rip
https://soundcloud.com/nokerbforever/die-w-nyuk?si=52a13608d24943d491875c21245d7f04&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

die slowed *sadder*

interlude, thanks a lot to @imyxno for the verse <3

prod. guda & baz (non profit)

lyrics:

(me)
I guess that you are gone now
And I hope you are happy now
I will go ghost for now
And I imagine how
I am so alone and
I hope you'll see me again
Messing round with your friends
Would it bother you 
If I am dead underground
I call out for you every time
So why does my heart go pound pound
I miss you for a long time
I miss the way you said that you loved me
But I went and fucked it all up
And I just wish you'd fucking hugged me
Can you just call up to check up on me
I cry in my bedroom
Grab a bottle, and exhume
I deleted all my songs because I feel so bad
I just wanna crawl back up and go inside
And I hope you will never forget me baby!!!!!!!!

(yxno)
It's all over now, put it all on a clock
Its so closer now, in my head there's a block
Will you forget me baby?
Will you stay longer maybe?
Why is life so fucking hard?
My arms are just so scarred
I have no idea what I need
I bleed and I bleed, I bleed
Indeed I am dead and I dont care
Will you share and keep it fucking fair
I miss your company but its too late
All I feel from you is fucking hate
This void inside my soul eating me up
To the point where there aint nun anymo
And all you do is meeting new people
I think the only thing you need is an encore

never forget me (ft. i'm yxno)

prod. iceboi, recorded drunk because I feel like crap.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/4xulQbhx7nRpKFiO7VdBV5?si=d331b619cf874daa

lyric video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h5yOir_CnlI

lyrics:

[intro]
Will there be one more time
Where I can say that I'm fine
Cus I lost all my hope
And u left me all alone
I went fucking mental
And you are judgmental
I hate you but I love you
And now I say fuck you

[chorus]
I can't even think
And you told me 
I cant even sing
How does it feel? 
I bleed for you
Do you even see? 
Because you fucked me up
And I sometimes wish I would end up dead
And then everyone one who knew you calls you vile
But is it in the true? 
Or is it only rumour spread
And I dont know at all what I should do 
But I call you in a pine
Cus I wanna see you 

[pre-verse]
and know how you feel
I dont know if this is what you want
But I dont care, I wont hit you up
Because you left me in a haunt 
You left me in a taunt
I am angry and I wont show
I dont even look at ur photos

[verse]
Cus I dont wanna see your face
And feel all this misplace
I dont ever wanna do anything with him
But I feel like I will miss him
But I wont be weak
I will give myself in
And show my streak
Of ignoring this boy
He thinks ima toy
Stop this annoy 

[bridge]
Will there be one more time
Where I can say that I'm fine
Cus I lost all my hope
And u left me all alone
I went fucking mental
And you are judgmental
I hate you but I love you
And now I say fuck you

[chorus]
I can't even think
And you told me 
I cant even sing
How does it feel? 
I bleed for you
Do you even see? 
Because you fucked me up
And I sometimes wish I would end up dead
And then everyone one who knew you calls you vile
But is it in the true? 
Or is it only rumour spread
And I dont know at all what I should do 
But I call you in a pine
Cus I wanna see you

youleftmeallalone (prod. iceboi)

thanks a lot to @soulvanishh for the feature, I had fun working on this, and thanks to everyone for listening to my music, I love you guys! 

spotify <3 - https://open.spotify.com/track/6qkOZg53h919tA9zrE1LaY?si=1580fd0033384646 

prod. iceboi

cover by k1baru (www.instagram.com/k1baru)

lyrics:
[chorus]
I have so many questions that I wanna ask
But I am not sure if you even wanna talk
One more time, I want to feel better
I still wear your sweater
Did you already forgot about me?
I know am not the same person I was when you met me
It's true because I changed for you 
I am hanging on by a thread, and you fuck someone else
You left me in despair, left me in an affair
You cheated on me this whole time

[verse]
(soulvanish)

[chorus]
I have so many questions that I wanna ask
But I am not sure if you even wanna talk
One more time, I want to feel better
I still wear your sweater
Did you already forgot about me?
I know am not the same person I was when you met me
It's true because I changed for you 
I am hanging on by a thread, and you fuck someone else
You left me in despair, left me in an affair
You cheated on me this whole time

