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shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - sick of everything

december

prod. sleepwater, tnvr, i'm geist
@tnvr555 @imgeist

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back
room to run round, seeing black
black
black
black
hearts in the ground seein bad

rotting my brain out need u stay now
lost in the ground
its just a test

// i'm geist
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that

the fucks that
did u find it in the trash?
cause i don’t seem to have any must have lost it in the past
and u tried to show me that it wasn’t that bad
then you watched it all bleed saw my heart turn black

the fucks that
i’m 200 on the dash
cause I’m running out of time i either save us or i crash
and i gave my all for u to stab me in the back
but u said that you would love me when my heart turns black

// sleepwater
heart gone i want it back
wait for you to call back
when I'm not with you heart gone black
never in love now, the fucks that
hearts set on u, want back

i'm geist & sleepwater - heart 404

i’m done 
i fell too hard 
just take my heart 
and keep it safe 
i send my best regards 

pull me close baby tell me that you need me 
shut my eyes going 90 on the freeway 
see you smile god i think i’m in a deep sleep  
crash my car now i’m standing at the gateway 

i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 
i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 

but i love you 
i don’t wanna die right now 
push through 
i don’t wanna burn this down 
god i need you 
it’s always hard to not breakdown 
i know i really need you now 
save me from my fucking self. 
i’ll scream and kick for help. 
tears fall, i’ll tie my belt. 
i’ll pass on the pain i felt. 

fucking crash my car god it’s been a bad night 
pull me close baby say it’s alright 
cause i don’t wanna drown again 
but i’m standing at the edge

i 
i don’t wanna feel like this 
i go through way too much shit 
the water starts to sink the ship 

but i love you 
i don’t wanna die right now 
push through 
i don’t wanna burn this down 
god i need you 
it’s always hard to not breakdown 
i know i really need you now 
save me from my fucking self. 
i’ll scream and kick for help. 
tears fall, i’ll tie my belt. 
i’ll pass on the pain i felt.

regards

BATCLIQUE
prod. michaelharrison
https://linktr.ee/scareseezenz

sleepin demon ft. vexle

Nerves

fuck me 
fuck that 
i’m tortured now 
baby don’t hate me i’ll fall back down 
i’m saying don’t save me go find yourself 
one day i’ll lose it and drop myself 

rain drops falling too fast now i’m drowning in the snow 
flashback to the nightmare now i’m down bad and i’m cold 
breakdown in the bathroom, it’s shitty i know 
right back to zoloft and prozac oh no 

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

trapped in my head again how will i make it out
i can’t feel my heart, so please just show me how
i don’t believe in god but fuck i’ll pray right now 
but through war and death, i’ll always lose myself 

fuck my life, maybe i know too much. 
laid to rest, god i’m finding new cuts. 
adderall xr just to get my mood up. 
why the fuck do i have the worlds worst luck

baby don’t save me i’m going to hell 
there’s no fucking need to worry i don’t need your help 
like what the fuck is the point if i’m losing it all 
life’s going on, pray i make it to fall

fucking stab me in the back and then you’ll tell me that you love me baby
so when you pull me out the wreck, then you don’t even have to blame yourself

prozac

Shadows Burn

Baby if you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile
I think to much
It's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
My life feels like a game
With snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho 

Life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho
I don't know how to hide it
My memories divided
If only I could get out my head
And see inside it

A whole new perspective
My soul was neglected
Bomb on my heart
Like was it her objective
Torn into pieces
My strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
Cause these thoughts leave me speechless

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyls
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

And you won't last a mile
Your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
You couldn't love me
No matter if you tried to
If someone told you different
Then just know your being lied to

Fuck life fuck you
Driving fast hit the gas
Imma dust you
Shedding tears
As I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

Tell her stay clear
Running for my life
Cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
Then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
Everybody be the same here

If you think about it
Life is just a cycle
My emotions spin around like vinyl's
Pressure in my brain
It's hard to smile
Swap me minds
And you won't last a mile

spotify

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

@hammy


Lyrics:

​
it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen
it's tragic
making money dissapear 
like magic 
I spend it quick
but you know 
I get it back bitch 
bad bitch
she just want my love 
but she can't have it 
wash away my thoughts
are melting in the acid 

so gone
H-U-S-L-R
I keep it sewed on
look up at the sky 
I'm feeling like a 
no one 
I'm paralyzed 
hearts cold
ice frozen
every time I wanna
speak
its like i'm choking 

I'm exhausted
I am off it
Imma fiend
I got grams up in my pocket
thats how I'm rockin
no use for caution
when I pull up
hope I die up in the moshpit

it's like I'm off it
rolling up an eighth 
it got me coughing
flossing
drive 
150
I ain't stopping
they walking
why they fucking hating on me
talking 
they acting 
fucking with me 
somethings gonna happen

somethings gonna happen
always talking 
but they terrified of action 
when I pull up to the scene
I'm causing havoc
always dying in my dreams
like thats my habit

that's my habit
it just happens
friends stab you in back 
like assasins
gotta watch out in the grass
cause they acting
they capping 
I might lose my mind tonight
from ashing 

smoking
fully focused
my plans are in motion 
my flow 
is moving
like the water in the ocean
it's potent 
every single word
you know I wrote it 
I can't trust a soul 
cause I know they are folding

Hammy - Off it [prod. Spacedtime]

lyrics
—————————
u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life

produced by dead spyro

make my dreams come to life pt. 2 [prod. dead spyro]

Nowadays I never sleep
Work until the sun fading
I can't fuck with all these lames
Cause they keep changing
Lying to my fucking face
Feel my heart breaking
She left me in the rain
Now my hands shaking

