters come out at dark 
i'll have you know i'm complacent, stuck in my villain arc 
live alone in oasis, but you're still in my yard 
because you have no regard

-----

james 5:3

james 5:3 (ft. GREAVES)

produced by me

lyrics:
can’t accept that you’ll never change
‘cause all your texts have faded
you make this feel so estrange
you make me feel so jaded
you and i are not the same
i’ll slowly kill our flame
but i won’t be the one to blame
‘cause

my blood is dripping down from your lip
ain’t got a lot to give
amongst the edge, i’m scared i’ll slip
across my skin she pressed a shiv
but, i’m just a fragile minded kid
she told me get a grip
don’t blame me for the shit you did
when he’s got you by his hip

it’s been two weeks since i crossed your mind
but now you’re dead to me
deep into your lies i’ll find
that we're just enemies
you do it for the social life
all the guys and likes
i’ll build up till the time is right

spotify

blame

produced by zoltar

lyrics:

bleed out 
separated from all the tension
seek doubt
disregarded their good intentions
sleep now 
you inflated all my distortions
breathe out
i won't let you say something morbid

we could argue all we want, but we both know we're splitting hairs
seems like nowadays we're stuck indulging and nobody cares
 addicted to convenience while these corporations take a share 
take on my perspective and then we'll see how you really fare

i've been misshapen 
beaten down and hated
 i don't deserve this
 light keeps on fading
 i've been wasting myself tryna pick up the mess
 all the feelings i harbored, they won't lay to rest
 so i thought of your face, now i can't go to bed
 i still have your t-shirt, it's the one that you said
 would look better on me, but despite your regret
 i think you looked lovely, now i can't decompress

i could never put you into words 'cause i feared
 that it wouldn't be good enough
 i think it's clear
 the dependency issues that i've displayed here
 and it's frightening i haven't loved no one in years

this shit is making me sick 
but i'm tapped the fuck in
 steady zoning out in front of my monitor like a kid
 now you can't take no offense
 but are you that fucking dense?
 my brain is growing pretty tired
 from all of your shitty friends

-----

newton's flaming laser sword

prod. rubbish
written, recorded, mixed, mastered by me @sydcxx

[lyrics]
i took a trip i aint even had the cash for
thought i grabbed a xanny but i left it on the dashboard
second on the left, i can see in thru the glass door
hoping someone in there could gimme just what im after

and they talk...

“shes so sweet” with a hand on a gun
when the drugs hit, my heart it go bun dada dun
i wont stay for the night only came for the fun 
only came for the fun, yea

[rubbish: twitter/instagram - @_rubbishrubbish]

james 5:3 (ft. GREAVES)

zoltar

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