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so far away (feat. Edmon & Roan)

vvv

movin at light speed ive been glowing honestly
think i couldnt be doing better pain is hard to see
taking red n blue up inside my odyssey 
dont hit me up im out of reach
im in my own world
im in my own zone
conspired this all inside my dome
now its all right here and i finally found my home
its you 
its me 
im starting to believe and talk to my inner child  and not ignore her
im so sorry i know that i treated u like shit for months
youre still my baby angel and i never meant to hurt u, love
it wasnt my intentions it was the man with the red hair
if im bein honest w u i dont think he ever cared
id tell you it was a facade but u prolly do not know that word
i know how he hurt you and i hate em bout much as you loved him
but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.
I been 
Blowin toxins
in my  room
i been doin fine
w out u 
yeah i loved him but
inside info , me to u, i dont think that hes happy anymore
so i guess me and you won, just let me deal with the rest.

inner_child (jabarionthebeat x jelly x dreamboyy)

Air feels heavier when you're not there
I can't eat a full meal without being sick
Everyone told me I should keep my options open but I didn't
And now I'm suffering
I don't even know what I want from you
Spent money on my momma I would spoil you baby
I been in the twilight zone since I lost you
Yeah you were perfect
Wait I was distracted yeah

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

So you bring me up just to wring me dry
You hold me down like I don't know why
But if I'm honest and I always am
I'm so fucking exhausted I want it to end
I been focusing on me replacing memories of you
I don't think this where I should be
I don't know what the fuck to do
I feel hopeless
I feel hopeless I can't help it
I hope you don't notice

I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it
I'm hopeless
I'm losing it all I can't fix it
You've changed your mind
How you wanted me once now you don't
I don't understand it

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i'm hopeless w/ love jai (p. yunny goldz)

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produced by Lxst Boy and Scotty Splash
mixed by Lxst Boy & backyard beetle
mastered by Lxst Boy
@backyardbeetle
@scottysplash

-lyrics-
(Lxst Boy)
i wanna speak my mind but its too late so i cant now
you say i talk too much, you just mad i got the bread now
put you to the side so i can finally get some rest now
vent to this mic right before i break down
hindsights 20/20 if you ask me
and 9 times out of 10 im just lacking
price tag on my ransom it keep stacking
oh its not that bad, its bittersweet so take it back

taking it back to when you truly loved me
im not mad but you knew that you could trust me
bottles multiplying on my nightstand
getting mad throwing fits oh im fighting
oh i dont even know
take it from the top, i think i missed a note
cannot take a hint, at this game im not no pro
cannot take a chance, i just face it then i throw

i wanna speak my mind but its too late so i cant now
you say i talk too much, you just mad i got the bread now
put you to the side so i can finally get some rest now
vent to this mic right before i break down
hindsights 20/20 if you ask me
and 9 times out of 10 im just lacking
price tag on my ransom it keep stacking
oh its not that bad, its bittersweet so take it back

(backyard beetle)
yeah these monsters tryna tempt me i know
but for them, yeah i am too cold
every day trying my best but im too bold
yeah im really thinking they know
we crossed paths
we break time
i just feel that we're on the same side
i dont care
if i cry
i just wanna make it to the other side

(Lxst Boy)
i wanna speak my mind but its too late so i cant now
you say i talk too much, you just mad i got the bread now
put you to the side so i can finally get some rest now
vent to this mic right before i break down
hindsights 20/20 if you ask me
and 9 times out of 10 im just lacking
price tag on my ransom it keep stacking
oh its not that bad, its bittersweet so take it back

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talk2much (feat. backyard beetle) (lxst boy x scotty splash)

One more chance

I KEEP LISTENING TO CARS CRASH

PALACE 

This song is for you <3

LYRICS:

As I'm laying here while you sleep
My heart is where it should be
These unconscious thought that I feed
 Is how I pictured us in my dreams

And oh oh oh oh where did the time go
And oh oh oh oh where did the time go

If I'm not in love
Then I must be dreaming
See the man I've become
With your eyes I could sink in

Oh oh oh oh where did the time go
I said oh oh oh oh where did the time go

As I'm laying here while you sleep
My heart is where it should be
These unconscious thought that I feed
 Is how I pictured us in my dreams

And oh oh oh oh where did the time go
And oh oh oh oh where did the time go

If I'm not in love
Then I must be dreaming
See the man I've become
With your eyes I could sink in

Oh oh oh oh where did the time go
I said oh oh oh oh where did the time go

Hereditary

Edmon