Yeah
I could never trust
I don't have it in me
Now my pockets full
But I'm still empty
Smoking out the pound
Keep it in my Fendi
Black knife on me
To protect me
Keep it tucked in
To these true religions
She think I'm an angel
But I'm a demon

I remember when they hated
But now they listen
I always knew
I had a clear vision

Shoutout to my day 1's
Who stood by me
We in newport beach
In a v8 audi
I'm lighting up the weed
Now it's looking cloudy
I could give a fuck
If they wanna doubt me

I see what they can't see
I'm high above
They can't reach
His girl wanna talk to me
But her touch is deadly
I can't fall in love again
I can't have to many friends
My heart is growing heavy
And my bones are wearing thin

I can't fall in love again
I can't have to many friends
My heart is growing heavy
And my bones are wearing thin

I can't fall in love again
I can't have to many friends
My heart is growing heavy
And my bones are wearing thin

My bones are wearing thin
It's getting pretty bad
All the walls are caving in
You turned me to a fiend
Yeah you were my medicine
I miss your fucking touch
Felt like spiders on my skin

Made a promise to myself
I would never fall again
Try so hard to wake up
But this nightmare never end
People used to talk shit
Now they wanna be my friend
Keep my feelings locked down
I can never let you in

To this head of mine
I'll search but
I can't find
Satisfaction
I can't ever get it right
I'm staying up all night
Bags under both my eyes
I'm not tired
Yeah I'm working overtime

Nowadays I never sleep
Work until the sun fading
I can't fuck with all these lames
Cause they keep changing
Lying to my fucking face
Feel my heart breaking
She left me in the rain
Now my hands shaking

Yeah I could never trust
Just don't have it in me
Now my pockets full
But I'm still empty
Smoking out the pound
Keep it in my Fendi
Black knife on me
To protect me
Keep it tucked in
To these true religions
She think I'm an angel
But I'm a demon

I remember when they hated
But now they listen
I always knew
I had a clear vision

nowadays (prod. xtravulous)

no love no friends it's a ghost town .-.

✨ Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨ PraYer ✨
💎 @prayermusic 💎
💎 www.instagram.com/prayer.music/ 💎

lyrics:
No love no friends it's a ghost town
I trip but my system made the comedown
Bad bitch and she feeling up my cup now
Muddy cup she don't know my name she a fan now
All these people stay around like they like me
I don't give a fuck circles small and that's highkey
I know that she gone fall likely
Post me on her gram I don't even know her IG

All designer drugs ya they overload my system
I've been making money so now they choose to listen
Future so bright that you could see it glisten
Ex call me back so I tell her what she missing
Will you miss me
Like every single day that she kissed me
I feel so wrong in head so I'm distant
Is it so wrong loving you is like a mission

No love no friends it's a ghost town
I trip but my system made the comedown
Bad bitch and she feeling up my cup now
Muddy cup she don't know my name she a fan now
All these people stay around like they like me
I don't give a fuck circles small and that's highkey
I know that she gone fall likely
Post me on her gram I don't even know her IG

And I don't wanna fall in love
Cause I don't think that I could follow up
And if I ever tried, I'd probably fuck it up
So ima focus on a bag and ima run it up
So ima focus on a bag and ima run it up
Think I enjoy the silence
I'm sick of fucking hiding
I've been standing right behind him
I've been in the shadows working in the silence

No love no friends it's a ghost town
I trip but my system made the comedown
Bad bitch and she feeling up my cup now
Muddy cup she don't know my name she a fan now
All these people stay around like they like me
I don't give a fuck circles small and that's highkey
I know that she gone fall likely
Post me on her gram I don't even know her IG

stream ❄️

ghost town w/ praYeR (prod. @nickmira_ & prettyboyron)

Crush my dreams
And stab my back
Let me down
I'm used to that
Lie to me
Like all the time
Every night
You're on my mind

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life
And set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I'm hanging on by a thread
Looking over the edge
Evil voice in my head
Tells me I'm better off dead

I'm no good
Yeah I know I'm the worst
Smoking weed
Till my lungs start to hurt
Tell me lies
Already I know how this works
She won't care till
I'm covered with dirt

When we kissed
I knew I was cursed
You showed me hell was on earth
You dragged me to a new low
Then left me nowhere to go

Paranoid
I roll on my own
Skeleton
I'm just
Skin and bones
These days
I feel so empty
In my dreams
You still haunt me

When I sleep
You're all I see
In my head
So constantly
Knock me right off
Both my feet
Tear my heart up
Piece by piece

Suffocation
I can't breathe
Drowning fast
And sinking deep
Take my life and
Set me free
I hope they
Remember me

I know they won't remember me
Forget me in your memories
Take away my sanity
Stomp on me
Till I can't breathe

Till I can't breathe

piece by piece (prod. brody)

prod. trechor boy
cover art: trechor boy
thanks @sinxi for the sick guitar melody go follow him

[EVERY DAMN DAY IS THE SAME]

LYRICS:
im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it

im so fuckin sick and tired of always feeling nothing
suisai and erisu is what im always bumping

strapped in the back of a sedan
i dont really want to talk about it need to sit down cuz
all of my emotions went and left me fucking stranded
packed all my bags real quick now
going on a trip im never coming back see how ive
become every single thing i said i fucking hated

i feel so on top of the world, but im wasted
every damn day is the same, cannot take it
i am at the edge of extinction, just face it
my entire being hurts, i wont make it
(2x)

wasted

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Hammy - Off it [prod. Spacedtime]

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