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awkardmusic 
prod me :.)
i feel like im haunting
feel so fucking awkward 
something in the air make me so fucking toxic
none of this is good for me but i know i want it
i cant take the guilt so just put me in my coffin
i dont know why you love me i just fucking hate me
 i just cut my wrist dont try n save me
i aint tryna flex but i know my life is changing
drugs do the changing
money i been making
ion do shit in school yeh im smart but im lazy
off the benedryl everything fucking hazy
ion care anymore i dont care if i make it
n i wanna kill myself cuz im tired of waiting
shawty in the back but i cant look at her 
got bb on my belt she got boots with the fur
ima drive far away i wont say a fucking word
ima kill myself cuz im tired of the hurt
i need an escape and ik the kicked the cup
but im feinin for the mud n the sugar in my cup
i jus need that girl im not enough
she put me in the past put me out a blunt
everybody hates me but u change me
i been seein things in my room n its scary
i justwanna die give a fuck what u say to me
 i just wanna

awkward ♫ freestyle

DJ Lucas, Let em kno im finna talk my talk
I got the keys but I push just to start my car
In the streets before I learned how to park my car
See me stackin like Jenga, they tryn watch me fall
Run down on the plug, I heard he got it all
AR wit the tiddies out like Mardi Gras
Im too quick to cross a nigga like Jamal Craw(ford)
Pass bro the play, lets see how you handle that
I get behind your bitch, tryn see how she handle that
Juelz Santana, round my head, bandana wrapped
I told that hoe I really mean it like Diplomats
Auntie told me that she want her kitchen back
They aint hearin what I said, need to listen back
Old bitch told me dont forget about what we had
Told me look at the photograph like Nickleback
Scam a nigga and he cant get a nickle back
Bro smoke too much gas, need a hazmat
Bwoa my dope be hittin harder than Khamzat
Run up in ya spot
where the safe, where the bands at? 
I got a girlfriend bitch watch where ya hands at
Uh uh please stay where ya mans at
At the show better stay where the fans at
At the show better stay where the fans at

Michael Jai White, I never back down
Terry Cruise, bitch its time to Crackdown
Fuck the underground nigga its just my ground
Too many niggas want me dead in my town
Me and Fin in the back blazing pound after pound
The whole pack stank like a fan of Haunted Mound
The shit so strong, turn a nigga senile
Baby tryn grab my balls like a fuckin rebound

Photograph Prod Sharpboii

just in case (9lives) 2021

toy w/ johnnyrunts (torno)

https://youtu.be/DCTHZIWzt5w?si=YrH4C21c6tKTbD7Z

Palms Over My Face (Prod. Mag & Chinapoet)*MV IN DESCRIPTION*

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/xu04iqOBIEo
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/track/26RXFwk6KZwb8HZY6tl93P?si=e8386b0da4d14a25

LYRICS :

I fell in luv in the club
My heart’s beating on the dance floor
It’s like I’m begging for more
And you are the answer 
So let’s ride away
And move your hips to the bass
I know that we’ll be okay
I promise that things will change

You could be my princess girl 
And i could be your knight 
Let me take you somewhere nice
And we’ll do something that you like
The way that you’re moving 
I swear I can’t describe 
And what happened last night 
I swear it’s stuck in my mind

It’s like you’re stuck in my head
I compare you to the rest
And it’s not even close
Girl i’m hoping that you know
That i don’t really care about the past
And i love the way you’re moving like that
Know you want that treatment from a real gentleman 
You’re in my head all again

you could be my princess *music video in desc*

farfydoo w cigarette420

MUSIC VIDEO:
https://youtu.be/KTR-AJnHolo?si=utuEq8XWmEy18azJ

[LYRICS]

WHERE TF MY WEED BECUZ IM TRYNA SMOKE !! 
I GOT LIK 30 BAD BITCHES 20 RATCHET HOES
I SAID FUK THESE HOES IM SPENDIN CASH ON CARS & CLOTHES
SMOKIN PLENTY WEED IM WAY 2 FRIED I LOST MY PHONE

I GOT 2 DRUNK TONITE LIK HOW TF IM GETTIN HOME
I CALL DA BOSS MOVES CALLING SHOTS C. E. O. 
IM 2 EXPENSIVE SPENT A COUPLE THOUSAND MY COLOGNE
IM SMOKIN 35,000 BLUNTS IM RLLY STONED

IM WAY 2 FRIED I SWEAR THAT IDEK RN
DONT B ASKING WHAT IM SMOKING BITCH IM SMOKING LOUD (SMOKING LOUD)
I GET STUPID GUAP THEY KNO THAT IM THE CASH COW
I GET STUPID GUAP THE LABELS TRYNA PAY ME NOW (GOD DAM)

