ENTERTAINING PAIN (fuckingsean)

SATURN w/ makeangelscry (+geam)

nightmares haunt me again
but the sound of the trees pulls me in
i i 
feel 
free at last 
free at last 
free at last 
i feel 
free at last 
free 
im free

hide your eyes 
their getting bright 
their getting too bright

hide your mind 
it's getting too bright 
it's getting too bright 

hide your eyes 
their getting too bright 
their getting too bright 

hide your mind 
it's getting too bright 
it's getting too bright 


lies 
lies 
lies 
lies 
all they speak are lies
you grew up 
in the pit 
in the well 
in the shallow place 
so find your way back to me
find your way back to me 

find your way back to me 

find your way back to the place within your mind

within your mind

the place within your mind your mind


hide your eyes
their getting too bright 
their getting too bright 

hide your mind
its getting too bright 
its getting too bright


hide all those thoughts that you had
you never have to worry about them
all these lights will guide you 
so they say

find me 
within the depths of your mind again
find me 
at the edge of the water oh

hide your mind 
its getting too bright 
its getting too bright 

hide your eyes 
its getting too bright 
their getting too bright

hide your mind 
its getting too bright

incandescent

i found love in november of 2021

SOCIALS:

ANGL:
www.instagram.com/hellboundangl/

mobile.twitter.com/hellboundangl

sun in leo ♌︎:
https://instagram.com/sunin.leo?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

https://m.soundcloud.com/sun-in-leo

APT9:
https://m.soundcloud.com/weareapartment9

https://instagram.com/apt9charlie?igshid=9cgzegnqnpn9

https://twitter.com/apt9charlie?s=21

remghost:

https://traktrain.com/hector

https://twitter.com/remghost?s=21&t=FiW-8nkbqJdrynxlBeTtrg

https://instagram.com/remghost?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

LYRICS:

ANGL:
yeah, it’s four am and i only want you 
i could call a bitch or maybe call two 
fuck them baby, they don’t move the way we do
fuck that baby i only want you

it’s four am and i only want you 
i could call a bitch or maybe call two 
fuck them baby, they don’t move the way we do
fuck that baby i only want you

yeah 
i’ve been moving fast 
in my own lane
i swear every new face
been the same
 
when i met you
i felt my heart race
now you’re the only one
i want on my pillow case 

i cant believe 
fuckin on the first night 
woud ever lead 
the start of our life

baby can’t you see
i could look in your eyes
until the day i die

yeah, it’s four am and i only want you 
i could call a bitch or maybe call two 
fuck them baby, they don’t move the way we do
fuck that baby i only want you

SUN IN LEO♌︎ :

smoking on my own
oh baby i’m a loner
say that i’m in love
i barely even know her

fucking on the first night 
we were sipping red wine
then we watched the sunrise

i still remember the first time
we were so high
you were taking your first line

now it’s 4 am and you miss my touch
wanna hear your voice, think of you too much
i thought i was over us… will we make the same mistakes?
call me when you sober up…. will you feel the same?

4am in november w/ sun in leo ♌︎ (prod. apartment9 X remghost)

show some love to @noxisdrunk:

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@madnox_weirdposse
soundcloud: @noxisdrunk
twitter: https://twitter.com/brauchecuddles
instagram:https://www.instagram.com/we1rdspirit0mb/

check out the producer of this song:
youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@bughvvl
instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bughvvl/

Lyrics:
[unhappyisdead]
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF 
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

PAINT THE TOWN RED
NO REST
NO CHANCE TO GET A GRIP
GROWN SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT

6 FEET DOWN WITH THE BLADE TUCKED CLOSE
THROAT SLIT
BLOODSTAINS ON MY CLOTHES

I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON’T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF
YEAH I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

AND I MIGHT DISAPPEAR DON'T MIND ME WHEN I

GO MISSING FOR A WEEK
YEAH YOU KNOW HOW IT ENDS
YEAH YOU KNOW THAT IMMA

[nox]
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel myself
i don‘t feel my self at all

alone in my room you know i’m smoking dope
but not to get high i just do it to cope
the thoughts in my head tell me to grab a rope
silent hill my is last shimmer of hope

i‘m out of air like i‘m under the sea
i‘m out of this shit bitch i‘m gonna flee
with a pumpgun barrel to my head
watch the sun set smoking up my set
hotbox with some cigarettes

yeah i smoke up in every season
and i won‘t quit cause i don‘t have a reason
shoutouts to the gang and to all of my demons
i‘m a zombie not a sentient being

[unhappyisdead]
AND THEY DONT WANNA SEE ME
BREAKING ME DOWN
THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT FEELINGS

PUSHING YOU BACK
DON'T SAY THAT YOU CARED 
WHEN I HANG FROM THE CEILING

[Outro]
SUICIDAL TENDENCIES
MY STORY ENDS IN TRAGEDY
THE THOUGHT OF YOU IS KILLING ME
CANT FIND THE STRENGTH TO FIGHT FOR ME
I GAVE YOU ALL THATS LEFT OF ME
PLEASE SPARE ME WITH YOU SYMPATHY

I NEED TO LET GO OF EVERYTHING THAT KEPT ME HOLDING ON

ITS NO SECRET 
THIS LIFE DONT MEAN SHIT TO ME
IT’S NO SECRET
I MIGHT THROW IT ALL AWAY
ITS NO SECRET
I BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME SHIT YEAH
ITS NO SECRET
I DON'T FEEL MYSELF AT ALL

I DONT FEEL MYSELF AT ALL  feat madnox (Prod Bughvvl)

trust your gut (grayskies)

first joint song with my no.1🌟 @comedxwn
so much luv<333
Produced by sorrow bringer
[WOOFWOOF]

hey. boy. [homeziick X comedxwn] (prod. sorrow bringer)

(childhood)
no support, i can pray
i can bum right off of your plan 
offer me in advance
that's fine with me
as long i can grind my teeth
if that's fine with you, it's fine with me
if i ask for wants, don't give me needs

(t)
you must not work no more, i'm done
you want to take my only sun
oh well, nurture hell and pray
nailed to the cross like their only savior
when you pray, do you go against satan?
make me believe it
help me with entering eden
or i'll treat my hell, like a resort
childhood faith, i feel like a boy
two hands together, we prayed for their point

(a)
now is it i fail or is it a choice?
is it a sin that i don't hear his voice?
taking my path away
early life bring delay
cause you weren't there
and just to show how severe 
it wasn't optional, don't try to say your faith held me fair
cause you weren't there

i'm not satisfied it's a sign, i like to rot on earth. without a gift or a curse, i'm just neutural

childhood faith (prod. Neverforever)

SO BETTER

Love it when you paralyze me
Like a demon in disguise
Tell me something my dream
Where's your master in the sky
There's a part for the dark
Don't mind me when i say
You're the cause and effect
I was loved, that's when you take it all away

Lock me in a fractured paradise
With a thing of broken bones
I see darkness in angelic eyes
Heaven seems like hell to me
I know why you'd want me
Somewhere near is darkening
Broken trace, and broken pace
Hope you die after you take it all away

I DONT FEEL MYSELF AT ALL feat madnox (Prod Bughvvl)

unhappyisdead

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