six in the morning (01kon)

BLAHH BLAHHH W/ LUNACY + SEKIRA (BBYAZUL)

suffer for purity is out now, everywhere

prod. @prodbykori & me

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lyrics:
[intro]
Fuck stupid confrontations
I'm so tired and i'm running out of patience
And you love me enough
That you are standing in front of me
Even though
You have your own problems and i'm feeling worthless but
I wish i could take all your pain cause
I'm there for you

[Chorus]
When you need me like you're there for me i
I know it's hard sometimes
You think that it's better if i'm without you
But we both know that you're

[break 1]
Full of fear
And you don't wanna face it (face it)
No space it's safe just break it
Your heart is aching it seems like you’re changing (changing)
It seems like you’re changing

[verse]
I feel like i should’ve held you in my arms
Shake your tears off and tell you not to be alarmed
You’re so defenseless
Been doomed by a reckless
Fuck with your selflessness
They couldn’t care less
I feel like i should’ve held you in my arms
Shake your tears off and tell you not to be alarmed
You’re so defenseless
Been doomed by a reckless
Fuck with your selflessness
They couldn’t care less

[break 2]
You know that I
I'm flowers and ocean
Filled by mistakes (filled by mistakes)
But also of wonders

[bridge]
Sometimes it's so fucking hard
To see what we have inside ourselves
We all shine we just don´t wanna see it

[breakdown]
I'm thinking that i should've call you last night
And I should've call you last night
Cause baby it's hard to feel right
And my words dont reach you
I feel like i'm working without a clue
And my eyes don't see no more
And I'm falling apart
But i feel like I'm trapped in
I lost it

[outro]
And i don't wanna look at your eyes
Cause i am losing myself
And i am out of control
As i said in the song before

I love you


sufferforpurity

Hard Sometimes

hard sometimes

Produced by deflect
Mixed & mastered by me
Lyrics by me

I don’t need friends, I’ll say that shit again
‘Cause they don’t like me for who I am (They’re two-faced)
I don’t need 'em, rather suffocate (I said)
Man, I don’t need 'em, let’s get it straight

I wanna watch them fall like the Berlin Wall
I don’t need their guides, man, I don’t need them at all
I got a whole lotta messages I don’t answer at all
Why should I spend the time when I can spend it at the mall
I wanna watch them fall like the Berlin Wall
I don’t need their guides, man, I don’t need them at all
I got a whole lotta messages I don’t answer at all
Why should I spеnd the time when I can spеnd it at the mall

Everyday, I’m getting farther away from them
Treated me like shit, and I got tired of it
One step away, man, I’ll be closer to death
Walked out with a couple bullets into my chest
What was the last thing I said, and did it make them upset?
I don’t care, I hope I never-ever see them again
They treat me like I’m garbage, going straight to the bin
And now that I’m up there, they wanna piece of it
I can tell you “They ain’t worth my shit.”
Even if they tried, they couldn’t ever be like this
They belong in a darkened abyss
They had their chance and now they barely know that they missed

(Man, I don’t need them at all)

I wanna watch them fall like the Berlin Wall
I don’t need their guides, man, I don’t need them at all
I got a whole lotta messages I don’t answer at all
Why should I spend the time when I can spend it at the mall
I wanna watch them fall like the Berlin Wall
I don’t need their guides, man, I don’t need them at all
I got a whole lotta messages I don’t answer at all
Why should I spend the time when I can spend it at the mall

(I wanna watch them fall like the Berlin Wall)
(I don’t need their guides, man, I don’t need them at all)
(I got a whole lotta messages I don’t answer at all)
(Why should I spend the time when I can spend it at the mall)

berlin wall

berlin wall [p. deflect]

Produced by mndls 
Mixed & Mastered by me + @gloomed
Lyrics by me & gloom

[gloomed]
Uh, what is just wrong with you baby?
Feels like I’ve been losing myself in this hades
Stop lying, fucking try it
I got one thing to tell you before I start dying

