A small project to end a chapter within my life.

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kame 'n left

LYRICS:

Intro: [Bleu]
So sad oh yea
I know I've been on your mind baby
But I can't slow down
Was I just a another that you gave time to?
Cause I can't take it now,

Chorus: [Bleu]
Are coming right back?
You could slow it right down for me a little
You keep leaving too fast
But you steady don't talk to me no more
Say we coulda gone
Pla- places I was locked in
Found love but you done lost it
Blame me there's no more talking
Took my heart and left me broken

Verse: [Tyde]
I can't even lie
Whenever I tried talking, you would brush me to the side
You rolled my feelings in a blunt, when I was down girl you were high
All those times I stayed up wishing you were mine
Shawty you got me crying
I've made up my mind
I'm calling but you don't answer, no rings it's instant decline
Heart body and mind
Was I part of your life?
Can't wish you any evil but karma stay on my side
Now you all on the phone to me saying that you don't care
Actions speak louder, you ain't gotta say cause I'm aware
Reminiscing on when we first met, I prayed you'd be here
A part of me wishes I was a cheat or I didn't care
Playing on my feelings
Tryna take my time my mind on healing
Clouded by my thoughts but now I see it
Abandoned all my past so I can't feel it
Cause there were nights I was alone I only had my demons
I like to cuss I like to swear for like no reason
But if you hear them just know I sincerely mean it,
It was always you I realised
But now these tears they pour, ain't no umbrellas
I'm brainstorming,
Remembering the things you used to say girl I'm disgusted
I can't deal with this, I'm getting my things you know I trusted
you…
But I can't say the same bout you

Chorus: [Bleu & Tyde]
Are coming right back?
You could slow it right down for me a little
You keep leaving too fast
But you steady don't talk to me no more
Say we coulda gone
Pla- places I was locked in
Found love but you done lost it
Blame me there's no more talking
Took my heart and left me broken
Say we coulda gone
Pla- places I was locked in
Found love but you done lost it
Blame me there's no more talking
Took my heart and left me broken

PLAYING ON MY FEELINGS (ft. Bleu)

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Let me take you back 2 years. 

I was by myself in a brand new city and during that time I truly began this music journey you see me on now. Through my experiences, my relationships, my overthinking and my love for music, “The Prelude” was born. 

Unfortunately, M’kiah two years ago had a lot of anxiety and as mentioned before I overthink a lot so I never dropped this collection of songs. Despite the pure joy I had bringing these ideas into existence, something in my head stopped me. 

As i’ve got older, despite still getting lost in my thoughts from time to time, life has been my best teacher and i’ve realised my work doesn’t need to be perfect, as long as it’s special to me, the right people will find it. 

I'm a believer in perfect timing so this is me 2 years later, honouring those songs I made in Room 188.

Lost In My Thoughts

(tyde)
I said last Christmas
I told you that I would make it different
I told you that I would put the time in
and it’s embarrassing I’m now asking for forgiveness
I know I’ve been bad for a while
I don’t think I’m getting any gifts
and I ain’t got no time to turn it round but if you askin Santa Claus then you would see,
that right there at the top of my lil list is you and me
I got 15 days
matter fact I got like two whole weeks
I've been puttin decorations all around the house and its a shame
cause i remember you would do it with me
know I got this fire blazing up
and I’ve been thinking bout us :(
it’s such a shame we used to share these candy canes and talk love
mistletoe stay hanging low, it made me tear up
the only present that I need is me and you to make up :)

say this Christmas
x4
i be sayin this Christmas
can i see you this Christmas

(m'kiah)
baby this christmas
i’ve been all in my feelings
i got you on my wishlist
and i wish it was different
i been thinking bout your face right now
girl i can’t find out
what i did babygirl
i know it’s foul
sorry that i can’t communicate right now
i know you want your space right now
but baby this christmas i just want you
and maybe this christmas i could fall through
and i won’t talk about last time i saw you
when i said that’s it’s done and it’s nice to know you
and babygirl you know that
i been tryna hide the fact i’m so sad
bouncing off the walls cuz i lost a girl that’s so bad
i know its hard and i broke what we both had
but this christmas i really hope you know that