DONT B TURNING DOWN MY MUSIC BITCH ITS NOT ALLOWED
SMOKE LIKE 20 BLUNTS UP 2 THE FACE IM FALLIN DOWN
AINT NO WAY IM GOIN DOWN IM FINNA GO RITE UP
I GOT DIRTY WATER DIRTY DRANK INSIDE MY CUP

THESE BITCHES MADE OF PLASTIC ALL THESE HOES B FAKE AF
& I AINT FUCKIN WIT THE WORLD DIS SHIT IS FAKE AF
WHERE TF I PUT MY WEED LIL HOMIE PASS DA BLUNT
WE GO BACK 2 BACK WE SMOKE UNTIL THE BAG IS DONE

THIS WEED I COPPED IS FOR THE GANG THE PACK 4 EVERYONE
WHERE TF I PUT MY WEED LIL HOMIE PASS THE BLUNT
WE GO BACK 2 BACK WE SMOKE UNTIL THE BAG IS DONE
THIS WEED I COPPED IS FOR THE GANG THE PACK 4 EVERYONE

LIL HOMIE WHERE TF MY WEED BECUZ IM TRYNA SMOKE 
I GOT LIK 30 BAD BITCHES 20 RATCHET HOES
I SAID FUK THESE HOES IM SPENDIN CASH ON CARS & CLOTHES
SMOKIN PLENTY WEED IM WAY 2 FRIED I LOST MY PHONE

STONED (MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW LINK IN DESC.)

@pyu
sample: flawed mangoes - birdsong

(Tell me it's, Tell me it's)
(Tell me it's, Tell me it's)  

Tell me it's alright
To let you in, don't fight
Tell me it's alright
To give you just one night
I'll make it up to you
Show you what is true
Tell me it's-
Tell me just- 
Tell me it's alright
Then maybe we'll be fine

Could you maybe give me more time? I'll do anything for you
Between love and hate there's a fine line
Was there anything I could do? 
What is my heart to you?
Am I just another passing through in your life
I gave you my soul but you let it die
Is there anything I did to you that was never right
Did I deserve all of the pain that you put me through
Everything about us, what did it mean to you?

Standing in the rain by myself tonight
Feel like I want to die, I know it ain't right
My mental's relapsing, I want you to catch me
When I need you here most you're nowhere to be found
My feet are wet but not enough to let me drown
Expectations of me is breaking me down
You said that you love me but where are you now?
So much for thinking of me, lies pour from your mouth

Tell me it's alright
To let you in, don't fight
Tell me it's alright
To give you just one night
I'll make it up to you
Show you what is true
Tell me it's-
Tell me just- 
Tell me it's alright
Then maybe we'll be fine

we'll be fine

we'll be fine (prod. meta)

https://youtu.be/c7RV8EiCWpw
prod me coverby me

barcodes
scan that shit out
we all seen it 
boy jus sit down
why tf hav i been getting hit out
of sum park, i don kno all these dam clowns
you could listen rlly close n still never get it
every single post i feel more indebted
i feel more indebted
i feel like im headed

i don even wanna eat, too much guilt
im not a human i got gills
and they love my shit cus im real
treat u like an orange, boy i peel
i cant rlly think and i dont know
drain it in the sink cus i dont know

you could listen rlly close n still never get it
every single post i feel more indebted
you could listen rlly close n still never get it
every single post i feel more indebted
i feel more indebted
i feel moar indebted

i cant talk to you so much that im drained
of every last word, every piece of my brain
why everybody gotta stick like a stain
repeating all my phrases like a god dam refrain

yeah bitch im so toxic
i don wanna pop it
i don pay attention
unless its for profit
i put her in my locket
me n her, we locked in yea
me n her, we locked in
fluid retention
my bones rlly bendin
my story mite be endin
i cant keep on fendin
yea i cant keep on wishin
for anothr swish in
a basket that is missin
in the end they just pissin :/

u can listen rly close but ztill nevr get it (mv in desc)

@jkjmetasco
SPOTIFY https://open.spotify.com/album/2v2Q8d5iRbf6EXVNJIRgkA?si=xACltYFCTEmPjmxh95GtqA

we cant be apart w/ jkjmetasco (dec, backxster)

