there's not a side to be on

streaming: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/leyton1/aether

self prod

lyrics:

every day im going left on the same road
the same show always playing in my brain now
dont know if its fake, staying late till i phase out
barrel to the face
my plate brakes only thing thats gonna slow me down

cause im a lost cause, dont wanna confess
direction i saw, u were my compass
upset, know u didnt think that id be up next
ur always living on my phone
dont know how to let it go

reconnect to the aether
charge my phone
every dream that im chasing all alone
reload the homepage
stare till i go crazy
ill ditch the road, stay at home
pray i didnt grow

every dream that i made up took my all
i couldnt see but the makeup broke my fall
you burn it all, the curtain call was wasted
ive heard it all, the perfect stall to take me

said i wouldnt lie to you i dont like to be wrong
every waking night ive been spending time with my walls staring
die just to switch out the clothes that im wearing
decided to quit i dont think i can bear it

which side do i want
i know that you miss him but dont you cry now hes gone
theres not a side to be on
another reason why we should let it finally get off

aether

coprod @31sentinel
guitar by @billsburyjoeboi


LYRICS:

Can you show a little bit of sympathy
Or something please?
I need it
I think I lost my aim, reeling, feeling defeated
I guess I'll write another song and delete it
Because it isn't all what's meant to be 
I just feel like it ain't me, staring at a screen
Falling from the mezzanine I hope it make me bleed

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

I need a therapy release to get blessed with peace, I plead
One shot and I'm down on my knees again
Can you show a little sympathy

Exhaustion runs through my lungs 
Selfishness, it's all for fun 
All humility is gone
So I'll find a way to be fine 
Wish you'd show a little more kindness 
Cause now your animosity's blinding 
Affection doesn't always need guidance 
With two sides, you'll always be biased 
Into me, the need is flowing
Sympathy, you never show it 
It's sad enough, commitment isn't mine
It's adding up, I'm bad enough to die

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm a lie
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

Put another face on and my body in the back-seat
Hold it on my hip, so a buddy couldn't blast me 
Keep it under lid, till my sons get the best of me 
Hold my heart in a hearse like it's meant to be

And you just couldn't believe how
Couldn't believe how I got it back

And you just couldn't believe how I got it all back
I need a new life cause of overreactions, it's
All strife since the day that you left 
I said I wish I knew a way to get the cold off my breath

Batter up I'm bad enough to die
Saddled up and shattered I'm alive
Things don't change no matter how I try
Run away before I fade tonight

SYMPATHY

SYMPATHY (feat. Dylan Longworth)

fun corefish wall of sound 
smth a little different, just kinda made for fun :3

𝗹𝘆𝗿𝗶𝗰𝘀:


i try to be useless 
don't stare at the nuisance 
i keep falling back
but the track 
isn't fruitless 
i ran through the tulips
couldn't tomb my amusement 
guess i'm folding in two
discretion gone with the movement 

through it cause i'm lucid, and
took a long good look at the place i moved in 
and i knew it 
never wanted to show my face in a room 
cook a tune 
my fate was feeling loose
think this shit could be a test, man
fuck my life i don't wanna play the rest 
think i lost my 

mind in a suit and tie 
didn't know the tide went south 
i was stupefied 
everything inside was out
now the stupid guy 
playing with a mic is out  
could get scrutinized
every nook and dime was dealt 



𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗿𝗲𝗱𝗶𝗯𝗹𝘆 𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗰𝗸𝘄𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘀𝗼𝗺

fruitless

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/16aPg17al8DKBm8LyMn4eE?si=9f8e74ca0f344527
all plats: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/spoder/cd-feat-ry-2

guitar by othello
additional production by me and ryan
written and performed by me and ryan
with @rywrrd (show him love please)

i lied i'm sorry next one will be a summer tune <3
thank you for listening always :)

///
a toast,
play your cd
the music brings you peace
alone
so don't mind me
I had a stupid dream again

you thought you had from the start
I don't want have to break your heart
but it broke
and now that cd drowns in static
a sour note
I highly doubt it

your favourite song
your radio I turn it on
we fell in love in your shitty car
with static on your heart
screaming out our favourite part

