gxat.

Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

Lyrics

If you got a problem then I swear I'm not the one to call
I can't even solve my own, I feel like I have lost it all
But if I hit rock bottom, the only way is up
I'm doing what I need to but to you it seems like giving up

I don't care for your talk, you do not know whats best for me
I'm the only one that's capable of taking care of me
So I'm turning a leaf, about to see what I can be
When I give this life my all, I'm sick of turning in my sheets

I'm sick of living off of beats, sick of always feeling beat
Sick of being sick of shit that I can't even fucking see
Sick of saying that I'm sick of this, I live this life for me
I'm only now just getting hip to this

Like what the fuck was I thinking way before
That I need to make you happy?
That I need to go make sure you're not the one that's feeling crappy
That I need to use my time on other people just to feel
Like I'm doing something worth, man that shit just makes me ill

rock bottom.

Lyrics:
im so sorry that i dont know what to say
and you know i do my best to try and be there every day
im fucking piece of shit and thats all that ill really say
cause im too proud to admit that i will never be okay

i never thought itd come to this i always thought we'd be just fine
i never thought youd think of leaving cause you said youre always mine
but i dont blame you im a fuck up and i have no fucking spine
im not a man im just a boy i know youre sick of how i whine

i always thought id be okay to be right there for someone else
but im too fucked in the brain to show you how i really felt
i know it hurt when i was absent and made you feel by yourself
i try my hardest but i know it aint enough to even help

cause i fuck up every day
and i dont know what to say
only when i feel too much, but then it goes away
and i really hate the way
that im probably all the same
even worse than all people that you ran from anyway

fuck
what do i do
im pushing everyone away but i could never say i thought itd be you

we're fucked
all because of me
i wanna be just what you need but i got issues in my head you cant see

"so why dont you tell me?"
never learned how to speak
im trying to believe
we'll be okay after this mess

Sorry

sorry

Lyrics

Used to think you were everything
Used to think about thoughts of a weeding ring
You are not who I thought you would truly be
I got lost, you don't know what you do to me

Where the men in black? Need to erase my thoughts
I cannot cope with that, it wanna make me off myself
From this fucking earth, I do not know what I'm worth
I do not like this hurt but at this point all that I know is the hurt

I cannot work without it, I built an empire of pain
Can I feel love? I doubt it, don't understand when I'm not in the rain
Lost that shit when I found it, already knew that it would leave a stain
I do not really wanna talk about it, I cannot breathe unless I'm drowning

Fuck my mind, I'm out it, you do not wanna see if I'm bout it
I'ma cross the line a thousand miles with gas and douse it
May the bridges that I burn light the way
Everything I've hidden has a turn to escape

Let it out inside, you're no longer mine
You ain't down to ride, you gone see the other side
This ain't dark, this only what I am
You gone only think it's dark if you don't truly understand

"and i don't think anyone does"

Every time I was in love, I don't think they really was
Even if they really were, I couldn't feel it enough
I'm missing something and I don't know what that something is
I get so downbad the only up I want is just to give

Give in to the pain and the bad thoughts
It won't go away and I don't think it stops
The only peace I know right now is too much of a cost
So I'ma walk around fucked up until it's not

drown. | Produced by kubsy

Lyrics

Went to Hell but I got colder
Got the Devil on my shoulder
All I ever wanted was to be older
Now I wish I never even got much older

Than 14 that's when I changed
Lost my dream and found my pain
Prayed to God to try and change
What I felt inside my veins

My dad died but he left me a sister
I don't know why God didn't let him kiss her
Even now sometimes, I look a picture
God I really fucking wish that we could take a picture

You were really great and you taught me a lot
Man I seen you in a dream and it was nice that we could talk
I won't ever let her not know how great you were
You were not my dad but I swear that you were

I remember when you sat me down
Said "Reizy, you cannot just keep on moping around"
Told me to let go, told me to forgive
And you let me know that it is what it is

If you out there somewhere, I want you to know
That my life went somewhere, did it on my own
I won't end up nowhere, I won't be a clone
And again I thank you for all of the things that you have shown

To me, to my mother
I believe you were like no other
I'm on this side, you is on the other
We still go see where yo body covered

Hope I can see you again
You were one of my best friends
I remember when we played
Your life brought mine so much change

I wrote this to let you know
I let all of that pain go
I moved on and learned to grow
You'll always be in our souls

a message. | Produced by krush

everything by me
been working on a lot
seriously way more to come
hope you enjoy. 
thank you so much for listening.
your support means beyond any means to me.

