i love how your music is relatably sad and mad at the same time, sometimes to extremes

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

Lyrics

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

Hold me don't hurt me, talk to me, don't call me
I'll keep forgiving, if you kiss me softly
I need you as much as I need you to leave
Cause I'm tired of us but without you ain't no me

You're all I had when I was only nothing
I'll take you back so I can feel like something
I know I'm no one, that's why I need someone
A shoulder to lean on, when I don't wanna cling on

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

beautiful bullshit. | Produced by elvien

Produced by fowni x jaysset

This song powerfully conveys a sense of betrayal, heartbreak, and the transformation of pain into resilience. The imagery of “making wings out of the knives in my back” reflects an attempt to rise above hurt, yet the song remains rooted in a cycle of bitterness, longing, and unresolved emotion. From a faith-based perspective, this song can be reframed as a testimony of letting go of pain and betrayal by entrusting it to God, who offers true healing and freedom.

Turning Pain into Strength:

“I made wings out of the knives in my back.”

This lyric captures a sense of resilience but also implies carrying the burden of pain as a source of strength. True freedom comes not from embracing pain but from surrendering it to God, who transforms it into purpose.

“But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles.” (Isaiah 40:31)

Entrusting Betrayal to God:

“All you wanted from me was to hurt.”

This reflects the bitterness of betrayal. The Bible encourages us to release those feelings to God and trust Him to bring justice and peace.

“Do not repay anyone evil for evil… Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath.” (Romans 12:17, 19)

Escaping Toxic Cycles:

“Stuck in a loop, I’m trapped in.”

This line highlights the feeling of being stuck in a pattern of pain and obsession. God offers a way out, breaking the cycles of bitterness and despair.

“So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” (John 8:36)

Letting Go of the Past:

“Crazy for you but I’m smart enough to know we’ll never get back what we had then.”

Acknowledging the end of a relationship is a step toward moving forward. The Bible reminds us to leave the past behind and look ahead to the new things God is doing.

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!” (Isaiah 43:18-19)

Lyrics

You ain't gotta do me like that
Baby girl you're all that I had then
I made wings out the knives in my back
I'll embrace all the pain that I had then

All you wanted from me was to hurt
All you wanted from me was my pain
Everyday you would just make me worse
Somehow that shit made you feel so great

Can you tell me why you acting strange?
Can you tell me why you fucking changed?
Baby, can you just tell me what happened?
Baby, what got in the way?

Crossed the line, I'm obsessed, this ain't passion
I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's fashion
She say she love me but I know it's past tense
Crazy for you but I'm smart enough to know we'll never get back what we had then

That bitch don't care, that bitch cappin'
Her heart's a prison, I'm captive
I turned my pain to a caption
I'm on a sinking ship and I'm the captain

Stuck in a loop, I'm trapped in
I don't know how I got here, what happened?
Showed you my heart
Now you laughing

You ain't gotta do me like that
Baby girl you're all that I had then
I made wings out the knives in my back
I'll embrace all the pain that I had then

All you wanted from me was to hurt
All you wanted from me was my pain
Everyday you would just make me worse
Somehow that shit made you feel so great

Can you tell me why you acting strange?
Can you tell me why you fucking changed?
Baby, can you just tell me what happened?
Baby, what got in the way?

Crossed the line, I'm obsessed, this ain't passion
I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's fashion
She say she love me but I know it's past tense
Crazy for you but I'm smart enough to know we'll never get back what we had then

That bitch don't care, that bitch cappin'
Her heart's a prison, I'm captive
I turned my pain to a caption
I'm on a sinking ship and I'm the captain

i made wings out of the knives in my back.

Produced by flower x 5head

Lyrics

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

Everything I touch, I kill
Waited for years and this feeling is still eating inside of me
Fucking anxiety, can't get away from it, why would you lie to me?
Why would you tell me you care but you don't?
Why would you tell me you'll call but you won't?
I'm fucking lonely, I feel so alone
I just wish you would tell me that you're coming home
But you won't cause your home is with him
And I thought this was real, you were playing pretend
Ain't no amount on how much you could hurt me
That would change the fact I would trust you again
So lie to me however much you please, however much you need
I'll accept anything keeping us tethered
'Cause I didn't lie when I said that I would never leave

"A lot of the things that I say aren't really what I'm trying to say, and as deep as you can relate to the things that I do say, I want you know that they're still fucking a thousand miles away from what I actually mean, so, do with that what you will."

