lyrics
[hook]
life's been moving too fast for me
had to tell it wait up
sometimes all this shit i been through
feeling like its made up
had to lie to you and say that im okay
when it came up
scare to think that this is something
you would think that i'll make up
..
i guess then my mind is made up
living in a fantasy its time for me to wake up
had to wake up all these nightmares 
i just had to stay up
i been down now she's telling me to keep my face up

[noya]
I don't wanna wake in the fricking night
No im not ur babe, no im not ur knight
Last hope, i cant never change the fate of my life
Told ya, if u wanna die, then i don't care

(Haha)

I just wanna make i right, and i don't wanna make it wrong
There's a ghost keep telling me, yeah, i don't wanna let it go
Uh uh, don't tell me a lie, don't push me to the side
my body say yes, but my heart say nah

[higashi]
you dont care about me
leaving me on seen
block your shii and i delete
the cycle i repeat

@tsunamiwaves

made up + noya clarissa [lil reydz]

man of you w/ mosh

내가 사랑했던 것들이 하나 둘 멀어져 갈 때
내가 사랑했던 날들이 조금씩 흐려져 갈 때
빗소리 들으며 너와 같이 걷던 게
발걸음 맞추어 우리 같이 걷던 길
그 scenery
그 memory

내 눈앞에 아른거려 그 장면들이
마주보고 미소짓던 그 표정들이
사랑스러워서 하던 그 장난들이
조금씩 멀어져간다

기다려
시간을 돌릴수만 있다면
다시 네게
돌아가 안길수만 있디면
다시 내게
너와의 시간이 주어진다면
네게 말하고 싶어
이 말을 꼭 하고 싶어
정말 사랑해

saranghea (splashgvng)

*Lirik

tak terbayangkan semua itu hampa
cinta itu fana
tiada gunanya
kamu cuma kisah 
kisah yang terhalang kejamnya dunia
i dont wanna fall in love again
hati ini tak bisa
keluarkan semua keluh kesah yg kurasa
ku hidup tanpa cinta

yeah ku hidup tanpa cinta
kini semua tlah berbeda
tak ada lagi cinta fana
yang slalu buat ku luka

i don't care about no love
cuz i think it's enough
tlah ku berikan semua
namun hanya sia sia

cinta itu fana semua sia sia
tidak lah berharga buang waktu saja
kamu cuma kisah, kisah yang terhalang kejamnya dunia
hapus semua cerita

(cinta, kita, semua sia tiada gunanya, sedih karena cinta)

tak terbayangkan semua itu hampa
cinta itu fana
tiada gunanya
kamu cuma kisah 
kisah yang terhalang kejamnya dunia
i dont wanna fall in love again
hati ini tak bisa
keluarkan semua keluh kesah yg kurasa
ku hidup tanpa cinta

Heymizuuu + Yung Asahi - Fana [prod. percnt x swan]

prod. neohn
@neohnq

heavily inspired by ​@domerrz - your voice


lyrics:
Girl I'm falling into your trance again
you know I love the time we spent
I can't go back, to remember when you said
(you said)
you said "I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm still trying
wake up in the morning, and you're on your bed crying
fighting through your thoughts, trying to see the silver lining (x2)

I know you waited to long the first time
I don't want to force you to rewind
If I f* it up, I waste your time
I'm thinking back to when you were mine
It's funny how now it's all so clear
always all in the wrong, but I try to have no fear
staying in my room and yeah, thinking I might rot here
keep on moving on, cause' I don't think I can stop here

(keep on moving on, cause' I don't think I can stop here
staying in my room and yeah, thinking I might rot here)

Girl I'm falling into your trance again
you know I love the time we spent
I can't go back, to remember when
(you said)
you said "I don't want to be here anymore, but I'm still trying"
wake up in the morning, and you're on your bed crying
fighting through your thoughts, trying to see the silver lining (x2)

silver lining (neohn)

cant move

[LYRICS]
you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise 

jealousy is slowly killin me 
i wanna be just like her
she’s a diamond im dirt 
she’s like the version of me 
the one that i couldn’t be 
now she’s under my arm 
i’m hoping i don’t break her heart 
and when the world is facing doom 
i wanna waste away with you

you put me in overdrive 
i don’t want to waste the night 
and you keep cutting deep with those eyes 
and i keep losing sleep by your side 
can you breathe me in slow slow 
can you put on a show show 
cause you’re perfectly perfect 
and i’m perfectly imperfect 
don’t hesitate to put me back in my place 
youre wrapped around my waist 
and you deserve all the praise

OVERDRIVE

OVERDRIVE [qyurisuu]

track 2/3
produced by mix
on all plats
love you <3 
enjoy

lyrics:

