Prod. ORDER33

before honesty is the best policy

4REAL prod ORDER33

engineered by YoungReck
art by Big Dimp
sample: Heaven or Las Vegas by Cocteau Twins

lyrics:

i think it’s killin me that i just keep myself awake

i know u think ur better than me
it’s cool, i have to agree

i’m lost is this a dream

no one seems to have what i need 

i'm broken bout it 

i don’t know myself

i don’t think anything’s real

i don’t feel alive

teach me how to heal 


i’m having this nightmare i think i have something repressed 

these drugs don’t ease the pain no more i think i’m fucked in the head 

can’t go a second without touchin u girl. why do i feel alone?

i’m paranoid that if i keep at it this way i won’t feel at home

i won’t feel at home 

so i just trip again 
i’m sorry i feel so out of it 
i wear myself out 
overthinking and i have a limit 

it’s dark
outside
i’m lit 
that’s right
can’t sleep
at night
please speed to me 
i don’t wanna fight 

please feel
on me
touch me 
make it right 
it’s killin me
it’s getting me high

paranoid (prod. uglyboy)

cover art and mix by YoungReck

(lyrics)
go on tell me what u need right now yeah
go on tell me what u need right now yeah
know imma serve it up yeah yeah yeah
know imma serve it up yeah yeah yeah

stop
whatchu doin in the club lookin soft
wanna take u home get it on
baby we can do it if u want

go ahead tell your friends you're goin
imma get u home in the mornin
baby i can buy you all you wantin
you know that the money means nothin

gold experience w/ YoungReck (prod. uglyboy)

engineered by YoungReck

don’t be too scared

i know ur there

i know ur watching me

i’m unprepared
i sealed it off

got u wishin 

ur up in my business

don’t waste it
this feelin
just face me 

i fulfill ur desire
and if u getting cold then i bring the fire 

if u gettin cold then i bring the fire
lovin on u good and u callin me a liar
if u understood that my head is just wires 
would u disconnect or would u stay for the cipher?

am i everything that u thought i would be?
if i get too high again plz just pinch me

gotta be numb baby forget what i’m feelin 

gotta sleep well in the absence of demons

decipher (prod. uglyboy)

mixed and mastered by YoungReck

lyrics:

it's evident that u missed out
i missed ur call...i did it on purpose
u question all of ur sanity
u tried to handle me

i gotta cold heart
i can't give u nothin baby 
i already moved on
lookin for a lesson
i know u just want a head start
ur eyes just like weapons 
and i know they're piercing my arms
u want me to hold u but u made me put up my guard

i'm at a loss 
cause u seem so confused
i no longer wanna be bruised by u

i turned on my friends
i left them behind
i slept on the couch at my house every night

thought u were a warrior 
u just cap on all ur trauma
u think my pain is glorious

u a good girl why u actin like u sinister
make me feel like everywhere i go im just a visitor

i know ur just a fan to me 
i know u like when i get to singin
ur new man been creepin on me
maybe i should go on private

cold heart (prod. uglyboy)

mixed/mastered by @young_reck
art by @PhotonTide

woke up
im alive again
i just breathe it in
i didnt have time yesterday but i got time today
and im just flyin by

i got wings made of egyptian cotton
didnt buy them
i was born this way
and i've had way too many things to say
but im in my head
so i'll stay in my lane

pussy boy want my swag
he can have that
every day level up
i'm experienced
and i know u get ur pleasure from ur flashbacks
i'm living for the now i'm not scared of it

too much ridin on my life i cant fail now
too many bitches wanna act like we was tied down
i remember i was screamin loud and they said pipe down
i dont have the capacity for u to try and hop on now

and i know u want my style its so obvious
5500 for the neck beads, feelin like a lama (like the dalai lama, not an actual llama)
and i been nocturnal just to mute the trauma

you can jump and jump but u know imma hop farther
who do i owe money too? im everybody's father

i was so scared to fall in love with u w/ bleachh (prod. uglyboy x order33)

uglyboy