to love for just a moment

made this on a rainy night,
alone in my bedroom
i hear people partying outside,
it feels so peaceful and lonely <3

it's been more than 1 year since my last upload,
thank you so much for all the support<3

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guarded by the storm outside

we're all lost.

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heavily inspired by @unforseen <3
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thank you for listening

a long, beautiful cry

got lost in eternity

Mindfulness is a mental state achieved by focusing one's awareness on the present moment, while calmly acknowledging and accepting one's feelings, thoughts, and bodily sensations.



October Drone

Gentle Night for Sleeping Babies

sigh;

i hate thinking about the future.

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i wonder what's out there for me

i have become everything i never wanted to be

i am disgusted with what i have turned into.

save me from myself

before it gets even worse.

i'm so sorry.

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who have i become

this is me screaming my secrets in your ear.

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everything i never wanted to tell you

this piece isn’t about any event in particular. Nothing special happened a year ago today, but that was when I recorded the central chord structure, close to midnight in July of 2016, and let it drift into the past, unfinished, un-listened-to until today. Stumbling across this recording was unsettling because it reminds me how frequently we encounter fantastic things and fail to meet them, to integrate them into our lives. Living in anticipation of the sublime, the unforseen imposition of the other onto mundane life, carries the pretext of our being able to adequately respond; this piece has something to do with the realization that I am not always able to. I'm trying to accept that.

one year ago today

and i don't know how to feel about it anymore.

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thank you for your support;

i'll try my best to upload more often.

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i still see you in my dreams

yearn
https://gloneiric.bandcamp.com/track/yearn

download

yearn

the only thing we can predict is unpredictability

don't mind me,
just uploading my life

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