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously

i put on a cold face, my friends gone they won't stay
i don't need them anyway away, away
just go away, just go away, just go away

i know ill be okay, but right now i feel the pain
oh i hate the pain just stop, just stop,
 i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay, i don't wanna stay

why won't you stay?
pull out my heart and it breaks
doing this shit everyday
why won't you stay
i cannot live this way
i tried to stay, im trying to stay
i know your trying to stay
i know your trying to stay it hurts okay
now your saying you're proud of me 
while im sitting there anxiously, anxiously (x4 in the background)

i don't wanna feel nothing else
i just wanna lie here by myself  
won't go out for now, for anyone else
i'm not heartless now, i'm just stuck in my shell
oh i'm just stuck in this shell, this shell, this shell 
no it won't break, it won't break, it won't break

tears drip slowly from my eyes
listen closely i don't bite (won't break)
got to believe in yourself
cause you can't be someone else

i need to just slow down
breathe deeply just calm down
my throat hurts from all this screaming
you can't stop me from leaving

distant myself hoping to get away
i distanced myself hoping someone would stay
but why won't you care can't you see im in pain?
why is it okay just to let it end this way?
but the blame is on myself i made it this way
i don't accept help what the fuck can i say?
i lock down on my brain just to let it decay
no i can't stand to look so ill push you away

push you away-

I JUST PUSH YOU THE FUCK AWAY, AWAY
WHY CAN'T YOU EVER JUST STAY?

SO I LOSE ALL MY FAITH ONCE AGAIN, AGAIN
MAYBE I'LL SEE SOME CHANGE, SOME CHANGE

years past by they feel like days, days
but oh, it's so beautiful 

thank you <3

why won't you stay?

Produced by michael harrison
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

When did it get this fucking lonely?
I try to make it better, but I just made it worse 
I reckon that you used to know me 
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away 

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid 
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it￼
Walked away, came back as a new man 
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing 

I took time to find the good in me
I realized I’m better 6 feet deep
‘Cause all of my friends taking LSD 
For half of their whole life might be good for me
Like who would’ve guessed I’m really not surprised 
They’d probably be better unalive 

My crush don’t like me at least that’s what I think 
I’ve never been the one to take a fucking chance
I guarantee the money that’s been in my hand
Will go to the friends that needed drugs instead 
All my life been supported by no one 
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one 
Been pushing myself away
Can’t even think straight 
Half my friends think that I’m gay 
Although they barely talk to me 
I reckon that you used to know me 
Before I went MIA and pushed everyone away 

Girl, I can’t deny I’m stupid 
Hold my head 'cause I might lose it
Walked away, came back as a new man 
What’s the point of heaven knows that I’m losing 

All my life been supported by no one
All my life fuck I hate knowing no one

acquaintance

Produced by Michael Harrison
Mixed and mastered by me
Lyrics by me

Multiply the reasons why I don’t wanna be alive
I’m such a cunt, that’s what you said, but I don’t seem to mind
'Cause we are only human, something you don’t realize 
Girl, we can only try, it’s just apart of life, so

Realign the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
I don’t wanna try
Girl, do you even mind if I don’t feel all right? 
I just wanna cry
I’m so petrified, girl, I don’t wanna fight
So I guess I’ll leave
I’ll leave you, I’ll leave town
I’ll head west, you’ll go south 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life
Damn, I really wish that you were around 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life

Every day I wonder why you’re never by my side 
I realize that every time it’s always suicide 
And you said I would never change, never change 
But you know it goes either way, either way 
And you always said that I was a jerk 
And I won’t be offended 'cause I know you’re hurt 
I did the best I ever could, ever could
But I was never any good, any good
And my friends said they sober, but I don’t believe them
'Cause they were always older, and I was under them
And I bet when I’m 17, 17 
That it’ll be the end of me, so

I realign the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
I don’t wanna try
Girl, do you even mind if I don’t feel all right? 
I just wanna cry
I’m so petrified, girl, I don’t wanna fight
So I guess I’ll leave
I’ll leave you, I’ll leave town
I’ll head west, you’ll go south 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life
Damn, I really wish that you were around 
It’s apart of life, part of life, part of life

Girl, I don’t want any part of this 
But you’ve got my blood stained on your cardigan 
And I did all this, just to fall apart again 
And now I fall again, while you fall for other men 
I realigned the words I say 
You’re not in love with me 
You do not love me babe 
You want everything
I gave you every bit of me
Oh I tried, oh I tried 
Oh I tried

apart of life

apart of life [p. michael harrison]

https://soundcloud.com/okthxbb
uh
(edit: WHAT , idk if this is fake or not)

acquaintance

union*

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