[verse] sorry I recorded this drunk xD
I been in my car, it's you and me
You are the one that I see when I sleep
Then I woke up it's just a dream
Yeah I know I'm fucked up
I'm such a freak
Going on the ground, let me on my knees
Do you still love me?
Yeah I dont look
Because you betrayed me so many times
And I cant ever imagine a future that I will have with you
And I hope you remember that 
You were the only one 
Who caused trauma on yourself
Yeah I hope you remember that
Because you make me feel like shit
And I take drugs just because of you

betrayal (ft. soulvanish)

Thanks so much to SerenityTrance to collaborating with me on this song <3

spotify <3 - https://open.spotify.com/track/0cDe96DWAKGLT3X70lcFvN?si=1571c5b3c2474c66
prod. @serenitytrance
cover by k1baru (https://www.instagram.com/k1baru)

lyrics:
chorus 2x:
Even if we don't talk, I cannot even walk
Without thinking, of you and me in 1 place
I wish we could've went to space together
I write these stories and poems
I don't think I know him
Anymore

verse:
The colours they wont stop
The noise yeah it wont stop
Screeching doors inside my head
Like a broken dorm, its inside my death
I cant think I can only blink
Can you feel my breath?
Red, green, blue
Blood, Trees, Booze
Like I stabbed myself
I can only see the bruise
Like an infection inside my wound
Why wont you just come around?
See me dead on the ground
Are you afraid to see me dead
But I suppose you don't even care

chorus 2x:
Even if we don't talk, I cannot even walk
Without thinking, of you and me in 1 place
I wish we could've went to space together
I write these stories and poems
I don't think I know him
Anymore

verse:
I feel all this pain upon me
Like there's glass on the floor
Blood from my hands on the door
I broke down and I can’t control it
I have one wing left on my back
And you told me everything I lack
I know I suck you don't need to tell me
I just broke down I know its over now
And I cant even control myself anymore
I just hate myself so fucking much

save me... (+SerenityTrance)

I again had a lot of fun making this and expressing my feelings, hope you all like it and thanks to @m1v for the beat! <3

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1KesEFxQeIQ4aU8DNCUvrC?si=43b144b9374e42aa

prod. @m1v
cover by k1baru - https://www.instagram.com/k1baru/
amv by newtella: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AK0A_EPKy7I
amv on PARADOX AMVs: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErFEmPFz_sE

lyrics:

intro (newtella):
Until one day, the wind ceases to blow
I fall and I fall and fall, and fall even more
Gentle as a feather
A dry quill, expressionless

verse:
Why did you leave me all behind
When I needed you the most?
Do you even care what you lost?
Do you really think you will find
Something so so fine 
That will make you seem less grime
I will climb, and find, this one reason
Why I'm alive, let it ease in
I loved you when you left me
I just wish you kept me
Honestly I dont even like
The way things are now
Anyhow you think it is fine
Or do think its a sign?

pre-bridge:
My life is dreamlike 
(Yeah it's dreamlike)
I hate that I'm alive
(I dont wanna be alone)
So alone...
I just wish I knew what you were
Feeling way before

bridge: 
**happy noises** °^°

verse:
I think I know when you said I'm your star
But now you left me all behind, is it so far?
I dont know what to say to you
But I think I lost it all
And its not because of me
Youre the one who blew 
This relationship to the end
Are you sure youre the one to amend?
Because I think youre rotten from the inside
Like you killed me on sight
I told you I dont even wanna fight
I saw the light flashing front of me

farewell (prod. m1v)

thanks to @nokerbforever for the feature, I had a lot of fun doing this! And this all is really helping me express myself..! </3 

prod. yui;7 & fumiko!
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/7sxtpAwix32sU5etK2gWQV
cover by k1baru (www.instagram.com/k1baru)
mastered by @nokerbforever
mixed by me & nokerb

lyrics:
[intro]
I can tell you I feel so bad
When you told me you had 
Another one on your side
It fucked me up even more
Smoking just to keep me going
My living flow is gone
When I think youre knowing
Someone better than I could ever be
You say hes a bad person
Laying awake till dawn