You meant nothing else, all them heartbreaks and panics were hell
I’m tired of living like there is nobody who could give help
I’m a psychopathic killer, baby, the way I fucking kill myself
Theres string on my heart, and you know how to play that shit so damn well
Uh, pass it all the way

[union*]
And he gon' pass the mic like he passin' me a drank
I was out all night, I was fucking up my name
She said she “Obsessed” with me, she only want the fame
I’ve been

[gloomed]
Losing myself 'cause I cant restrain
The hive mind killing and they fucked up my brain
I’ve been illin' so how could I lose my brain?
Baby been talking but she don’t understand this hate

[union*]
And she don’t understand what I’ve been through 
Hell and back because of you
And I don’t feel like you get me
And all around, I think you wanna forget

Depressions high with a fear of being alone
Fight all night for a scent of a serotone
I was tryna forget you
Nah fuck that, I was tryna reset
'Cause you’ve been acting different lately 
The bars set high and your tryna degrade me
My throne sits higher than you, ain’t that a fuckin' day dream
I know you fucking hate me 

[gloomed]
Losing myself 'cause I cant restrain
The hive mind killing and they fucked up my brain
I’ve been illin' so how could I lose my brain?
Baby been talking but she don’t-

(Mockingbird)

mockingbird (w/ gloomed) [p. mndls]

Mix & Master : Myself
Produced by : https://soundcloud.com/prodbyliquor
if you wanna hit me up
https://linktr.ee/prod.deflect
OUT ON ALL PLATS
https://share.amuse.io/track/deflect-boring-song
 {LYRICS}
(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back

(VERSE 1)
i been sitting all alone inside my home (yah)
i dont care bout what you say just sing my song (yah)
ima waste all of my days just on my phone (yah)
when i talk t-t-to you i fell like your a stone

(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back

(VERSE 2)
i wont let down
feel so down
i cant let down
all this stuff happened to me so fast

(CHORUS)
you say that you love me i cant say it back
i think im in too deep i think ill go back
you sure you dont care 'bout me and thats a fact
u say that i am cheap and think its an act
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
go back i dont its an act
one step forward and two step back
(X2)

boring song. (liquorrr)

im not doing very well, like at all, but fuck it we ball

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

there is no defend
i lost all my sense
i lost everything 
to reality

tell me
tell me whats in my dreams
im caught in between
it gets hard to breath
(bro she was like my ecstasy)

i need therapy
or else i won't be here in 2 years
you never even made a thing clear
if thats how youll be 
then ill let it be

changes
they make you faceless
the shameness you hide your face in
everythings down i don't want say shit
with everything down what should i say next

took my happiness 
no, you can't replace it
done with all these lies, don't you try erase it
took my kindness for a weakness
don't mistake it
 
now I'm looking at the ceil-

I don't wanna feel anymore
I found my fucking body on the floor
it takes time just to look at all the doors
I want more, but i don't want war

there's chaos inside of my fucking head
the voice in my mind it wants me just dead
the demons inside crawl over my bed
every which side there is no defend

I Don't Wanna Feel Anymore

Produced by rickvel
Featuring @midsxmmr
Mixed and mastered by me & midsxmmr
Lyrics by me & midsxmmr

(@unionha)
Did I say a little too much?
If I did, then I’m sorry my love
But you have gotta try
I’m fighting for my life 

I lost my track, I’m sinking 
I wonder, “Do you need him?”
'Cause your love was barely needed
My texts, you’re never receiving 
And your love is so deceiving
My body aches from bleeding out
Your love, I’d rather drown
There’s no more saving me

This wasn’t how I meant to be
But girl, I lost my brain
I know you don’t care
Girl, was I a vanity fair?
I miss our conversations
But I hate our confrontations
You act like a bitch to me
You’re selfish, you don’t even see a thing
Like oh my fucking god
You say it’s all my fault 
I’m going fucking manic
'Cause girl, I cannot stand it

