forlorn fable

Lyrics

dear me,
love,
you

Lost in thought, I'm lost a lot
But if you ask I'll say I'm not
I never cared for fucking help
Cause no one really fucking cares

I'm not excused, I do it too
Cause what the fuck we supposed to do
When all we learned at every turn
Was people just like using you?

I know the feeling that you get when you just wanna scream
But you don't cause you don't want the ones around you to believe
That what you need is mental help when that's not what you fucking need
What you need is fucking love but all you have is fucking drugs

I don't wanna talk so I just sing behind a fucking screen
Yeah we both speak English but you can't distinguish what I mean
There's a barrier thats heavier than Earth that's in between
You and me and it just fucking hurts that you ain't hearing me

If not for music, I would not be where I am today
I'm still not where I wanna be but where I was I'm far away
I met this girl, I'm thankful she stuck by my side along the way
This line right here don't fit the song, it's just to say I love you babe

Now can y'all stop sayin' that I only talk about the bad?
I can talk about the good but that's not where my talent's at
I turn broken pieces into art for broken people
So they know that there's some good inside when all they feel is evil

detmer, garrett

spotify.

dearmeloveyou. | Produced by miercoles

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Lyrics

Please don't tell me you gone be there, no you won't
Please don't think that I care cause no I don't
Already tried that way too many times, never works
Every time I'm kind, I just always end up hurt
Please don't tell me you don't love me, yes you do
Please don't think we can't make it work after all that we went through
All these times that I cried, you don't understand
You told me you needed spacе but you needed another man
You can live without mе but I don't know if I can
If it isn't you, I don't think I can love again
What'd I do that made you...
What'd I do that made you never wanna talk again?
Please help me understand
I'm holding on to threads, you're prying off my hands
And you don't know how cold it gets, girl, you don't understand
Every time that I cried
There's something more than just 11 letters between you and I

there's more than 11 letters between us.

cold eyes (prod. malcast)

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

I pour my heart out for them was it right?
i was a kid i was so scared of knifes 
playing with blades when im up in the night
this is my downfall my downfall alright 

I wanna save myself
I cannot save myself
I need some help
in a box I yell 
in a box I yell 
come get me out 

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

-

is it worth getting away just for a day 
and then I’ll just come back worse
what did I say, i missing the rain 
Cuz the sun just hurts 

oh my god yea this life’s a blur 
yea 
I won’t lie I don’t like world but 
some of you 
I will keep with me 
But some of you
you will walk with me

disc [michael harrison]

Produced by swkillmeee

Lyrics

I don't know, I don't know why
Can you please, can you tell me?
Wish I could but I won't cry
Even if I did you wouldn't hear me (x3)

You could cut me open
And you still wouldn't see me
You could wrap your hands around my heart
And you still wouldn't feel me

You could tell me "fuck off"
And I still would be there
You could cut my legs off
And wherever you go, I still would get there

"ken, i fucking hate you"

BEAUTY & THE BEAST YOU'RE MY BELLE
WHY THE FUCK YOU HIDING?
KINDA FEEL LIKE 9TAILS
WTF IM CRYING

AND I KNOW THAT YOU HATE ME
AND YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU
SO I DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU HURT ME
I JUST WANNA GET THE CHANCE TO HOLD YOU

I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW WHY
CAN YOU PLEASE, CAN YOU TELL ME?
WISH I COULD BUT I WON'T CRY
EVEN IF I DID YOU WOULDN'T HEAR ME

belle.

Prodcued by legos
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I clawed my way out, hand over hand
Digging into walls just so I could fucking stand
Breathing in the dirt like like I thought it was the sky
Thinking that I’m climbing but it’s all a lie

Each escape just made it worse
Wind in the wound, deepened my curse
Caught my breath but I ain't catch peace
Rested long enough just so I could fucking sink

Never built a bridge, I just carved a ledge
Told myself I’d change but I stayed right on the edge
It ain’t healing when you’re just surviving
Calling it a life but inside you're dying

Auditory agony, please can you be sad with me?
I know I won't ever get my after ever happily
Everything is backwards, everything inverted
Yin Yang, Buster's Mal Heart, I been hurting
Perpetual machine of fucking pain is what I'm turning into

You're the only one that I been into
Please don't try to end us, I'ma end you
I don't really think that I'm the issue
Baby, I just miss you

I don't think that's bad, I don't think that's crazy
I just want back my sweet baby

after ever happily.

