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nosgov 2

featuring @820 

produced by @176s @kggn @f3arme (-‿◦☀)

[nurse]
u piss me off x4

what were u thinking
its all lost
the shots that im missing
all went wrong
i talk u wont listen
im not a ghost
i thought u were different
its all gone
i spread all my feelings
and now im cold
emotional damage
oh here we go
im starting to panic
where do i go?
erase all my feelings
dont want em to show
cuz its all gonn (ﾉД`)

u piss me off x4

[nosg]
i know what you were saying behind my back
i would love to feel poison inside my veins
u treat my like weirdo, why is that?
got me counting to 1000 in my head
i would wait
for you but it doesnt really seem like youre coming
but ill wait
im still choosing silence, unveil something

spotify

ghost w/ nosgov (sense kuru feardorian)

ha! chodze smiesznie wypchane kieszenie
powiekszone usta wchodzimy na scene
perfum w moich gustach pokaz cos od siebie
probuja mi pomoc, oczy wpatrzone w ziemie

powiekszone usta (kojo)

Lyrics: 
All I see is energy
please just let me be 
get away from me 
all I want is friends and money 
you don't see what I see 
you don't see what I see 
please get away from me 
it's funny actually
watching you get lost in eternity
now you're just a ghost a fatality
please get away from me
humanity insanity
conspiracy maybe
don't care about your theory
you're just like every body
you're just like every body
you're just like every body
just like every body

dont you look i blatantly gotta go
im telling you a secret
and you tell me that its wrong
and nobody really rocks with u u do not belong
it was supposed to be perfect
now that all of it went so wrong

get away from me
i don't like your theory
get away from me
get away from me

dead or alive 
back off bitch I can't breathe
tho now you run and hide 
I simply walk away and leave  
thank god you finally 
got away from me 


art @divinenewworldlife 
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Single

Away From Me ft. nosgov

pandorah her with nosgov (pr. luvpurp & mxsui) @livinthrewme

@hrtshpdbd

this isnt what i envisioned
overshadowed by my best intentions
the sun comes up i feel soo restless 
numb to the touch i dont feel real yet 
memories that i try, to forget
you were into me when we met n went away n left
dont u think about, what we couldve been
thought i could live without, you holdin my hand
but not now not then, it was all fake
dont know how i spend these lonely days
im missing you again

I didnt wanna be the one you hate
but its really not fun to behave
put a gun in my mouth have a taste
on the come down from the high im such a waste
fk i know im the one that you love to hate
bitch done with my love i wanna hit the grave
isolated for how many days?
got up and walked around felt my legs start to shake
thought i could take it but i cant
lose myself dont know who i am

fml [heartshpdbd]

song abt a rlly bad time in my life
prod @hrtshpdbd and @resolve1k
TYSM FOR LISTENING i spent a long time on this one
//
lyrics:

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

and i, i dont know
if we'll even make it out
i dont want to lose you in this doubt

i dont know
what to do with myself
feels like
we're tied in our health
when i fall apart i dont want to take you with me
crush my heart i dont want to make you hate me
tied by fate
i cant take this weight now
made you wait
should have known you wouldnt take that
you only saw it one way
you just wanted to throw me away

i can feel, i can feel you falling into me
i see your eyes pierce straight through me
what do i do now?
i can feel this wound as we hit the ground
i dont want to lose you
its getting hard now
cant live this way
every day feels the same
we're running out of time
i dont think we can climb out of it, we cant

i dont know whats going on anymore
we were doing okay when you closed the door
talk to me, just talk to me
when we're falling apart
i want you here with me

please stay with me
please just stay with me
i cant even breathe when you're not by my side
cant do this no matter how hard ive tried

stay

stay (heartshapedbed + inno)

something a little different
prod @hrtshpdbd and @liamtakeover

lyrics:

i cant let me heart bend
i cant let it feel again
i dont want to fall apart at the end
i just wanted someone to depend on

but theres no one I can trust
everything's just filled with lust
i feel like I cant adjust
nothing's ever seeming just

i just want to break the pattern
get treated like I matter
then get patched up just to shatter apart

can you take me
can you take me back to the start
ive been gone now way too far
can we find a way to restart

ive been sitting on the side watching now
i just want to stop sobbing now
i see them all mocking now
so i run nevermore

i can see my past catching up to me
ive been running too long when i couldnt see
im begging you im begging me
i just want to feel something

lately ive been hanging by a string
wonder if i got any more to bring
dont rely on me, dont rely on me
and now im running out of time

help me, help me
i cant see
can you, can you
just save me
will you, will you
set me free
please dont, dont
rely on me

dont rely on me (x3)

dont rely on me

dont rely on me (heartshapedbed + liamtakeover)

9/9 a lil late :p i am gonna try to have the rest of this lil ep thing done by bday we will see tho idk. also been saving this one for like the whole year so far.. its pretty. dedicated to michaela and my bf <3

wake me up (heartshapedbed)

slidetomycrib + Nosgov - missU (meta)

vialit-
i know im not the one
u chose another thats alright
not a secnd spent with u i consider wasted time
how u feel abt me
u cn change ur mind
but i hope u know right now that i am dying
forgive me
right now im just trying to forget u
how cld i forget u
how cld i jus pretend like u dont exist when ur perfect for me?
if i ask u nicely wld u leae ur purpose for me
jus stay with me please stay is iit not worth it for me
is it not?
is it not worth it tell me pls is it not?
are u not certain i am and this is love?
r u god u may think u are but ur not
r u lost the way home u have not forgot

nosgov-
and now you're mad
that you can no longer wear me down
as i reroute
feel free to believe the words u said, outloud
im so over the past
how'd i think it would last
couldn't come to my sense

but i know
i'll be alright
like an arrow to my knee, i ripped it out
didn't know it could get any better, how suprising
to find out, it was all a lie & playing for time
i'm not blind
but i'm done
i walked out
never looking back

if i ask u nicely w/nosgov (heartshapedbed)

ultravialit