The Upload

had a blast making this, beat was made by me. also the vocals :)

Lyrics 


Issues:

I’ve been dealing with these issues 
on my own
But i’ve been runnin in circles 
tryna find my home
Well i’ve been missing something
But i dont know
But i find hope every time 
you text my phone

If seen you up
And i’ce seen you down
But now its hard to tell
Coz you’re not around
You lift my face

And you look so cute 
In your raincoat
Waiting for spring
But its the same snow
Different ocean
In the same boat
Different song but same tempo

Breathe deep
And eventually you’ll come to see
All the different option
You life will bring
Everyone’s different but we’re still the same breed
All of us are climbing up the same tree

Issues

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
See me fly, diamonds shine on my neck yah,
And yo girl'd prolly fuck on the low low-
life, shawty I don't wanna die without my wrist froze.

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah, 

Shawty say she wanna die-die-die-die-die.
I already took her life-life-life-life-life.
Shawty say she wanna die-die-die-die-die.
I already took her life-life-life-life-life.
(if you die I die too, don't I remind you.)

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
See me fly, diamonds shine on my neck yah,
And yo girl'd prolly fuck on the low low-
life, shawty I don't wanna die without my wrist froze.

Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,
Wings on me when I pull up to your set yah,

Angelboy

i miss korea

It’s gonna my last few days here
So I’ll call everyone even though we haven’t talked for months 
I don’t wanna go but I guess it’s good bye 
I’d rather die than spend two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets 
Felt like it was home right at first 
Now I can’t find why you said you loved me 

There's only one way out 
I’ll be runnin through the trenches can't back down 
Time passed me by 
I dont wanna die
I just wanna break free 
I just wanna live my life 

For the sake of the team
I’ll just pop another pill and follow their dream 
And dont you look for me 
Im goin awol fuck with me  

Feels like I been left behind
But I won't let this loneliness kill me
Why are good people hard to find?
It's torture and it's killing me slowly

Feels like I been left behind
But I won't let this loneliness kill me
Why are good people hard to find?
It's torture and it's killing me slowly

It’s gonna my last few days here
So I’ll call everyone even though we haven’t talked for months 
I don’t wanna go but I guess it’s good bye 
I’d rather die than spend two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets 
Felt like it was home right at first 
Now I can’t find why you said you loved me 

Orange in the leaves come quickly 
Seasons changing suddenly 
Sunny skies pass by 
The grayness coiled inside 
Country lines I left behind 
The saddest state of my mind  

It’s gonna my last few days here
So I’ll call everyone even though we haven’t talked for months 
I don’t wanna go but I guess it’s good bye 
I’d rather die than spend two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets 
Felt like it was home right at first 
Now I can’t find why you said you loved me 

I'd give anything to get back the lost years
Fuck the void space between your ears
I don't wanna go too tired to fight
I'd rather die than two years here

The neon signs
The crowded streets
Felt like it was home right at first
Now I can't find why you said you loved me

spotify

neon signs [prod. brody]

FISH FOOD (prod. PALE1080)

im going on tour
tickets at http://www.callmekarizma.com

rest in peace X & kurt

ALL MY IDOLS DIED

waking up every morning feeling the same way
and it makes me dizzy
and every time that i go bed i’m wasted
cause it makes it easy

we’re young, in love, on drugs
and i’m getting high to numb the pain
i’m dumb, i’m drunk, so come
over but i’m so confused and sad

la la la la la x3

we’re young, in love, on drugs
and i’m getting high to numb the pain

i’m numb, i’m drunk, so come
over but i’m so confused and sad

la la la la la x3

Confused

confused

9tails - Onyx Clouds (prod. Young Taylor)

9tails - My Car Got Stuck On A Hill In The Snow (prod. AMNYST)

Hope you enjoy the new song! big thanks to @itsnvrmnd and @khareel for doing such an amazing job on this, be sure to go check them out! 
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/6JrzNNzyZDZCaRyShSbvMd?si=MgwT87hpQYuyhTEwCkWqMg

Lyrics:
NVR/MND

Yeah
It's not your fault that i say i change but stay the same
it's not your fault that i'm holding on to past mistakes

You know that i've fallen all my life, but i don't mind

if you want me gone, cuz i say i'm sorry
and you tell me that it's all okay if i'm around

and if you tell me to go i'll take my leave
but i just wanna let you know
that you'll find everything but peace

and i just wanna know when we'll be back
the way we once were before we all started to crack
High school summers were so care free
life hits hard you see

cuz i just want you to know
baby i lost my mind
and i don't really know when i'll be back
cuz i've been off my grind

Khareel:
I waited, for you to say
"I changed my mind, i changed my ways"
What a waste, every moonrise hey
That's not fair
Coz all my days
Were dark as grey

I lashed out, last year
We we're never friends
But i wrote letters dear
It's not the hair nor the face
Coz your words,
Are smartly done, i gave away
Cowardly nice, i hide away
I sincerely hope you're okay
You're on my mind, that's not right.