Produced by clk

Lyrics

You don't know how I feel, don't tell me that you understand
Most of these people ain't real, just a machine that look like a man
Most of these people don't think, most of these people programmed
Most of these people ain't woke, they just sound good when they get on that 'gram

You heard that voice in the back of yo head
Why the fuck didn't you turn around?
And it hurts cause you know that they heard what you said but they care about how it sound
And you know they gone call you crazy, know they gone call you weird
Some people ain't worth saving, you can scream but they won't hear

cold crescendo.

Produced by abysswa1ker

Lyrics

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You told me to be myself, now you say I'm scaring you
You lied through your teeth with every breath
Said "Ken, I'll be there for you"
You lied, I called, you didn't pick up, I hope that you hear this

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me
I would take a bullet for you, you wouldn't take a hit for me

I don't wanna make plans, I want my history
I thought you were the best I had but you were just a bitch to me
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

Look at what you did to us, look at what you did to me, look at what you did to us

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
I said you were meant for me and you said that's so dumb of me
You're my missing puzzle piece, don't waste yo time tryna run from me

You don't know what you meant to me
I don't think I meant shit to you cause you hurt me so simply
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO US, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME
LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME

pessimistic playlist.

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

What I feel I don't know why
Feel like I been killed but I won't die
All I feel is pain but I won't cry
Told me that you'll change but it's all lies

Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?

Where you going? Can you hold on?
I'ma hold onto the pain cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on

I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding

You don't wanna know the real me
You won't ever understand, you don't feel me
I ain't dead right now but I will be
You should give up now, I ain't healing

You don't need me, you should leave me alone
Fuck how I feel, I don't need you to know
If I don't exist then I can't feel alone
Don't say that you cared when I'm long gone

They think I'm off cause it's all on
What they think is right I think all wrong
The shit that I know I can't talk on
Cause I'm in a place you can't walk on

*auditory agony*

Woke up, I ain't want to
I know that I'm fucked, why I want you?
Giving me a chance what you won't do
I don't understand why you're playing, why you so rude?

Where you going? Can you hold on?
I'ma hold onto the pain cause I got no one
And I know that I can change but I don't want
This is all I've ever known, I can't go on

I don't know why I'm like this
I'm getting tired of fighting
I'm getting tired of trying
I'm getting tired of hiding

agonys allegory.

Produced by jeweler

Lyrics

I know I'm alone but I learn how to cope with it
I won't ever know how it feels to be close with them
I know what I am and I know that they won't like it
I know I won't go but it'd be cool to be invited

Something evil in my soul and I don't wanna fight
I reside in shadows, I don't like it where the light hit
You just think it's darkness, I can see it's vibrance
I gave her my heart, she ran away and I can't find it

I'm a fucking joke, I ain't nothing but a loser
They tell me choose life but they don't know that that mean choose her
Don't call me an angel, I am not a savior
Look at my behavior, I think that I'm the danger

I know I'm alone, I learn how to cope though
I know you won't call, I'm still staring at my phone though
Standing in my yard, wanna smash my phone on the rocks I'm standing on
Fuck this cliff I'm standing on

*auditory agony*

Something evil in my soul and I don't wanna fight
I reside in shadows, I don't like it where the light hit
You just think it's darkness, I can see it's vibrance
I gave her my heart, she ran away and I can't find it

I'm a fucking joke, I ain't nothing but a loser
They tell me choose life but they don't know that that mean choose her
Don't call me an angel, I am not a savior
Look at my behavior, I think that I'm the danger

cheerless composer.

Produced by vertigo x centrlx

Lyrics

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

All I feel is anguish, feel like I'm corroding
Nothing could extinguish all the flames when I'm exploding
I'm on a new level, I think you're still loading
Im not saying that I'm better, I'm already where you're going

I can't let you stop me, I cannot let you delay me
Please don't waste yo time, I'm out my mind & you can't change me
Girl, I appreciate the fact you tried but you can't save me
I never wanted to leave june in july but now you hate me

Know what I should do, know right from wrong but I can't do it though
You still got my number, you could call but you won't do it though
I hold on so tight, I should let go but I won't do it though
They think I'm a villain but I'm not, I'm like magneto

I guess I was wrong cause girl I thought you were my only
I'm so fucking cold, I know you know but you won't hold me
Fuck opening up, that shit's a joke cause you don't know me
You don't speak my language, you don't know my coding

bitter ballad.

twin

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after ever happily.

unknxwn.

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