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[prod. jakkyboi]

yuh yuh 

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
I cut myself i like to watch it bleed
X2

When i was young i was a problem
Get in trouble go to principal’s office
And had the counselor tell me to just stop it
But i aint stop it i rock it and now i popped and you watchin
Now every song that im droppin get 50k like its nah-thing
You said im copying 
But everybody copy me
Honestly if i be honest aint nobody topping me
Thrasher on my feet
Used to skate but now im surfin beats
If u wanna talk then you can talk to me

You and me
Ohway x4

Benzos
Slow roll
Pass out
On the floor
Wake up
Still fucked
Do it all again
Til my death gon come


I see your clothes are designer i find it funny that you think thats impressive 
If i could just give you a little suggestion 
Stop flexing 
Let me ask a question
How many bitches you getting from wearing shit that you probably rented

I only see you in my dreams
I only see you maybe once a week
You told me baby “there is no more we”
Pop another bean

I only see you in my dreams
Im in love with something slowly killing me
X2

only see u in my dreams

drugs.

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

Follow Kid $ixty:
https://www.instagram.com/kidsixty/

More Music: smarturl.it/xuhyxy
Inquiries: kidsixtymgmt@gmail.com

Prod. by https://soundcloud.com/dashbeatss

Apple Music

10WOOD$ (Prod. Dash Beats)

as it were

>AMV<

Carried Away (w/ Simsky)

Spotify

Thinking Bout Us feat. praYeR & Edmon

(available on spotify + apple music)

music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4YmO8H_z0Q

guitar by minor2go
master by sleye (thank you so much)
vocals + mix by yours truly as per usual


lyrics:

leave me behind, i know
that it's not the way that it used to be, bridges burned
and i know i'm the arson

nothing heals these wounds
and i know i let you both down,
and you want proof
that i've changed and don't have it

i'll be gone soon
and it's likely forever
no one needs this anymore
i let go, my knees hit the floor

i said i wouldn't join the fucking club
but i think maybe i was lying like i do
and i'll be dying sometime soon

oh ...

</3

live version

i'll be gone soon (prod. minor2go)

lyrics
--------
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

record a bunch of nonsense when i'm feelin' nauseous 
gotta play it cautious if she tryna hang
mirror mirror on this wall inside my heart
does falling out of love make a human go insane
i've tried three times, back it up & rewind
look into your green eyes, tell me if i change
baby you a goddess, you so fuckin' flawless
imma fuck him up if he speaks your name in vain

why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x3)

redemption of a lost mess speedin' up the process
by the time that august comes you'll know my name
g-u-a-r guardin yeah i beg your pardon
right to all involvement writing through the day
got my castle in the yard it's kinda fuckin' hard
to stand like i'm on guard when the clouds are seeing rain
so my bedrooms more appealing, suffer through the feeling
cause i know you're leaving gotta act like i'm okay 
 
why try if it ain't worth it
why lie if you can't do it
why cry with your back to it
i'm fine just a tad stupid
(x2)

stupid

never go back

im fine i promise (prod. lxve)

u can watch from the sideline now BITCH

prod. @smilecrayola
cover art by digital yams

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Kevin Kazi ✨
💎 @yvngnamek 💎
💎 instagram.com/kevinkazi/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/kevinkazi 💎

lyrics:
Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline
Ya

I just made a rack flipping packs time to upscale
Bitch I'm independent making money off of resale
I don't fuck with fakes ya I buy that shit for retail
My teeth filled with ice hit the blunt then I exhale
Your new shorty pretty nice ima steal that
Look into my eyes, heart of ice, but don't feel bad
I stay up at night playing games while you still sad
Never trust a hoe cause you'll never get your soul back

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

Pulled up on your hoe with Versace on my eye sight
She just fell in love with me, I think that shorty my type
Ride up in my phantom got me feeling like a poltergeist 
Porsche Panamera ima skirt off, they like Jesus Christ
Bitch I'm sipping potions, by the ocean
Shorty she approaching, give her slow dick
If you wanna be my lover, treat me right
Molly got me seeing colors, flashing lights

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

May not really like me, but you will never meet me
This shit has a price, house of lies, it ain't easy
And how I never know they're a snake till they leave me
Then they come back when I blow say they need me

stream ❄️

sideline w/ kevin kazi (prod. smilecrayola)

December 13, 2019

kami oshie - "we'll be fine" (ft. https://soundcloud.com/polar333) (prod. https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg)

LYRICS:
(Kami)
And you'll remember
That feeling this December
Tell me you'll remember
Just wanna be together...

