gone

If you want to get fucked up go ahead and listen.

Deep Emotions

WitchMix#85

calm ambiances and music

~~~imissurbliss~~~

actually uploaded smthing new c: -
https://soundcloud.com/lykosss/does-the-dream-end-prod-lykosss

download ~ https://lykosss.bandcamp.com/track/-

https://www.instagram.com/lykosss_x - follow for previews of new music~~☆

﻿Ｂ Ｌ Ｉ Ｓ Ｓ Ｆ Ｕ Ｌ ☾

download vol. 1

blankets and pillows in half light, taste of rain by the ocean, moonlight through shutters, loss

i made this song for a girl i wanted to go on a date with.

it never happened.

i don't even know if she ever listened to the song.

her name is erin.

//

update:
it did happen
she did hear it
her name is still erin
and it wasn't meant to be.

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thanks for listening. ☺♥

(photo from: http://bit.ly/1IXM39V ☺)

i can't help but wonder

made this beat earlier only spent a few hours on it hope u like it. ill be releasing more like this soon, thanks for listening

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ALIGN

it is december,

and i am up north

there is no snow;

only sorrow.

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thank you for your support.

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[ 'my life is nowhere near complete' vip]

an unexplainable sorrow

click buy for free download.
//
relationships suck sometimes.

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give me back the nights i've wasted thinking about you

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Dominants

where will i be a year from now
i'm struggling with the thought these days
it's just kind of scary, you know, the future and all
the people you'll meet
the places you'll see
the love you'll share
the pain
it's all just..
scary
but kind of a good scary
like that scary that you know really won't be so scary
like a paranormal activity movie scary
where there's some fear
but you know it won't be too bad
i feel like that's basically how my future is going to be
one year from now
one heartbreak from now
one love lost from now
one flight from now
one cry from now
one touch from now
one day from now
always.

thanks for listening.

i cannot begin to express how much i appreciate your support.

click buy for a free download.

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all i feel is nothing worth feeling

but you can't.

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i wish you could feel my heart whenever i think about you

we are here to be together.

click buy for a free download.

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why are we here

because in my head you deserved so much better.

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when i thought i wasn't enough for you

but hopefully one day i will.

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i don't know what to feel anymore

i hope you come back;
but in case you don't,
or even if you do,
this song was made thinking about you.

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where did you go

Eternell - Portals

A piece of music can become a portal leading us to greater awareness of the love that is the foundation of our existence.

Relaxing into the emotions evoked by the sounds is all that is required for the portal to open, leading to the indescribable essence of our being.

Simplicity and allowance are keys for inner transformation. 
There is nothing to fix in any of us. 

Our true nature is eternally peaceful and loving.
Being embraced by that.
Being that embrace.
Is what I wish for all of us.
/ Ludvig Cimbrelius

released July 24, 2016 

Music by Ludvig Cimbrelius 
Painting by Russell Stephenson

http://eternell.net/album/portals

Portals

Eden

Follow & Support https://soundcloud.com/orkamusik

Original Track - https://soundcloud.com/orkamusik/distance

Photo by Powlos

← ꒯ʅ ←

Orka - Distance (Powlos Remix)

ALBUM

Vice feat. Madi Larson

single from a new project coming soon titled 'i wish it lasted'.
thank-you for the support lately, it means the world. much more music coming soon.

www.twitter.com/hr_vest

i wish you knew

Πлачь Ʒемля - Волколакъ

something here w/ blank body

ORBIT

Hey what's up everybody? I heard T3VY's awesome cover and wanted to add a verse so I hit her up and we made this. Hope everyone enjoys. Make sure to check out T3VY. All of her stuff is awesome. 

Arrangement by:  https://soundcloud.com/nathanyster

T3VY: 
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/yoshishi
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/YoshishiChannel
My Stuff :
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thetmns
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/TheTMNS
Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/TeamImouto

TEVY:

Mhmm, 
So wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, 
Wonderful

Mhmm, 
So wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, 
Wonder-

Shiki:

I've been feelin pitiful
Diabolical tendencies have a stranglehold
I've been drained of my energy body feelin cold 
physical body and my soul
The real me nobody knows
Sleep deprived so I might dose-
Off into dream comprised of my machinations 
My mental crevices are complex need navigation
Cut toxic people out of my life like lacerations 
Panic attacks torment me at night I need some patience

That's my lackin virtue, 
only wanna shelter my imouto never hurt you
Travel all year looking over repudiated 
Pretty risqué undertones I'm never acclimated 
Ms. Mori got me jaded
So what if I'm not famous
I never wanna be, 
I'd rather be here all alone than be a wannabe
Feel horrible but Ecila makes me feel so-

T3VY:

Wonderful, wonderful, wonder...

[Verse ]
I could never find the right way to tell you