I made a stupid decision
in my mind, clouded dumb inference
I gave it all that I had
but all I had was indifferent
I'd break my arms off to help you
if it meant that you would listen
I stare and talk to the wall
scratched disc had tarnished the image
I thought I loved you

cd w/ ry

prod credits.
me
cole calico
sxth sns
dramatrial
billsburyjoeboi

LYRICS: 
i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

i aint gon lie like i dont miss you for a single second
but you aint think before the knots to type a single message
hypocrisy i know im spitting yes i need a lesson
but since your gone man who my teacher hope you see me stressing
thinking about you every second yea thats what you wanted 
i shouldve felt the narcissism from the first few punches
do not talk family with me i fucking hate the subject 
what if i killed myself to figure out if i meant something 
you'd of told me i meant nothing 

i used to say you were the best mother 
and to this day i still try not to think much less of you
but its not easy with you not here telling me to run away 
from what im heading towards
i used to think i was the one that burnt the bridge of course
but its in my head now super clear how you were wielding torches
how you built me up and knocked me down made me feel less important
how you tied that noose around your neck before giving me notice 

now it would only take 2 seconds just to hit me up 
i'd probably respond too late but you dont give a fuck 
sometimes i wish i was the one that found you hanging up
i keep calling and hanging up

i wish i had another chance to say i love you 
cuz at this point inside my head im like fuck you
thought i could trust you 
never been more wrong in my life i wish it wasn't true

but i still breakdown wishing that it wasnt you
in my head i been so alone my thoughts are skewed 
can't deny i been in this pain for at least 2 
long years i don't think they're ending soon 
might as well put the gun to my head
and pull the trigger i might get to see you
my dad keep telling me im wrong
he probably right but i don't know if i wanna be here long
yea i wish you could hear this i know it would be your favorite song 
or maybe thats just my ego speaking you know where i get it from
ask me what i do it for?

yea it used to be you but now i don't really know anymore
i could tell you the truth but i know your not there to hear it no more
and if you were here you wouldn't wanna hear it it would bring you
to the floor, i dont really care no more 
you was finna leave me anyway 
through me off the cliff as a featherweight
don't act like it aint take nothing
i dont went through it in a heavy way
feeling naked running through the heavy rain
what the fuck was going on with my brain
they wonder why i made headaches shit
i was really truly going insane

i spent 2 years tryna reconcile
as if its possible to do so i went through the trials
im fresh off bullet wounds and scars love ones left on my body
communicating aint my strong suit i guess that im sorry

man fuck that shit i sent so many damn apologies to you
green bubbles hit harder when i saw'em come through
convinced myself you had an android all along call me insane
but it was easier than dealing with the truth

it really pissed me off when you killed yourself

end the year right

all plats: ffm.to/redhorse-anecdote

words:

verse
felt like yesterday
that i had all these fucking words to say
i was free and all alone
no one was gettin in my way
keep on punching thru these walls
the clock keeps getting louder
bloody hands all up my face 
jus wanna tell u that im down there

prechorus 
n im wasting my time
putting those thoughts in my head
n i was reading ur texts 
try n feel some typa way
u know ur home to me
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus (one of my best)
that im way too fucking done
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for   

break

rap
no eye contact jus mind my business
mantras like dat were drilled into me
not enough for the cool ones like u
not soft enough for the nerds and geeks
odd one out, was a way of life
too hard to make friends thru struggle n strife
sat by the keys practicing bee thoven
before i couldnt say it right
every day i stare down the clock and dread the time ticking
mum tells me that im just being silly
cry on her shoulder im too scared to die
see pitch black it’s the last day of my life
like what would i do then
anything to get out this system
9 to 5 nightmare situation 
n now u fucked me up lets face it
lets face it

bridge
what is life 
when we're drifting apart
what is purpose 
when i cant fall in ur arms
asking all the questions 
what is all your rush
oh u distress meeeee

alt prechorus
and im going insane!
having those thoughts in my head
thought u loved me in those texts
feeling all these kinda ways
u know ur home to mee
but i always pull the plug
from my reality
let you know now

chorus
that im way too fucking DONE
get me out this rut 
am i just another anecdote
another bit of fun
standing out here in the cold
stood me up with all them missed calls
they all look at me weird now
what am i here for
repeat

ty 4 listening, love all of u
also did sum actual non-midi guitar on dis 🫢

anecdote

prod dead yami

know i always been afraid of heights

lamb shanks at spiros

All Platforms: https://lnkfi.re/onlock

Vocals:
@rans0m
@altvevo

Additional vocal contribution:
www.instagram.com/thisissully_/ as Manager

Produced/Mixed/Composed by Simon M*****

b)
The protagonist, now with a clear goal in mind and the taste of success still fresh on his tongue, decides to chase his dream with more greed than he had ever previously felt. He listens to his manager's requests while rebelling in increments. He tries too hard. He fails.

onlock [with rans0m, alt!]

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mixed & mastered by julian descure
creative direction by daniel roland

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