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; 
remind me
quiet lifestyle, but defiled by this thoughts of mine
memories are heaven
'till you are what you forgot in time
don't care..
you don't care
you don't care, anymore.

i can see appeal
conflicted with the feeling
a burden on myself
it feels like i just killed me
get over that hill
down another cup of coffee
relive how it felt
to think, see, hear, and feel nothing

over-sensitized and ill
aye, when's it my turn to heal?
insinuate that better place you've always dreamt of only kills
until we fall and call it quits
by stone or gun that don't exist
i was here for all of this
(i was here for all of this)

i know i can't keep killing me off slowly
putting my dreams behind me
i find it so damn unlikely; remind me

how i got here, and who i am to stand by
'cause with fragile ears and hearts,
we've always been paralyzed, paralyzed
no wonder, why.

(killing me off slowly)
(putting my dreams behind me)
(i find it so damn unlikely)
(remind me)

all of this

Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

wired.

addict.

desire.

unknxwn. - Will We Ever Meet Again

will we ever meet again? | Produced by alex seibel

unknxwn. - She

she. | Produced by alex seibel

Lyrics

Don't waste yo time on a hoe, fuck then ghost
If yo heart do get involved, don't let her know
If you think she is the one, it's just a show
Pull up, slide in, pull out, then I gotta go

I got no time for a bitch to open up
Stop wasting mine, if you not gone open up
I can't hold you down, I'm too busy goin' up
You I do not need, move around or open up

I ain't tryna' play, I'ma keep it real
I'm just tryna' pop you just like a pill
No emotion but I wanna see how you would feel
Why you trippin'? I'ma block you if you don't chill

Don't waste yo time on a hoe, fuck then ghost
If yo heart do get involved, don't let her know
If you think she is the one, it's just a show
Pull up, slide in, pull out, then I gotta go

When you fucked me over, I got so lost
That put me in the process, I almost gave up
But I found myself again, I don't wanna see you no more
But I'm still callin' your phone, girl don't hurt me no more

You were the reason I turned to a fuckboy
I gave you everything, you left me no choice
I'd still give anything if you would ask me
I let you drive my world but you just crashed me

Now I'm stuck here, broken from a cliff fall
Screaming but you don't hear, I know you see my missed call
I can't even walk now, guess I gotta just crawl
I should let you go, this shit so hard but it's so simple

Your makeup on my face
Everything that I loved turned to what I hate
That feeling that you gave me, I can't shake
It used to be your lips, now your blood I wanna taste

Don't waste yo time on a hoe, fuck then ghost
If yo heart do get involved, don't let her know
If you think she is the one, it's just a show
Pull up, slide in, pull out, then I gotta go

don't let her know! | Produced by HXRXKILLER

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

all credit to:
@unknxwn7
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Broken and can’t fix up again
Pushy personally I don’t want no friends
Everything starts somewhere, everything ends
How could you be mine when he says that your his?
Stuck in my bed, with my thoughts
Always in my feelings can’t think out the box
Look both ways before you decide to cross, my mind you’ll find that I’m empty inside.
In the morning I got hopes of what to do
But all my hopes are dead by the afternoon
Invite me out
I’ll stay in my room
The only fate of mind I have is doom
Everytime I see your face
I just break down
It’s ok if you
Hate me now
Ima die soon and I will see you
In hell cause that’s where you belong to

Broken and can’t fix up again pushy personality I don’t want no friends
Everything starts somewhere everything ends
How could you be mine when he says that your his
Think before you speak don’t make an assumption,
And the back luck just keeps on coming and coming
Problems catching up I’ll keep on running and running
Hoping that my heart is solid and pumping is pumping
Eating poison out of paper all I can’t afford
Everyone is hated
Everyone’s adored
Every dogs got a day gotta find yours
Otherwise what the fuck was all the pain for

Broken and can’t fix up again
Pushy personality I don’t want no friends
Everything starts somewhere everything ends
How could you be mine when he says that your his

Unknxwn. - Stuck

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

No matter where I go, I'm always caught in my own mind
Lately I been so low, I just wanna go and get high
She left my heart in the cold, I don't think I'll ever know why
All of my days just go by, no matter the hurt I won't cry

Can't let 'em see me down, that's all they want I know now
Can't get a bottle to drown, I'm really on my own now
I gotta find my way out, I don't got time for the fake now
I just want something real, I hope it's not too late now

Don't ever try to come back, you took my love for granted
Most of these hoe's I can't stand, nowadays I just pass it
Fuck tryna flex on the gram, you really care bout a caption
Burn everything down, turnin' yo life into ashes

Everything past tense, nothing I had ever lasted
All except me, I'm all that I need, I'm real to myself and that's it
Don't want her she plastic, fake love, that's the bad shit
Polluting my heart, my mind, my soul, don't waste my time, it's gettin' old

drown. | Produced by kubsy

unknxwn.

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