Lyrics

I'm stuck inside of my thoughts again
Faded away and I lost a friend
I crossed a line and I'll cross again
Heart full of hate and a lot of sin

Don't say you love me, don't know what that means
"No one above me", so why did you leave?
I know that I'm not a person you need
That's all that I ever wanted to be

I'll never be good enough for your love
I can't go on
All that I wanted was us but that's gone
I got no one

Hurts that you're happy without me
I still think 'bout you, do you think about me?

Don't go, stay close, I can't let go
Oh no I'm so cold, I don't wanna ever feel my soul

"Ken, how you been?" Downbad
Years that I spent tryna' mend, I can't
Music is only as good as I'm sad
Happy is good and I would but I can't

I think maybe I needa grow up
I don't think my time gone show up
I'm sick of life, I just might throw up
Rain pour down, I pour up

Headphones, mic on, I make sad songs
I'm no angel, I ain't ever seen no fuckin' halo

Stuck in all of my fuckin' feelings of nothing
Wanna feel something new
What is all of this loving? I don't feel nothing
I don't know what to do
Rusted on what's still pumping shouldn't of trusted
On what I thought of you
You showed me all your colors
I'll never fall for another

Your eyes pitch black, give my heart back
I fell so fast, you left as fast

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rxsecxlxr. | Produced by Fantom

Lyrics

Get my number out your phone
Don't call me now
Girl you know I'm not your man
You were not around

When I needed someone to save me from hell
Hope you're left with no one, see just how I felt

I don't see the light, no not anymore
Something don't feel right
The heart inside my chest is sore

I don't wanna fight, no not anymore
Fuck this life, I might
Trip myself up on a sword

Sick of all these songs
I feel I did something wrong
Don't invite me out
I know I don't wanna come

Sit and scream and shout
About all the shit I've done
I feel broken and alone
I feel like I'm lund

Fucked up, I only can learn from the hard way
My lucks up, I guess that I'll do this the hard way
I'm cuffed up so girl you can get out of my way
I lucked up with her, I can't fuck up with her

Music make the struggle seem cool but I swear it's fucking not
You can never fathom what I been through, it's a fucking lot
Music only way I get through, that line goes right out to Hop
I don't like my fucking thoughts, I can't make it fucking stop

I can't turn it off
I don't wanna live at all
Where the fuck is God?
Never answer when I call

I'm right on the edge
I might trip and fucking fall
When I wind up dead
Don't act like that you're appalled

Get my number out your phone
Don't call me now
Girl you know I'm not your man
You were not around

When I needed someone to save me from hell
Hope you're left with no one, see just how I felt
I don't see the light, no not anymore
Something don't feel right
The heart inside my chest is sore

I don't wanna fight, no not anymore
Fuck this life, I might
Trip myself up on a sword

Sick of all these songs
I feel I did something wrong
Don't invite me out
I know I don't wanna come

Sit and scream and shout
About all the shit I've done
I feel broken and alone
I feel like I'm lund

i can't turn it off. | Produced by saint mike

Lyrics

*auditory agony*

I lost track of where I was
I don't know where to go now
I think that I'm here because
I need to learn to slow down

I was rushing fate
Just to get to where I wanted
God said "not today"
Now I'm back to where I started

Play with fire and get burned, guess I didn't care
Hear the choir, see reflections turned, now he's everywhere
Final hour, midnight oil burns, can't run anywhere
Now I'm cornered, I may need a coroner

I may need a gurney, I may need a coffin
Now my stomachs turning, I can't stop my coughing
The lesson that I'm learning is don't you play with toxins
Or you'll just end up burning and you don't want that option

This ain't music, this is all a spell cast
I know that you knew it cause I know that you felt that
Ain't no need to prove it, you know that there's something
That you're letting in, don't you put it off as nothing

Don't knock on that door if you don't wanna see the other side
There's something you'll adore but at it's core it's from another mind
You don't wanna meet the place creating what you fear to face
I've already been there, now I fucking live here

My soul isn't mine, crossed a line, I'm in limbo
Try but I don't cry, I'm alive, I can't feel though
I can't find out why all my thoughts are so sinful
I can't even die, I made myself immortal

*auditory agony*

EMORTAL. | Produced by ryini

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Lyrics

I can't get away from all the shit that I'm on
I went farther than where I was, I should of stopped
I let all of the loops in my head to go on
I met death and I think I'm the one that he wants

OD, that's what I tried when I wanted to die
I see everything I believed then was a lie
Where I breathe, you out of breath when I don't even try
What I see, I would see still even if I was blind

God please send me a sign, I been losing my mind
I need something to show me I'm not out of time
My greed sent me down a path where I couldn't survive
So I fleed but I'll never get away from whats inside

I can't tell if I should give in or fight back now
What's this talent I was given? I got all these mask now
detmer, garrett, unknxwn., qayin, ken is of the past now
Too far to reach back now, can't get back what I had now

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I'll be there for you - Hibou

Her Body Playing (In My Head)

We were too young to think ‘bout dying, but we had to anyway.
Fidel was gonna send those bombers flying real soon.
Digging deep inside the basement, storing water and canned goods.
Hope we live to see another day.

But things soon calmed down in the palace, order restored to Camelot.
Then that fateful day in Dallas, order died.
Watching grainy film on repeat, nobody knows what’s what.
We watched little John John and we cried. You’re all safe they told us, but they lied.

Down in Memphis they shot Martin, out in L.A. Bobby too.
Watching all our heroes dying in prime time.
in Chicago they were cracking heads and knee caps, they kept showing us the news.
What were we supposed to do and say? Act like them and look the other way
Sorry, that’s not happening today!

Every night we’d watch the footage, bombing kids in Vietnam.
If you watch it long enough, it’ll dull the senses.
They turned the guns on us in Ohio, Nixon dropped another bomb.
This is gonna shape the thing you do. Questioning the things you thought you knew.
Fifty years have passed, it still rings true.
You will either take a stand - or watch Fox News.

Class of ‘74

Lyrics

Run away, run away, run away from all the thoughts that just keep on destroying my head
Pain in my body, I'm nothing without it, the point of my life is to wish I was dead
Leave me alone I know I need a friend but I don't wanna end up all broken again
Sometimes I feel like I'm better but day turns to night and I feel like I'm hopeless again
You wanna get to know me? I'm sad and I only vent over emotional beats
If you think I'm not a lost cause, go speak to the last person that said that same thing to me
I will leave you in the past, you want my love? I can't give you some I never had
Why do I not give a damn? I think I got it from my piece of shit of a dad
I ain't seen him in some years, me disappearing like that might be my biggest fear
So silent I cannot hear, I pour up a glass and I look in the mirror say cheers
I wish I could say goodbye
Sometimes I wish I could cry
Sometimes I wish that the person I was would be the complete opposite of I
So when I'm sad they're flowing with joy
And when I cave, they're making a choice
and when I die all full of regret, they'll die with a life they enjoyed

EMORTAL. | Produced by ryini

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