Have you noticed I've been gone?
'cause I left behind the home that you made me
But I will carry it along

[Chorus]
But it's a long way forward, so trust in me
I'll give them shelter, like you've done for me
And I know, I'm not alone, you'll be watching over us
Until you're gone

Mhmm, 
(Feel horrible but Ecila makes me feel)
So wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, 
Wonderful

Mhmm, 
(Feel horrible but Ecila makes me feel)
So wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, 
Wonder...ful

[T3VY x Shiki] Shelter Acoustic Cover Single

【T3VY x Shiki】 Shelter Acoustic Cover

OneJordan

it's a lot.

hit buy for a free download over on my bandcamp page.

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these are the words i could not find to tell you just how much i miss you

'i don't love you anymore' - ep

coming eventually.

sorry for the wait.

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all that i have left is the memory of what used to be

My remix for Purl's 'Sagan'. Available as part of a collection of great remixes on his own Bandcamp. 

Mastering by Ludvig Cimbrelius 
Cover photo by Brian Young

Purl - Sagan (Warmth's Place Of Peace)

"Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence."

Music by Ludvig Cimbrelius

Artwork by Brian Young

Sagan

Sagan (Hollowed)

@ginsengxx
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more archive at: @thrxst2

gin$eng - let go

'Fragments' is the title of the 2 track EP written and produced by N3gabeats. Purchase the full length EP by clicking the link above.

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Fragments

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N3gabeats // Her Shadow

dear you,

i tried to love you
and for a while i really did
but then you went and left me
you left me for him
and i get it, i got it
i really did understand
but i don't think you did
how deep you truly hurt me

and so we tried again
and again, and again, and again
but i could never love you
not the same way as i did once before
not in the way you deserved to be loved
for i was scared of getting hurt again
of letting myself go
because i didn't want to feel that pain again

and so i hurt you
again, and again, and again
for every time it got serious i would disappear
and i know it must've stung
the first time
the second
the third and more
and for that i am truly sorry

going back to that day i came over
late at night in the summer
when we slept together but didn't sleep
when you laid down beside me
and then when the next day came
and someone told me what had happened the night before
i'm sorry for how i reacted
i tried to take your happiness away from you
even though you told me it didn't mean anything
that it wasn't him you wanted
but i was scared of losing you
even though you were already lost

and then we come to august
when you took me to see up
and that's one of my favourites
as you knew for years
but i didn't feel anything
nothing
that last hug
nothing
i couldn't feel
i stopped feeling
you hurt me
i hurt you
i love you
i loved you
i'm sorry
forgive me

i'm happy for you now
happy that you're happy
and you cross my mind every day
to be honest, i think about you often
i just wonder if you're okay
wonder if i should reach out
but i know i shouldn't
so i don't
and i won't
and you hate me
and that's okay
because i deserve to be hated
hated by you
for everything i put you through

in time i will be better
this last year has already changed me a lot
it's all about perspective
all about solitude
all about loving yourself before letting anyone love you
and i'm almost there i think
and it's really thanks to you
if you read this
please know i loved you
i swear
and i'll always love you
but i'm not in love with you

oh dear you
please know
i don't love you anymore.

all the best,
me

//

thank you for your support.

i tried to love you

and i hope one day someone new will make me believe in it too.

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thank you for your support

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you made me believe in love

and i don't know how to feel about it anymore.

//

thank you for your support;

i'll try my best to upload more often.

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i still see you in my dreams

i hate you
for being
because it makes it harder
for me
to wake up
when all i can do
is compare
and want to be
everything you already are

//

thank you for your support

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i hate you

artworks by Basia Lewalska + DOOR#27 ▼ https://flic.kr/p/G3Pktx + https://flic.kr/p/G3Pkb8

video by DOOR#27 ▼ https://youtu.be/JDsCY_g5Xfg

SPECTRAL [with D4RK3R SIDE & N#27]

i will tell you how sorry i am.

x

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thank you for your support

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if i ever see you again

Walking his dog before bed
Staring at stars and wondering where it ends
It's a wonderful life

Staring into his screen
Dreaming of people he'll probably never meet
It's a wonderful life

Reading a book in the back
Hoping she kept the photos of his dad
Its a wonderful life

Taking a shot in the dark
He's throwing up and questioning all his art
Its a wonderful life

Love him how he loved you then
The torch has been passed, His dear and caring old friend
Oh it was a wonderful life

Taking his solace in sleep
God so willing, his son will forever keep (in mind)
that it's a wonderful life

No more vacations or games
Even in death, his soul comes to him again
Have a wonderful life

It's A Wonderful Life

the only thing we can predict is unpredictability

don't mind me,
just uploading my life

~clicking buy always leads to a free download~

if i ever see you again

unforseen