Did I say a little too much?
If I did, then I’m sorry my love
But you have gotta try
I’m fighting for my life 

I lost my track, I’m sinking 
I wonder, “Do you need him?”
'Cause your love was barely needed
My texts, you’re never receiving 
And your love is so deceiving
My body aches from bleeding out
Your love, I’d rather drown
There’s no more saving me

(@midsxmmr)
And I’m sinking, I’m falling so far down 
'Cause all my plans just got so stretched out
And I’ve been screaming and yelling, so damn loud 
I guess that I’m just so damn done now 

And I’m so toxic, like are you trying to watch this? 
I’m really been fiending for a fight, but you can stop this 
Like, are you just trying to fuck over my plans girl? 
I hope you know that you could never have my hand girl 
I know you want it, but you will never have it
You had me looking so dumb when you grabbed it 
All you really did is prove to me that you’re batshit
Crazy and it’s tragic 

And I know now, that I’ll never know how
To deal with you after a night out
Nocturnal, yeah, your just a night owl 
And I guess you're always right on

(@unionha @midsxmmr)
I lost my track, I’m sinking 
I wonder, “Do you need him?”
'Cause your love was barely needed
My texts, you’re never receiving 
And your love is so deceiving
My body aches from bleeding out
Your love, I’d rather drown
There’s no more saving me

sinking

sinking (w/ midsxmmr) [p. rickvel]

[LYRICS]
i don’t wanna wait till the end of the night 
you go with your friends and i’ll go with mine
you don’t wanna find out you don’t wanna 
fight 

i don’t wanna wait till the end of the night 
you go with your friends and i’ll go with mine
you don’t wanna find out you don’t wanna fight 
you don’t want it right now you don’t wanna die
get the fuck out my face man 
i don’t want no placement 
i don’t really care unless you talkin about a payment 
i don’t really care unless you callin me amazing
can you get to the point cause i’m getting impatient 

doing this shit on my it ain’t easy 
i got my homies right here if they need me
my numbers go up now just watch how they treat me
that’s why i been making my moves so discreetly 
i don’t wanna see you and i don’t need you 
wouldn’t wanna be you cause you’re so see through 
i hope that you’re ready cause this is the start
i’m coming out heavy and making my mark 

i don’t wanna wait till the end of the night 
you go with your friends and i’ll go with mine
you don’t wanna find out you don’t wanna fight 
you don’t want it right now you don’t wanna die
get the fuck out my face man 
i don’t want no placement 
i don’t really care unless you talkin about a payment 
i don’t really care unless you callin me amazing
can you get to the point cause i’m getting impatient

[jiggy part]

thanks for supporting me guys it may not look like a lot but it means everything to me :)

The End

The End [prod. ilym0raXD]

Prod Boyfifty x 80root

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7M4gzwVLSb1irFmUsWQkmB?si=cc862f7cb15f4b33

Lyrics:
Waking up daily got me upset
Cause i got to go to school and i already undressed
Got me thinking about you every time i fucking stress
I don't wanna sleep cause i know it ain't rest
I thought i was okay
Sitting all alone on a tuesday
Waiting for your call on a wednesday
Now i got ghosts in my hallway

Ghost in my wall saying i'm okay
Got me feeling shit every other day
I don't know why i feel this way
But i'm okay just another day
just another day
just another day

I've been doing fine i guess i guess
You were better off just being friends
But i can see the picture in my head
I'm still stuck on what could've been
And you don't seem to know
That i still see your ghost
And it's okay cause now i know
I did my best it's all my fault

Ghost in my wall saying i'm okay
Got me feeling shit every other day
I don't know why i feel this way
But i'm okay just another day
Ghost in my wall saying i'm okay
Got me feeling shit every other day
I don't know why i feel this way
But i'm okay just another day

berlin wall [p. deflect]

union*

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