[verse]
I cant sleep I wanna leave
I just wanna breathe
You are fucking with my mental
I wish you were a lil more sentimental
We are losing time
Can you say you are fine?
I have crossed this line
Fucked up my life
I dont wanna go on 
without this prize
I am moving counter clockwise
And Im not the one that cries
Its the me you left behind

Im a devil in disguise
That never wanted any lies
Im really on my highs
Why do you still text me?
When you left me 
And never loved me
And rejected the best me
You infected me with your love
I cant take it back

[bridge: me & nokerb]
And I feel so trash
All I wanna do is bash
All this feelings out my head
Never lie to me again
Never try to talk to me again
I dont wanna crash again
And I dont wanna love again

[verse: nokerb]
thought that i was stupid
no i cannot get out
that bitch was hitting my phone
all she wanted was the clout
i don't got no doubt
go all off when i drop
she got self-doubt
without me she cannot run

without me she cannot run
cause i'm already far beyond
tryna make the right step
but i always end up doing wrong
she wanna come along
i been gone
it's been so long
wanna play around
with her games
i been so done

[verse]
I thought I was dumb
When you left me all numb
You said your feelings 
they wont come back
Tell me all your reasons
And hope you feel the payback
Of missing out on something
Over some fucking dumb thing
And I hate you so much

[Outro: nokerb]
i'm a wreck, i'm a mess
baby can you hold me down?
i think you cannot 
you tried to but i got around
you tried to but i got around
these thoughts they fucking hold me down
i think you messed up
you thought that i was stupid, no

melancholy (ft. NOKERB) [prod. yui;7 & fumiko!]

produced by dercept & jolst
mastered by @nokerbforever
spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/2Kh1y6oixw7CqAHx2oy3Fo
cover by https://www.instagram.com/k1baru

lyrics:

[pre-chorus]
Warm my heart
Dont ever leave me behind
I already felt bad in my life
Now I feel bad every day
Thinking what I can save
The only thing I can offer is my love

[chorus]
Give in my life, I dont care if I ever lose
If I at least have you my side
I already felt so dead inside 
so once, so, leave this all behind
Cover it all up with these lies
I love you till I die, I cry every time
I hear your name drop
Cus I know I loved you so much
And I know I loved you more than anyone
Its so sad we had to go separate ways
But I think it will all be better from now on

[verse]
Walk in a straight line
Never go, I say it for the last time
As you said you been stressing 'bout it all
For a long time
Dont give up on me 
I tried killing myself
But does it matter?
My heart is shattered
You know that I love you
So tell me how to be
in ur life to come through
I wish I was with you right now
To fix all these mistakes

[pre-chorus]
Warm my heart
Dont ever leave me behind
I already felt bad in my life
Now I feel bad every day
Thinking what I can save
The only thing I can offer is my love

[chorus]
Give in my life, I dont care if I ever lose
If I at least have you my side
I already felt so dead inside 
so once, so, leave this all behind
Cover it all up with these lies
I love you till I die, I cry every time
I hear your name drop
Cus I know I loved you so much
And I know I loved you more than anyone
Its so sad we had to go separate ways
But I think it will all be better from now on

Spotify 🤍

echoes in love (dercept x jolst)

Decided to make this song for my birthday, I hope you all like it! <3

prod. @erxn_music, featuring @soliooooo, mastered by @nokerbforever
cover by https://www.instagram.com/k1baru/

Thank you to everyone!!

lyrics:
Call me just to make sure I am doing good
But could you tell, I aint so so much of a good?
I am a walking corpse, I wanna kill myself
I felt all these sparks, focus on yourself

Girl, do you know how I feel?
Empty room, I seem to only think of you
I seem crazy when I'm just obsessed
Sorry for being a piece of trash
Hold me tight, I cant do nothing right
Your hands were so soft, I need you once more

I need you once more
Falling on the floor
Why did you leave me
Did I do you so wrong?
Cant you see?
I'm suffering without you
It has been so long
Since I've seen your face
Now all I do is lace

(solio)
Oops i did it again 
I fuckin hate the way you lied to me 
And killed all my friends
And now you're trying 
Your apologies, like it won't offend, 
I got a lot of animosity for you in the end. 
damn your praying on my downfall, 
I told you that you shouldn't been around her, 
and now you want me dead on the ash fault, 
you made a bad mistake and a bad call.

