This song on the surface seems fun and cute but it is about how I escape my reality and take on a barbie type persona .I am a regular girl living in a scary world , just tryna figure out how to maintain and get by in life .. So Enjoy and STAY PRETTY !

Feelin Like Barbie [ Prod.Shinju ]

prod mix master @prodvincent
@chanelfather :D

bad guys

bad guys ft. chanelfather

time well wasted🥲 p. princehenryy

[chorus]
cant seem to calm myself lately 
feel like it’s driving me crazy 
this shit replay inside my head and when it stops it’s just vaugely 
i know that i that could re advance but i know i’m not the same me 
so imma stay in this position and let everyone hate me 
(x2)

[verse]
aaah
this shit not as bad as i thought
but when i seen yo ass so fucked up i swear to god we shoulda fought
a a aaah 
and i know that’s my dad so i should not 
but i got 4 sisters that need taken care of so i should sleep you like a cot 

if you ask me how i’m doing lil bitch i’m straight 
don’t wanna get into this today   i’m fine 
don’t ask i’m cool but i feel like a tool 
cause you ask and i sent u off 

i don’t really wanna get into it this  but we can cause u rlly wanna get into it ahah
if u rlly want some static we can pull up to the addy and we rip u off

bitch u weak asf stop acting like u not 
and this new 45 gon end up hot 
if i find ur ass chillin on your mf block
yo stfu before u get caught okay 

bitch i came in loaded with a strap okay 
and i came in with alla the pack like hey 
if u needa sack get taxed all day 
propane blowing gas no tank okkkkk

[chorus]
cant seem to calm myself lately 
feel like it’s driving me crazy 
this shit replay inside my head and when it stops it’s just vaugely 
i know that  i that could re advance but i know i’m not the same me 
so imma stay in this position and let everyone hate me 
(x2)

driving me crazy (+ @prodswitch @prodashen)

prod. me :)
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wasting my time lol

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mixed and mastered by YoungReck

lyrics:

it's evident that u missed out
i missed ur call...i did it on purpose
u question all of ur sanity
u tried to handle me

i gotta cold heart
i can't give u nothin baby 
i already moved on
lookin for a lesson
i know u just want a head start
ur eyes just like weapons 
and i know they're piercing my arms
u want me to hold u but u made me put up my guard

i'm at a loss 
cause u seem so confused
i no longer wanna be bruised by u

i turned on my friends
i left them behind
i slept on the couch at my house every night

thought u were a warrior 
u just cap on all ur trauma
u think my pain is glorious

u a good girl why u actin like u sinister
make me feel like everywhere i go im just a visitor

i know ur just a fan to me 
i know u like when i get to singin
ur new man been creepin on me
maybe i should go on private

cold heart (prod. uglyboy)

guitar by order33
mixed/mastered @young_reck
art by @drakobills

i was so scared to fall in love with u w/ bleachh (prod. uglyboy x order33)

monsters inc. w/ BENJAMYN (prod. uglyboy)

made a chanelfather type beat 

shady swazy: https://soundcloud.com/swazyhq
joeverse: https://soundcloud.com/joeverse_sc
chanelfather: https://soundcloud.com/chanelfather

duck (ft. swazy*, joeverse, & chanelfather)

prod. slushh

i don't know why i feel the way i do
i just suffocate myself
i just lie i don't need your help

addy dreams
xanny nightmares

i meditate im so awake
im high right now so can't it wait?

im torn apart
i know its fake
i hate myself
i just need some space

im fucking up
and i forgot my place
i cant fall asleep again
now i cant feel my face

im so fuckin numb
im so fuckin dumb
i just stay under the covers
waiting for the light to peek through

im so afraid
im coping with myself

i know i shouldnt be afraid....

i can't sleep with the lights off (prod. slushh)

prod mixed mastered @vincent
made art on my phone
demipop 4evr (‘ , -  )>


maybe i am paranoid 
thoughts are in my head
always kinda bored
fucks are in my way
what’s ur neighborhood 
repping street names 
are u good
i guess 

fake - fake it (i’m a class clown)
live ur life without me 
i hope that u lose it

thoughts are in my head
always kinda bored
fucks are in my way
what’s ur neighborhood 
repping street names 
are u good
i guess 

fake - fake it (i’m a class clown)
live ur life without me 
i hope that u lose it