(tyde & mkiah)
I said last Christmas
I told you that I would make it different (told you)
I told you that I would put the time in
and it’s embarrassing I’m now asking for forgiveness (forgiveness)
I know I’ve been bad for a while
I don’t think I’m getting any gifts
and I ain’t got no time to turn it round but if you askin Santa Claus then you would see,
that right there at the top of my lil list is you and me
I got 15 days
matter fact I got like two whole weeks
I've been puttin decorations all around the house and its a shame
cause i remember you would do it with me
know I got this fire blazing up
and I’ve been thinking bout us :(
it’s such a shame we used to share these candy canes and talk love
mistletoe staying hanging low, it made me tear up
the only present that I need is me and you to make up :)

say this Christmas
x4
i be sayin this Christmas
can i see you this Christmas

see in my city it gets chilly round this time of year
but across the world there’s people celebrating in times of fear
there’s people starving
there’s people crying
in Palestine it’s heartbreak,
too many children dying
so if you got a little bit of change in your pockets
remember Christmas for the giving not to profit
I pray for days that times will change,
it takes the world to stop it
until then I’ll try my best to spread the message

lonely at christmas (15days) (tyde & mkiah)

cheater 


I know that you’ve been around
after you done out there kissing these men does my name ever slip out your mouth?
do I interrupt shawty?
say whenever I called you, was he touching you up at the same time?
does he notice the hazel tint within your eyes?
hold you places I would call mine shawty
cheater
do you even know what you did shawty?
cheater
you got me crying comparing to him shawty
cheater
and you should’ve known I was all for you
now I don’t want nothing to do with you
cheater
yea yea,
cheater
oh yea
cheater
yea
cheater, you’re a - 
cheater oh
cheater yea
(do you even know what you did shawty?)
cheater yea
(you got me crying comparing to him shawty)
cheater yea, 
cheater say you’re a -
cheater say you’re a -

(cheater)
uh yea, you a cheater you a -  
(cheater)
yea, 
(cheater you a cheater)
cheat
(cheater)
fuck
(cheater you a cheater)
cheater, cheater you a cheater

maybe I’m too unaware
or insecure
like maybe I didn’t try that hard
to love you more 
arguments didn’t go unscathed
words I can’t ignore
but to cheat on me and hold no restraint 
were you keeping score?
don’t you care bout my feelings?
broke my heart ain’t no surgery could heal this
every word that comes out of your mouth is like poison to me I can’t even repeat it 
tainted lips where he would kiss and -
his handprints by your waistband 
I thought we were on the same page 
you know I can’t even think straight
can’t even face it, nah nah
my friends keep saying I might need some time
I think I’m good to be honest
fuck you - I’ll say it with pride
now everywhere that I go, I’ll be carrying smoke, i don’t care bout no fire 
I used to believe in you, now you’re no more than a liar 

cheater
(do you even know what you did shawty?)
cheater
(you got me crying comparing to him shawty)
cheater
cheater say you’re a -
cheater say you’re a -
(cheater)
uh yea, you a cheater you a -  
(cheater)
yea, 
(cheater you a cheater)
cheat
(cheater)
fuck
(cheater you a cheater)
cheater, cheater you a cheater

cheater

ep next drop

LYRICS:
see I’ve been crying baby 
rewriting lyrics debating to even say this 
got paper cuts, my heart bleeds we on different pages
re-reading conversations we ended with hatred
it’s such a shame
and I know you’re not to blame too 
but to tell the truth you know part of me still resents you
perfect match, so I’ll burn all of our bridges
I’m cold and I’m moving distant
I hate you
I hate you

say bye bye baby
my time you wasted
ups and down cant turn it round, I hate you changed me
I hate that I can’t recognise myself
I wish that I met somebody else yea 

and if it ain’t obvious
I grew tired of us
smiling through your teeth,
I’m proud to leave 
ain’t proud of us 
you know you were part of me
was all of we 
just one us?
I ain’t heard one apology
you let me bleed, and turn on love 
and you deserve to feel the way I felt for several months 
ain’t no karma given judgment can equate its not enough 
how your friends be taking sides?
puppets in your circle let you justify your lies 
say how the hell they sleep at night?
I'm saying bye bye baby
my time you wasted
ups and down cant turn it round, I hate you changed me
I hate that I can’t recognise myself
I wish that I met somebody else yea

say bye bye baby
my time you wasted
ups and down cant turn it round, I hate you changed me
I hate that I can’t recognise myself
I wish that I met somebody else yea

shawty you know it yea
I’ve been steady tripping through emotions, yea
like everything I said wasn’t important yea,
you drove me insane there weren’t no stalling yea
you told me lies you won’t admit it
all the love I spoke did you forget it?
like Chinese whispers
twist all my words, I put you first and now I mind my business 
too many nights I spent crying
couldn’t show you my emotion I stayed silent 
don’t know what I did to deserve this 
did you plan it, did you do this on purpose? 
you crushed my whole soul
tell me girl was all of this worth it?
did you know far I'd be hurting?
you left me so cold

say bye bye baby
my time you wasted
ups and down cant turn it round, I hate you changed me
I hate that I can’t recognise myself
I wish that I met somebody else yea

hate you

tyde

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