And now its only you and me in the room
Hoping that you will go ahead and bloom
It’s doomsday, I lost my honest way
Never gonna lose to myself
You’re my ally and I’m my enemy
Im not gonna fight this war by myself
And I know how you looked so preciously
I was on the ground, let down by everyone
Can you better than anyone?
And this love that I felt was never lust
Cus even when we fucked, I loved you
So can you ...

Call me just to make sure I am doing good
But could you tell, I aint so so much of a good?
I am a walking corpse, I wanna kill myself
I felt all these sparks, focus on yourself

Girl, do you know how I feel?
Empty room, I seem to only think of you
I seem crazy when I'm just obsessed
Sorry for being a piece of trash
Hold me tight, I cant do nothing right
Your hands were so soft, I need you once more

I need you once more
Falling on the floor
Why did you leave me
Did I do you so wrong?
Cant you see?
I'm suffering without you
It has been so long
Since I've seen your face
Now all I do is lace

EVINCE (ft. SOLIO) [prod. ERXN]

I AM STUCK INSIDE THIS BREACH

ǁ Hope you guys enjoy this one, and I hope y'all been doing good over the months! <3 Thanks so much to @nokerbforever for the feature! ǁ

spotify - https://spotify.link/vyKxYJmQ0yb
delta amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XlstanVL3sg

prod. plxce
mixed by me & NOKERB
mastered by NOKERB

lyrics
⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯
chorus (i'm yxno) 2x:
As I go right down
As I die right now
I just wanna be with
One last time, in this mind
Im not so fkn bright
Can you put me in ur reels
I dont think I am real
I am stuck inside this breach 

verse (@nokerbforever):
this is the way things go now
throw me down now my body's on the floor
and i still passed to run, no i don't hide now
so far, so far, so far
fuck me up, ain't nothing new i'm used to this
i can feel my body dropping 
now i lost all my vision
on the ground, i'm down
always fucking up, no
getting fucked up, think that i got enough
running through the dark

chorus (i'm yxno) 2x:
As I go right down
As I die right now
I just wanna be with
One last time, in this mind
Im not so fkn bright
Can you put me in ur reels
I dont think I am real
I am stuck inside this breach 

verse (i'm yxno):
Stuck inside my space
I cant think about myself
Will the enemy
Come so on itself
To end my penalty
To put this remedy
On my shelf
To end myself
So quick oh why
Does it feel so heavenly
When Im off the xtc

⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯

breach

breach w/ nokerb (plxce)

I hope y'all have been doing alright, I have been going through some stuff so I apologise for the inactivity </3

Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/1SX7eHB6YIrv4b46IngMOE?si=90fb38a4827e4045

prod. w1nteres x neather
mastered by @iamsavagekitty
cover by k1baru - https://www.instagram.com/k1baru/

lyrics:

[chorus]
I don't feel so fucking fine
I just wanna fucking die
All I do is fucking cry
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to cheat on me?
Is it really what I get for being nice
All the time...
I feel like time is running
Love feels like a war
And for once u said I'm stunning
Where'd that all go so far?
I dort wanna live anymore
So is it fair to leave this place and die forever
But you said we were meant to be together

[verse]
I left in a state of hate
I don't know why'd you
Have to do me like that
So now its time to leave it all
Before I fall down again
Do you even care about it?
Did you even love me in the slightest?

You said you're gonna change but
Can I even trust somebody
Who broke me to my name
And I know you 
Don't care about me the same
So what's in it for last
Il leave this in the past
Kicked me to my mental state

[bridge]
And I know you're not gonna wait
So I wont give you my time
Leave me walking in a line
See my memories flash in 9
I was gonna be your bride
But you played me for a whore
Il leave myself out the door

[chorus]
I don't feel so fucking fine
I just wanna fucking die
All I do is fucking cry
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to cheat on me?
Is it really what I get for being nice
All the time...
I feel like time is running
Love feels like a war
And for once u said I'm stunning
Where'd that all go so far?
I dort wanna live anymore
So is it fair to leave this place and die forever
But you said we were meant to be together

save me... (+SerenityTrance)

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