Girl, you give me butterflies
I’m just tryna treat you right
I just wanna call you mine
I just wanna know if I
Cross your mind late at night
Right before you close your eyes 

(Polar)
And I remember
I’m tryna treat you better
Tell me you remember
Then maybe I’d feel better
We had an ember, I’ll be fine
I’ll fall in love, we’ll be fine

I can’t remember the last time you told me you loved me
The last time you held me deep in your arms
And now with all these stage lights
I cant keep my head right
I just need the right one to call my own

(Kami)
God it’s been torture
Just wanna be warmer
By the heat of your body
Just want you to love me
Now we’re in the back seat
Naturally, we’re kissing
Make my heart beat
A feeling I am missing

(Polar)
And I remember
I’m tryna treat you better
Tell me you remember
Then maybe I’d feel better
We had an ember, I’ll be fine
I’ll fall in love, we’ll be fine

(Kami)
And you’ll remember
That feeling this December
Tell me you’ll remember
Just wanna be together
You’ll be my treasure, you’ll be mine
We’ll fall in love, we’ll be fine

follow:
twitter.com/kamioshie
www.instagram.com/kamioshie/
www.youtube.com/channel/UC_gh1_oXL45tXJSxPhtRc3A
open.spotify.com/artist/7grb7j4O44MurFMtPknN9r
https://app.matter.online/artists/@kamioshie

Polar333:
https://soundcloud.com/polar333
https://twitter.com/ihatepolar
https://www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/
https://www.youtube.com/user/ItsThePolarEdits
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5Fa13D7BW2UmAA7RZ0AJnb?si=M2xdu_6kRom7S6cOhufv3Q

Diamoon:
https://soundcloud.com/diamoonofnhg
https://twitter.com/DiamoonOfNHG
https://www.instagram.com/prod.diamoonofnhg/
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8ZutX3w4muIAf6HTmYjK5w
https://open.spotify.com/artist/3jE3lRTWd5zLFXh69OZYq7
https://traktrain.com/diamoonofnhgbeats#350087
https://app.matter.online/artists/@diamoon

Mixed by @iamjcast

We'll Be Fine (ft. Polar333) (Prod. Diamoon)

Baby Bottle Prod Zvanz

Out now on all platforms <3

Links:

https://soundcloud.com/iamsadgods

https://soundcloud.com/itsnvrmnd

https://soundcloud.com/claynovocaine

See Me Fall (feat. sadgods, Clay Novocaine, and NVR/MND)

NEW YEAR NEW MUSIC I HOPE YOU ENJOY SOMETHING ALIL DIFFERENT

I don’t love myself

They call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it...
(This is the last single before I begin to release work from "Past the Stars")
Written by: @itsyungvan x @sinxi
Mix/Master: @sinxi
Production: @prime
art by: @scottysplash

Lyrics-

yung van-
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
I'd be lying if I said you didn't cross my mind
you pop up when I'm in class looking at the time
tell me that I'm crazy reminiscing
I forgot everything we were missing

You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

Sinxi-
and I fell in love but with the old you
oh I catch your perfume as you pass-through
oh I think of the times that'll pass soon
oh I gave you my heart? I didn't mean to
I've been playing it over a couple  hundred times
yeah, the things I could say and ways to stay dry
yeah, to get you to see that I'm okay this time
but would it be a crime to try again one night

yung van-
You only love me because you used to
I'd tell you I love you but that is old news
when we split up, I thought I told you
I fell in love, but with the old you X2

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

they call it falling in love cause you can't fucking stop it

i fell in love, but with the old you

Other Platforms

I fell in love, but with the old you ft. Sinxi (Prod. SteezyPrime)

Cruel

had a blast making this, beat was made by me. also the vocals :)

Lyrics 


Issues:

I’ve been dealing with these issues 
on my own
But i’ve been runnin in circles 
tryna find my home
Well i’ve been missing something
But i dont know
But i find hope every time 
you text my phone

If seen you up
And i’ce seen you down
But now its hard to tell
Coz you’re not around
You lift my face

And you look so cute 
In your raincoat
Waiting for spring
But its the same snow
Different ocean
In the same boat
Different song but same tempo

Breathe deep
And eventually you’ll come to see
All the different option
You life will bring
Everyone’s different but we’re still the same breed
All of us are climbing up the same tree

Issues

Hope you enjoy the new song! big thanks to @itsnvrmnd and @khareel for doing such an amazing job on this, be sure to go check them out! 
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/6JrzNNzyZDZCaRyShSbvMd?si=MgwT87hpQYuyhTEwCkWqMg

Lyrics:
NVR/MND

Yeah
It's not your fault that i say i change but stay the same
it's not your fault that i'm holding on to past mistakes

You know that i've fallen all my life, but i don't mind

if you want me gone, cuz i say i'm sorry
and you tell me that it's all okay if i'm around

and if you tell me to go i'll take my leave
but i just wanna let you know
that you'll find everything but peace

and i just wanna know when we'll be back
the way we once were before we all started to crack
High school summers were so care free
life hits hard you see

cuz i just want you to know
baby i lost my mind
and i don't really know when i'll be back
cuz i've been off my grind

Khareel:
I waited, for you to say
"I changed my mind, i changed my ways"
What a waste, every moonrise hey
That's not fair
Coz all my days
Were dark as grey

I lashed out, last year
We we're never friends
But i wrote letters dear
It's not the hair nor the face
Coz your words,
Are smartly done, i gave away
Cowardly nice, i hide away
I sincerely hope you're okay
You're on my mind, that's not right.

