prod. siem spark

Lyrics:
(You never left with a reason)
(The scars just deepen)
(I'll watch you fly so high)
(I’ll dedicate my life)
(So that you never have to cry)

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

Sweet valentine gave me signs and you still faded away
My lifeline when I die bring the flower to my grave
Falling down from the sky landed back on your feet
You made me feel so complete
(FUCK)
Look me in my eyes run your fingers through my hair
Tell me all your lies while we’re kissing on my stairs
Fucked up my life with the love that you shared
Felt so alive with you right by my side

You never left with a reason
The scars just deepen
I'll watch you fly so high
I’ll dedicate my life
So that you never have to cry

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

I can’t, run away from what I feel
Your touch, on my skin feels so unreal
Hold you, in my arms so you can’t leave
Every time I look you in your face I can't breathe

the vox i sampled is from Peaches by Eleni Drake, if you're interested. 
peaches:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4frw3BgXDA0&ab_channel=EleniDrake

rics:
look at that dark blue sky 
its gon be a bluetiful day
and look at that emerald grass
i never liked that color anyway...

sundays filled with ur problems
next day they gon fade away
and thats what the big man told me
but what the fuck does he know anyway?

and ive been doing everything to keep it going
but id be happier in a heart shaped bed of lilies
and dont embalm my body
jus take it away
and feed it to the snakes and the wolves that i met along the way.

i jus wanna fade away...

I love this song and wanted to fw it. Huge thanks to unkept for creating this original :)

Him: https://soundcloud.com/unkept2

Creds:
Vocals: unkept & alkyl
Production: unkept & alkyl
Mixing: alkyl
Mastering: alkyl

Rub my eyes (Side A) - unkept, alkyl

i'm changing very quickly... 

beat/vox/mix/master by me

lyrics:

faded, changing, metamorphosis
steel is stainless, hold extended clip
don't want famous, get the bag and dip
you won't make it, you ain't made like this
going harder every single time i go and hit the stu
moving quick i show and prove, all you bitches too obtuse
she put (Grey) goose up in her juice so lil shawty getting loose
i put deuce up in my faygo slow me down let me diffuse

sidewalk slammed they put me on pay-per-view
king of the damned, i got demons in my crew
i got feigns that need the boot, text that hoe i'm on the route
it say prada on my shoes, if you scuff em i'mma shoot
not in this for buddies, said lil bitch i need the loot
got me on a case, FUCK IT they don't got no proof
strap up in the storage with the hunnids 
just in case i need to be up on the move

AYYY, who are you? often forgot nigga i'm the truth
so you better come correct unless you wanna get the noose
leaning off a per*ocet, just what i need for the boost
CR-V no coupe, glass up in the roof
pass these niggas asking for a feature nail and tooth
lagging on me cause you can't go this hard in the booth
mad at how i'm moving quicker while you in a fucking stoop
plus i'm off a cup of goop, it's not fair how i accrue 
it's apparent that i'm bearly getting started i'm that dude
fairing better every single day with getting hella views
while yo shit is looking crude, put you in a badder mood
i'm not sorry that you lose

metamorphosis

imma spit the fire out im feeling like im bowser
my gf gave me da panda

bowser [prod. phaseshift x 808mo]

TryingNot2Cry (ft. ghostsocial)

"Down," she said
Down and I don't want this
Hate you
"Hate you oh so much," she said
So please
"Just go and kill yourself," she said
Before I fall in love

I know I've got these feelings
And I know your heart is crushed
Don't think I won't end it all
If you don't let me run
Just let me run
Far enough away from you
Zach, what we have is lust
It's nothing more
It's nothing more, despite me saying
It's far more than a crush
Falling for you by the Horton Pond
It's just too much
It's just too much
You won't let me breathe
You visit, 20 times a month

When is it
When is it, enough
When is it, enough
You know like
When is it enough
When is it enough
When is it, enough
When is it
When is it enough
When is it
When is it enough
When is it
Enough

I'm down, i don't want this
Hate you, oh so, much
So please just fucking kill yourself
I'm just gonna run

kill yourself before i fall in love

underscores - heck cover

[imsorry]
very emotional song :/

all plats
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oktober4/my-fault

EDM DROP BY @brokitz

you never cared
wont ask why you gave a shit about him
im just a kid
and im so done with your bullshit
i might motherfucking lose it
all the rumors were true about you
i was right
i didnt have a clue
didnt wanna lose you too
but its over now
you dont gotta pout
its all done
thought that you were the one
you think its fun
but im holding the gun
to my head
you want me dead
fuck what you said
about me or all my friends
i should have never picked up the phone
im alone
watch your tone
is what i was told to be quiet again
i should have kept my mouth shut
i should have locked the door up
its my fault
everything is my fault when it comes to this
im a piece of shit
i know
i should have kept my mouth closed
i should have told anybody who knows
dont tell anyone
im so fucking done
im done
but i still miss you
i miss everything that we've been through
and im sorry
for everything that ive done to u
its all my fault
but its over now

my fault

all plats

aphrodite (guda)

“Eclipse de Mim” é um álbum sobre reencontros — entre o corpo e o espírito, o silêncio e a voz, o que foi e o que permanece.
Cada faixa é um reflexo de uma face do ser: o lado lunar mergulha nas memórias e ecos interiores; o lado solar desperta o verbo, o toque e a presença viva.

Entre luz e sombra, Kael canta o instante em que o eu se revela inteiro — quando o eclipse não apaga, mas revela a própria luz.
É música para ouvir com os olhos fechados e o peito aberto.