mix @xexiomusic
prod @prodmamoru

the persona that u put up's been fading
now i know the real u and i hate it :(
scratch my skin up baby leave me bites
i look at u and cry
i just don't know why we fight
rip my heart out on the floor
leave me there to bleed but i'm still begging for more

leave me there to bleed
got me on my knees
i was begging for ur text, now i'm just begging for death
see u out with him, yea i know that's why u left
yea left me out for dead
i just want u in my bed
keeps away the stress
i thought you'd never leave yea, yea that's what u said
i'm sorry if i'm acting crazy i forgot my meds

baby won't u comfort me
i just want ur company
hold me close and let me bleed
tell the truth would u die for me?
baby would u cry for me?
cut my wrists i'm doing fine
i love u so much that i throw up

baby i just need ur love
cryin at ur doorstep
i just wish we never met
was i ever enough
i'm sorry, yea i fucked up
rip all of my hair out
cus i'm just craving ur touch

rip my heart out (mamoru)

self prod

lyrics
im the worst
leave me in the dirt
i dont got no worth
babygirl it hurts
i miss u can i call
tell me if its off

put u in my song
i know u, what is wrong?
and if youll ever hear this
u take my heart ur stealing
these songs are how im feeling
and i think ur the one
but when i touch u
i finally feel alright

so dont cry
can i be ur guy?
luv when its us
if u had scars id kiss ur cuts
hope that im enough
can u tell me so?
n if i hold u id never let u go

n its all my fault
i think ik what i did wrong
cant tell u so i write these songs

i jus hope im enough for u
and ill love on u

leave me in the dirt (keepsake)

Stream On Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4uUWg0gj3EgYhHjIQX2B9q?si=a96be80dd448456d

@esperr

lyrics: 

[dec knows]
talking to the doctor
he told me i have problems
told me i have a risk to psychosis
i cant even sleep i cant even focus (focus)
sleep too little, in school i get hypnosis (hypnosis)
everything made me feel so hopeless (hopeless)
all this fucking pain, lets get to smoking (smoke gas)
i cant even sleep i cant even focus (focus)
sleep too little, in school i get hypnosis (hypnosis)

[esperr]
with the fray on on this zip,
i can fix it with a cross stitch 
i cant hear you you sound like nonsense 
ima give you my two cents
your standing in my face like a nuisance 
i just did some molly
i forgot i fucking did it  
i just walked around the city 
and my head was fucking spinning
i dont even pay attention 
ill just do whats fucking given
i just did k with him
and the bag is fucking finished
each day i forget,
i was thinking something different (something different)


[dec knows]
talking to the doctor
he told me i have problems
told me i have a risk of psychosis
i cant even sleep i cant even focus (focus)
sleep too little, in school i get hypnosis (hypnosis)
everything made me feel so hopeless (hopeless)
all this fucking pain, lets get to smoking (smoke gas)
i cant even sleep i cant even focus (focus)
sleep too little, in school i get hypnosis (hypnosis)

rip my heart out (mamoru)

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