Might be older, still not over all the chips that were on my shoulder
Everyday I grow colder but it all goes away when I hold her
Baby, you're all I need, Baby, you're all I wanted
I think I got a disease, I say I'm off but I'm on it

Why would you tell me you want this when you believe that I'm worthless?
Don't even ask how I wrote this, I just spoke up if I'm honest
Something is on my conscious, everyday I feel haunted
This is always what I run to when I feel like I'm out of options

as a dog returns to its vomit.

Produced by 2late!

Lyrics

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I'm always so sad
And I do not want to talk about that
Ask my mom, always been like that
Every time she wanted me to talk, I would close up
Now I'm an adult and my heart still froze up
For a moment it wasn't, for a moment I felt all the love
For a moment I felt so alive, for a moment I felt like enough
But that's all that it was, was a moment
'Cause that's all gone now and it won't come back
One day I'll be gone and I won't come back
Can you tell me that you love me before it comes to that?

I know that you won't though, baby girl, please don't go
Now I'm just so cold, I don't wanna do this no more
I'm all on my own, please don't tell me you know
What I'm feeling in my chest, I swear to God that you don't

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is ten times much worse than that
All these things I put in the open, I got so much more that's closed in
I got so much more you don't know and so much more you won't know

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Even though I tell you all this, I won't ever tell you that
I won't ever tell a soul, I tried once but not no more
All they could do was fucking hold me while I cried, that was pitiful

I won't ever let nobody see that again, felt love once, I won't feel it again
Guess it's time to accept that fact cause I tried so hard and it still ain't back
I gave her time and she still ain't back
Act like I'm fine but I'm not intact
Wish I could cry but I can't do that
'Cause I did for so long and I can't go back

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I just want you back

please don't ask me why all my songs are sad.

Produced by GAXILLIC

Lyrics

Can you come back now?
Baby, you been gone long enough by my count
We can't keep this up if you keep bringing me down
I just want your love but you don't want me around
Why do you hate me now?
Why can't I let you go? even if I could, I wouldn't, you're all I know
I say that I hate you but you know that I don't
Will I ever move on? I don't wanna move on
So I guess that we know

And I keep making these songs and I don't think that I'll stop
'Cause babe you're all that I need
I ain't say you could go, why the fuck did you leave?
Where the fuck are you now?
Sorry, I got pissed off
Can you tell me you love me? Don't care if it's false
Can you tell me you care? I don't care if you lie
Girl, I just need to hear it then I'll be just fine

Can you come back now?
Baby, you been gone long enough by my count
We can't keep this up if you keep bringing me down
I just want your love but you don't want me around
Why do you hate me now?
Why can't I let you go? even if I could, I wouldn't, you're all I know
I say that I hate you but you know that I don't
Will I ever move on? I don't wanna move on
So I guess that we know

okay, you can come back now...

A warm, intimate male rap track driven by deep 808 bass and subtle hi‑hats at 70 BPM.  
An ode to a smile that lights up the world like a sunrise, turning ordinary moments into gold.  
Verses are melodic and reflective, with a calm flow and vivid, cinematic imagery.  
The chorus is simple and uplifting, repeating the image of a smile changing the color of life.  
Sparse, atmospheric production leaves space for emotive vocal delivery and gentle hooks.

Glow in Your Eyes (Свет в твоих глазах)

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Moonlight Scars • TOLKA BUTCHER

Midnight Wounds

℗ 2025 TB Records, under exclusive license to EMI Records Ltd.

Released on: 2024-08-29

Artist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Lyricist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Producer: TOLKA BUTCHER
Executive Producer: TB Records, Inc.
Composer: TOLKA BUTCHER

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Moonlight Scars

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Rust On The Roses • TOLKA BUTCHER

Midnight Wounds

℗ 2025 TB Records, under exclusive license to EMI Records Ltd.

Released on: 2024-08-29

Artist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Lyricist: TOLKA BUTCHER
Producer: TOLKA BUTCHER
Executive Producer: TB Records, Inc.
Composer: TOLKA BUTCHER

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as a dog returns to its vomit.

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