all by me
april 2025

i fell asleep into the next week
you couldn’t stitch me together, i lost my teeth
it makes my throat hurt when i say nothing
i miss when the silence didn’t sound like me

leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
this key doesn’t fit anymore and the door looks wrong
leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
your voice sounds so much worse when it’s in my phone

i wanna fall in love again even if it kills me like the last time did
i wanna fall in love again even if it drains me ‘til there’s nothing left

just call me again if it ever gets that bad
but i forget how to talk when you tell me not to laugh
i lose so much sleep when i try to trace those cracks
like maybe it’ll spell out everything i wish i had

Like the last time

Written by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Produced by @hiisero, @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mixed by @ryanleahan & @trustt
Mastered by @trustt

#2014Back

We made this in less than a day. (26/4)

[Intro: Ryan Leahan]
So won’t you go 
Go hang out with your friends
They’ll put the seeds in your hands
You found a reason to end you life, well
They found a spot to begin 
Well don’t you know 
Don’t you know in the end 
Were just the tracks that we spin 
So turn it up till the speakers blow
then I 
I wanna play it again 

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Verse 1: Trustt]
"Just wait for a week
Just stay for a month"
But I feel so wrong
But I feel so dumb
Just go out
Oh god, why'd it get so hard now?
I feel so dumb

Tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep
So tell me everything
Just tell me where to stay
I can't even eat now
I can't even sleep


[Verse 2: Sero]
You find yourself, uh, 
looking for doors 
but they lead to the same damn place

You find yourself lying,
trying to keep trying
with a noose in your hands

You repent, you repent, you repent
while you wish to be someone else
You say "mother, I'm sorry"
I desire for one day to be the one

[Pre-chorus: Ryan Leahan]
She's the girl divine 
Your always on my mine
Your the girl divine
She's always on my mind

[Drop: Ryan Leahan]
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again
We’ll 4 ever love, we’ll 4 ever love again

[Outro: Trustt]
just hold on, cuz waiting forever
hurts more than missing you
and white grass, painted all over
our spring is meant for two
wait up, you're fading too fast
my eyes can't catch your moves
and white tracks, painted and older
this seat, i left for you

girldivine (with Ryan Leahan & trustt)

track 2 *out on all plats*

twice of a man than you *out on all plats*

021024 *out on all plats*

we try to fix ourselves but don't realise the issues that lie *out on all plats*

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/half-protruding-figure

prod me

letting pop tabs be your guide
you can follow me all night
and we'll shop through all the clothes left out to dry
i'll go hide behind the leaves im feeling shy
i can't tell you why

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how i'll make an income
while we slip between the brambles
flip between the channels
on cue

getting beat up every time
i try to leave my eyes behind
like when you leave the jigsaw out on the floor
we'll stay up whispering
nobody's listening
nobody's listening

but would you stay and take a picture of my half-protruding figure
all the limbs that you might mix up
thinking how it makes a difference
while you're slipping in my sandals
burning through my candles
on cue
we're screwed

we're screwed
we're doomed

half-protruding figure

prod. me (+ my first time playing guitar on a beat)

made for curbside discord server, skullish sample flip competition
I flipped the "toss 178 Dmaj" - sample by @skullish

shoutout balatro
https://open.spotify.com/track/3PUt4jZJXUBOq729TDUTAI?si=a36ca452adf549c8
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LYRICS:

Got impulses on my mind, oh
I've been tryna fight em
Tell me what I did wrong
I'm walking on that tight rope

You set the bar so high though
And I been tryna lay low
You more the devil than an angel
You threw away your halo
Not doing what you say, so

Think I opened my eyes oh
Don't think I'm wasting my time.
Do I really need you in my life?
And I don't know
(Just tell me babe what you want, I'll
Never see you in my life, again)

Say you just wanna catch up
I, think we're way too gone for that now

You used to look this way
You needed someone to fill the space
I can feel your strings they're getting loose not
knowing what you been up to, I
Don't wanna feel this way
And one day I'll forget your face
And then I'll take you off that pedestal
Stop feeling out of place

pedestal

Lyrics:
~~~~~~~~~~
Get high with you
Wanna get high with - ay
If I fade away
Would you run to me?
Start reaching out your arms
As my ashes turn to stars?
If I fade away
Would you run to me?
Start reaching out your arms
As my ashes turn to stars?
I wish I had more time with you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)
I wish I never lied to you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)
I wish that I could live for you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)
I wish I had more time with you (Get high, I wanna get high with you)

So much time has passed with you
Your eyes burned in my mind
It's true, It's me and you
Me and you
Me and you
~~~~~~~~~~
Credits: prod. erra
https://www.youtube.com/@erralovesyou1
feat. YSE ECHO
https://soundcloud.com/user-885955888

fade away / i wish feat. yse echo (prod. erra)

Batman, Alfred Speech X I Miss Your Warm Hands

save me celestia
i look back in my face in the mirror then i gag
when i was dancing in my room off all of the tabs
just to escape the trauma that constantly dragged
me through hell
im not pushin off of it either i just let it all dwell
my dad left my mom alone he walked out fore i was five
if it wasnt for my mom how many times would i have died?
if it wasnt for my mom how long ago would i have died
mom you are beautiful for years ive been alive just cause you
youve witnessed me seize she had to have patrick check
just so she didnt see if i already passed in death
youre the only thing pushing out each single breath
youre the only thing to manage to keep me in check
and yet still i od
yet the hundredth time in the hospital , you still stuck with me
everyone hurts you endlessly and even that includes me but forever ive felt like i have no family except you
i feel like twilight youre celestia finally my wings grew

twice of a man than you out on all plats

Ty Cheung