Moonrise Ft. NVR/MND & Khareel

lyrics: 
(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if I’m fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 1)
i've been sitting in my room
just chilling my dude
i don’t care about much
that’s a lie, i just try to act tough
deep inside i’m really big wuss
i’ve going through a lot but it don’t show
smile big, so my parents really don’t know
like a fridge cuz my heart stay so cold
they say to be a man
you gotta be strong
walk around with ya fist closed  
I’m a big boy now be aware of it
to be honest man 
i think need a therapist
to be honest man
i think i’m really scared of this
they say i gotta be tough 
i ain’t sharing it  
playing 21 savage really ain’t me
i just wanna be a man 
so they feel me
stack my pride so high to the ceiling 
sadly, this bottled up pain
just might kill me 
(pain just might kill me)

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 
 
(verse 2)
i think i’m growing up way too fast
age 10 and i wear a fake mask
i’m afraid that my life might crash
cuz if you ain’t first 
then your just last
when I’m grown
imma be like them
even walk, try to talk, be a jock like them
maybe then 
i will actually finally fit in  
bottle up everything, and when i’m all out of my luck  
kill myself like them 

(hook)
i’m trying to hide 
the feelings inside
cuz big boys don’t cry
it cuts like a knife
it digs in my side
but big boys don’t cry
don’t look in my eyes
don’t ask if im fine
i don’t wanna lie
i’m tired of life
but say i’m alright
cuz big boys don’t cry 
(big boys don’t cry at all) 

(bridge)
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all
yeah 
big boys don’t cry at all

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big boys don't cry (prod. con)

go follow @lilskeleskrrt & @diamoonofnhg rn or else

sui ~
emberz fall
the crackle of the campfire
let the smoke fill the sky
cover up all the past life
run away through the night
dont look back again
cause its to painful
focus on the future
if there is one
for me in this world
maybe one day
everything will be ok

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

skele ~

nothing for me here in this place
thinking ab days that i wish i could i erase
and i know that you look down on me
im a disgrace
ive been pushed right to the edge
you can see it on my face
emberz falling from the sky
reminiscing ab you and i
baby i cant bear to see you cry
ill be waiting in another life

sui ~

7am again guess its time
i better sleep
havent ate in 2 days
friends worried bout me
cause on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on, no

you can find me escaping
reality in my room
looking for an answer
forgetting everything
on the table
those things i want
but lifes unstable
cant carry on no

nothing for me here in this place
everything is dull now
cant calm down
draining heart
will drown me in my own blood
soon enough

calm down w/ skele ~ [p. diamoon]

bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though
bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
i know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though

i like you wet, i'd like you better with some hickeys though
secret girl and baby bad, i know she got a busy phone
final girl, she overdose,  i know she love a bloody nose
fuck, she taking off her clothes, she suck my gun till it explode
watch her eyes roll, while my fucking blood drip
she don’t really love me, but that’s okay, fuck it
kiss you with a sharp blade; fuck you in a dungeon
baby say she like blood, i took her wrist and cut it

she don’t really love me, but that’s okay, fuck it

watch her eyes roll, while my fucking blood drip

bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
i know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though
bite me like you hate me, tell me that you love me though
fuck you like a little slut, just please don’t hurt my feelings, no
i know you like to play with me, i kiss your skin with tied up rope
your neck is fucking freezing cold, just like my blood, i need it though

written by @lightninglogan
prod. @hxrxkiller

HXRXKILLER

bite me [prod. hxrxkiller]

https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

lyrics:

she my coke girl 
keep it in your coat girl
told me love hurts 
cut me like the drugs first 
no concern, point of no return
my place in hell is already reserved

my body shakes like anymore and I'm in the dirt
I'm a idiot it's what I deserve
sobriety I can't confirm
Ion know if it even occurred 
 
jump train lines I'm just tryna save time
three white lines shine under club lights 
I was feeling fine like alright 
then I split my mind into two sides 

push rit now I pick where I fly
wrist slit na I'm bleeding inside 
for christmas I want a new fuckin spine
leave me lone need slience when I write

coke girl (prod. cxld blxxd)

New song hope you guys enjoy the new style!!!!


Mixed by Saabye

Not the same

Not the one

Might Not Make It

MIGHT NOT MAKE IT

produced and mastered by demxntia

@demxntia
@gehrmvn
@diondugas
@infamousgertrude

CASIO

[prod. Dead Spyro] @deadspyro

Lyrics:
[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

[Kais]
do u even think of me?
Im not who you want me to be and I know 
think of things we’d see
I know you cant do that, im already jus a memory

time dont fly by,
i feel like im stuck in your eyes
why do you use a disguise
I crumble to pieces at night

[Frvr]
I can feel my insides 
Crumble into pieces
Everytime i think of you again
You again

I know that im not fine
Baby you can see it
Do you even think of me like that
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore
Anymore

Baby i was falling way before

The Upload

Romeo