prod me mate. rough mix idk where file is bru

working too hard
took alot to get to where i am
n im not even half way there to where i wanna be
blood stains
blood stains right on my tracks
feelin all the eyes surround me
im still wondering how much they can see
ugh havent sleeped in weeks
i think that i might just fucking give up
i cant fucking breathe
but ill b just fine
250 on my tee
yea walkin round the city why they lookin at me
like why they always staring at me
there aint rly nothin special bout me

i gotta run my bands up
8 js from this laptop
told me "turn my vox up"
fuck no
cuz im js talkin bs
n ts aint worth hearing
cuz if i said smth that really meant smth they wouldnt listen up
all my bros want me 2 blow up
but i js dont want to
if u drop just for urself then maybe numbers will find u
this musics smth im tied to
not tryna profit from nun
im just tryna help my bros out

half way 𓍼𓍼 @ukug

@johnnyrunts
@jkjmetasco
i needa see ya tn
i need ya rn
meet me in ur room w the lights out
we can sit n talk til the party dies down
we can do what u want baby i wont let u down

circles now im runnin
its hurts when i see u comin
turnin ur back on me
baby dont turn ur back on us
how can u chalk it down to luck
u think that its coincedence 
but i think that its always been

i think its never not been you
for the first time in a long time
i dont what to do
baby pls dont make me choose
between what i want and whats best for me

circles ft johnnyrunts (jkjmetasco)

rough mix cuz i dont wanna listen back to this // when i get my new mic ill private, js a post w vox 2 kno im still in the game

fck i thought i won
damn i thought i had it
i be stepping out
steppin movin forward into heavy traffic
i can think for myself
i dont need you to decide for me
put a knife in my own back
cuz im scared that theyll switch up on me

im so damn tired of this way i think
im tryna change myself but its too challenging for me
yea they just like to watch me bleed out
try my hardest just to keep up
i think they hate me why tf would i wan reach out

are my friends even my friends? why u so rude?
i thought u was my bro but u hate on everything that i do
im just tryna spread my wings
but they clip them every time that i try
pick myself up off the ground so i can make the finish line

but i know that i wont get there
i might say that im fine but honestly im fucking not
im just tryna thread the knot 
but i wake up feeling horrid
yea im bleeding on the floor
im just tryna mop it up

im so stupid for thinking u wanted us
i use the same bars because i still feel the same
nothing fucking changed
yea im still feeling terrible
i wish it could be simple 
i wish it could be-

horrid ( × ཀ × ҂ ) //// @srdbeatz @prodwasterr

feels good to be back

prod @yuikase

lyrics:

lost you on my side
i told you i cant lie
why couldnt you just see my side
just pause for once and take your time

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

i dont care what you have to say now
whats left in my head is a memory
push it all away
mentally still on the edge

feel done, moving on
still my iris focused upon
a neverending crisis that you call
i feel it echo now from wall to wall
from wall to wall

lost you on my side
i told you i cant lie
why couldnt you just see my side
just pause for once and take your time

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

june

june (asagao)

i still (¬ ´ཀ` )¬ @fictous @ukug

chatting a bunch of shit in this song just testing out new microphone

wit my bro we steppin out
tried to take control of me i had 2 find another route
everything was goin south
fuck this life shit man i dont wanna live it
thought i did this for myself i dropped the ball
i gotta pick it up
at my wodies crib we rollin pressure up
we get so damn high like please dont pressure us
left the scene its pretty clear to see who they depend on
ran right thru his trap we left it open door its all gone

whole shit rotting away had to saw it off
i dont fuk with problem causers why they always stirrin up
they dont fuck w me i think thats fair enough
if i wasnt me i wouldnt like me either

bitch i been on it i aint no private
steppin out steppin out right into fuckin heavy traffic
im js tryna do whats right for me
i aint ever needed no one else
bitch i did this by myself
i dont need no help

i saw them recording in the vc im like fuckin hell
im like them boys making hot trash
how tf u think thats hard
u aint gonna make it far
when u making shit that everyone alr heard

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miku breakcore

Soundcloud - @Nubielovesme @ikantkeepgoing
Instagram - @NubieLovesMe @pococore
Mixed - @NubieLovesMe
Producers - RecycleBin
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Lyrics
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Kan0
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I got Giuseppes on wen I step up out the crib
Ain't seen u in so long bby let's go smoke a cig
I can tell that somethings wrong do u think I can fix it?
I'm writing u these sings ion think u give a shit
Designer I love makes me feel less disgusting
U took 1 pill I took 4 I promise I'm not bluffin
Oxycodone make me move slow I dunno y u rushin 
I blacked out on the wood floor I'm clutchin on my stomach 
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Nubie
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Ignore I’m so weird
Ignore me
I’m obsessed the way you speak
I got cuts under my sleeves
Oh I wonder how you are
I was tripping off a bar
Wit my bros we hit the mall
Told my twin we boutta ball
I’m wit kan we’re smoking blunts
Told him crush the oxy up
I was sleeping off the kpin
Barely breathing need a med kit
You not gang you not my twin bitch
You like green you don’t know sipping
I’m in love with the prescriptions
I told twin send out the shipments 
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Kan0
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I got Giuseppes on wen I step up out the crib
Ain't seen u in so long bby let's go smoke a cig
I can tell that somethings wrong do u think I can fix it?
I'm writing u these sings ion think u give a shit
Designer I love makes me feel less disgusting
U took 1 pill I took 4 I promise I'm not bluffin
Oxycodone make me move slow I dunno y u rushin 
I blacked out on the wood floor I'm clutchin on my stomach 
Ima fuk up ima mess but my luv ur js the best
Hide my feelings deep inside never let them off my chest 
U came and saved me right In time I was drowning in distress 
The fact I get to call u mine will always b my biggest flex 
I'm sorry I not picked up im noddin off w nubie 
Flash is on we're taking pictures our life is js a movie 
Robin jeans and that ksubi the geek bars rlly fruity
The pole is js for fashion don't think that I'll ever shoot it

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telltale