Moonrise Ft. NVR/MND & Khareel

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

listen on spotify!

big boys don't cry (prod. con)

go follow @lilskeleskrrt & @diamoonofnhg rn or else

sui ~
emberz fall
the crackle of the campfire
let the smoke fill the sky
cover up all the past life
run away through the night
dont look back again
cause its to painful
focus on the future
if there is one
for me in this world
maybe one day
everything will be ok

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

skele ~

nothing for me here in this place
thinking ab days that i wish i could i erase
and i know that you look down on me
im a disgrace
ive been pushed right to the edge
you can see it on my face
emberz falling from the sky
reminiscing ab you and i
baby i cant bear to see you cry
ill be waiting in another life

sui ~

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

calm down w/ skele ~ [p. diamoon]

prod: @wstdyth
mix/master: @trechorboy

lyrics:
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
i remember late nights in your arms
i remember we were kissing in the dark
lay alone in the backseat of my car
pulling strings through the cracks of my heart

i dont think i need this
ive been staring at my ceiling
hoping that things could get better
but nothing good ever lasts forever
(x2)
cause you were the one who wasted my time
but i just cant get u out my mind
cause i miss the look of love in your eyes
and now im wishing that i could rewind
(x2)
cause u were the one who wasted my time

rewind (prod. wastedyouth)

https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

lyrics:

she my coke girl 
keep it in your coat girl
told me love hurts 
cut me like the drugs first 
no concern, point of no return
my place in hell is already reserved

my body shakes like anymore and I'm in the dirt
I'm a idiot it's what I deserve
sobriety I can't confirm
Ion know if it even occurred 
 
jump train lines I'm just tryna save time
three white lines shine under club lights 
I was feeling fine like alright 
then I split my mind into two sides 

push rit now I pick where I fly
wrist slit na I'm bleeding inside 
for christmas I want a new fuckin spine
leave me lone need slience when I write

spotify

coke girl (prod. cxld blxxd)

New song hope you guys enjoy the new style!!!!


Mixed by Saabye

Not the same

Not the one

[prod. Dead Spyro] @deadspyro

Lyrics:
[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

[Kais]
do u even think of me?
Im not who you want me to be and I know 
think of things we’d see
I know you cant do that, im already jus a memory

time dont fly by,
i feel like im stuck in your eyes
why do you use a disguise
I crumble to pieces at night

[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

Crumble Into Pieces ft. Kais

Lyrics:
heard you around, i wont call back
im my own self, not your fall back
i been living fine but yourself i know you got some problems all that

better tell me now what you wanna do
ima listen now then ill run it through
let it all come out while im in the booth
choking it all down what i mean to you

hitting my line like i been lost
where you been living with the cost
staying up late when panic calls
heard you been fine man not at all

now you know me with the fame, and the name, in the place, where im hiding an ace, cuz your fate, is the same, when im dead in the grave, youre displaced, a discrace, while im lost in the haze

marceline whyd you have to go and get me all fucked up
know youre seeing what im posting im just tryna push my luck
got me drowning in gin got a bottle drink it up
cuz you sick in the brain watch me dying from your lust
Marceline, you vampire queen
Drink my blood take my red sheen
Watch it drip from your sharp teeth
Take my life have all of me

you said toughen up why dont you be a man
got bruised on my body so i took a stand
been fighting these demons before it began
it piled up so high i could see all the lands

you know me im not one who lives up in their body
im always floating round i loiter in the lobby
of all the thoughts i run from cuz im getting sloppy
my mind is out of order and im really sorry

marceline pt 2

Sorry friend
Sorry lover
I'll smother my nerves
Cause you got nothin to do with it
Try to laugh
I try to listen
I don't like to talk
But glad I got you to do it with
You show me joy
You owe me nothin
I wanna love but never
Seem to go through with it
Second floor
A messy carpet
Perpetual buzz
But you got me to go through it with

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Show and tell
Leave an impression
I'll pressure my sleeve
My hearts jumpin for cover now
Show me hell
I'll give you heaven
I got what I need to stop
Sleepin the color out
I'll act out bein grateful
As a practice, not a symptom
Of a chemical balence
You showed me that a callous
Doesn't mean nothin can feel right

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Take all of me
Take all of me
Until there's nothing
For me to hurt
Take all of me
Cause I'm only worth what I give away

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
Cause I just wanna
Give it right back
Give it back to you baby

(Woah)
(I wanna give it right back to you)


Mixed and produced by King Theta
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Give Back

Lil Skies - Havin My Way (feat. Lil Durk)
Stream/Download: https://lilskies.lnk.to/HavinMyWay

Havin My Way (feat. Lil Durk)

i think she might be obsessed with me ? (p. AURA)

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