So what'll it take for you to see things the way that I do?
Just for a minute so I can be brutally honest with you
About everything I'm still so afraid of
Being there is hard when things eventually fall apart
So would you do it?
If I told you about how I felt
Would you stick through it?
When things aren't quite as easy as they once were
‘Cause I have a tendency to take on more than I can handle
And you have a tendency to get mad when you're bored
And will you risk your sanity
Plus all the other things you might not end up liking about me
Will you promise to love me more than you might hate me?
So I'll stay sober
Or at least smoke a little less weed
If you'll live closer to me so I can still sleep at your house
When it's cold and it's dark outside
I've never slept that well in my whole life
And its nice to not have to try sometimes
‘Cause no ones ever made me feel the way that you do
No ones ever made me feel as loved as you do
And nobody else knows me the way that you do
Nobody's ever been this good to me
Not even myself

now THIS is podracing

fragile ft. mental prod me

treat me bad w/ lil yu

https://open.spotify.com/album/2qj9XmxIhIud5zWYLeeQm1?si=aO0JT69oRcS-yBr7fU8saQ
@rit_hk
@troiner

mixed by me and @fendiblunx

lyrics:

if you could just 
hang in for a second 
i already miss you
i want this to be perfect
you’re perfect 
i need you and it’s urgent
i promise you it’s worth it
just give me a second

and i’ll focus on us
i’m still picking up pieces
i used to be broken 
and you fixed me like stitches
i want this and i can’t stop
see ur face and i can’t talk 
do you trust me?
tell me what’s up
would kiss me when you want love?

if i gave you my time,
would you do the same?
give you what’s mine
if i changed ur life
would you want that?
i want u so bad
if i play this right
will this love be my last?
is that too much to ask
you don’t have to hold back
we could take this real slow 
we could take this real fast if you want

if you could just 
hang in for a second 
i already miss you
i want this to be perfect
you’re perfect 
i need you and it’s urgent
i promise you it’s worth it
just give me a second

and i’ll focus on us
i’m still picking up pieces
i used to be broken 
and you fixed me like stitches
i want this and i can’t stop
see ur face and i can’t talk 
do you trust me?
tell me what’s up
would kiss me when you want love?

keep you here (rit troiner)

chompouturbrainn (luvpurp)

yea leh go

On all plats :p 

https://open.spotify.com/track/3t7Uf6VNU1S0jZRoGKO7Rc?si=cm8f6gSsSOmGB_oqlMt1pQ 

Lyrics :

Sorry girl im on the road
U can kiss me thrU the phone
& I’ll get back2Uu Otw back home
& I just need U right here
Without u i feel so alone
I see u with my eyes closed
I Luv the way ur eyes glow

I’ll make my way right there
Make sure that i see you tonight 
I wish i could hold U so tight 
Tell me am i someone that U like

Baby i just hope u know 
Everytime im on the road
Im singing bout u at these shows
Writing bout u in these hooks
Cuz i can’t lie u got me hooked
I love everything about you
It’s not just the way u look
Girl i need you

Can’t believe im falling for u again
Girl i can’t believe ur hands in my hands
And im on a flight again
I’ll txt u when i land
Girl you’ll be the first to know
Ur like my bestfriend

Back2Uu

*HALLOWEEN DANCE PARTY*🎃🎃👻👻👻🧟🧟
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/track/2XLqcQlbu8kTtMfdOYuC8k?si=oPKpsvGATVCOXY527-BGlw
lyrics :

I’m like baby ur the one
Would u bring me back to life
Cuz i can’t feel at all
Plz just tell me im enough 
i need to hear it from u
Baby could u pick up my calls
Grl i rly wish that it was just us

I wish i was beautiful just like you :/ 
Girl i rly hope you know im waiting for you
To tell me that you see this the same way i do
I feel my heart beating when im next2u
(2x)

I’ll show U how much i care tonight 
I’ll make up for last time
I don’t want to see u cry
I just wanna hold u so tight
I feel smth in ur eyes when u look at me
I feel smth in my chest and i can’t breathe 
I swear there’s no one else there for me
Like u
I’ll be yours and you’ll be mine
I’d love to be by ur side
Can’t believe my eyes when ur there
Girl ur perfect by design
While i just wanna hide 
From all of this tonight 
Baby we could runaway 
Girl my heart’s for you to take

Beautiful (Like You)

hope y'all fw these!!! all available beats from these clips will be posted for sale on my traktrain
https://traktrain.com/1sadboii
1:18 @177p
2:58 @nayyar0712
3:26 @makkgin
4:31 @llati
5:08 @reklus1ve
5:50 @glimpseofdespair @rpsu
6:26 @glimpseofdespair
7:10 @pastelhendrix
8:21 @saig23
9:49 @khxali

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