I hatemyswof

bandaid (adew cover)

Another wasted day in paradise
I don't know how to live my life
They tell me to be patient
But all my chances seem so vacant
Don't know if these words mean anything
God damn I sound like I'm still fourteen
I guess it's time for me to give it all up

What a fucking waste of time this is
I got no style I got no rizz 
I can’t believe I thought that I 
Could be worth something before I died
At best I’m just derivative 
Cause I never took initiative 
It’s time to throw it all into the shredder
Cause it doesn’t get better.

Day in day out it’s all the same
Wish I didn’t have to sound so lame
But I know there’s nothing more than this
Never ending constant swing and miss
What’s so wrong in knowing when to quit 
Giving up and not giving a shit
I think it’s time for this to come to an end

It Doesn't Get Better

@weejk

lyrics:

he went to his mum's he's not coming back
said that hes a femboy something like that
wearing little skirts just to attract
f*ggots on the internet
yeah hes always on that messaging app
speaking real high pitched no i don't like that
always watching anime or something
i just really wanted to go camping

i just want my son
want my son back x6

he told me that he wanted to get surgery
i told him that he'd end up in purgatory
how did he expect me to react? 
i cant give him eye contact
wouldnt really care if he was just gay
but now he legally goes by a new name
he wore a fucking maid dress to a party
now he's always calling me a n*zi

i just want my son
want my son back x6

I Just Want My Son Back - Fwuppy reupload

Credit to @𓃬 for saving this song.

This was not on Penguinband's Soundcloud at the time he deleted it.

Bianca Devins XO_WILLOW cover - Penguinband

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

Everything feels wrong
Everything feels numb

I can’t get it to stop
I can’t get it to stop
It all feels wrong

it all feels wrong

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

[Verse 1]
In the faded playground where the swings creak low,
Teddy bears with stitched-up smiles, eyes hollow and cold.
Crayons melted on the concrete, drawings smeared in red,
Whispers of forgotten lullabies echo in my head.
[Chorus]
Bite the curb, I said bite the fucking curb!
Pedo, you're about to die, in this twisted world.
Curb stomp the motherfucker in the back of the head,
Swallow your teeth, you little whore, your end is painted red.
[Verse 2]
Broken dolls in the attic, limbs twisted and torn,
Hospital beds with faded sheets, where innocence was worn.
Candy wrappers on the floor, stained with bitter tears,
Shadows of handprints on the walls, fueling all my fears.
[Bridge]
Pick your face off the curb, you pathetic worm,
You're a horrible disease on this earth, in the storm.
Glitter mixed with bloodstains, under neon lights so dim,
Childhood ghosts are screaming, as we drag you to the rim.
[Outro]
In this traumacore nightmare, where the past won't let go,
Bite down hard on the edge, feel the final blow.
Swings sway empty in the wind, toys scattered in the dirt,
Your end is just a memory, in this endless hurt.




Bite The 2

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Bianca Devins

UhOhSlater