Lyrics

"Where'd you go?" I'm on the road
I'm headed to a place unknown
To most cause I have been before
It's where I left my fucking soul

Threw it to the wolf so I could be part of the pack
But I ain't notice what he took and now I need to get it back
He said 
"Oh no, that's not how this go, you ain't the first to make the choice
and hate what it would unfold, you can't take back what's in my hand
I've done this time and time again, now leave and live the life you chose
Cause you don't know when it will end"

What did I do?
What did I lose?
I'll never know
Cause I was a fool
Sold the only thing worth everything but not worth what you get
Oh I'm stuck in pain, I'm sad to say this wasn't worth the debt
Be careful what you send and be more careful of the shit you let in

I see the place I'm headed
I see the face of the man I met with
Only the grave of the land I'm left with
I got a snare on my hand, I set this

Trap for myself and I can't get out
My skin turning pale, I need to get out
Up out my head, up out my bed
I regret some things that I said

But I'll never regret the things I said to you
Like that I love you, nothing above you
I'll never feel the shit I felt from no one but you
But it's still fuck you, wait fuck that cause he fucked you
I fucking trusted you but you're untrustable

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mal heart. | Produced by IOF

Lyrics

*auditory agony*

I lost track of where I was
I don't know where to go now
I think that I'm here because
I need to learn to slow down

I was rushing fate
Just to get to where I wanted
God said "not today"
Now I'm back to where I started

Play with fire and get burned, guess I didn't care
Hear the choir, see reflections turned, now he's everywhere
Final hour, midnight oil burns, can't run anywhere
Now I'm cornered, I may need a coroner

I may need a gurney, I may need a coffin
Now my stomachs turning, I can't stop my coughing
The lesson that I'm learning is don't you play with toxins
Or you'll just end up burning and you don't want that option

This ain't music, this is all a spell cast
I know that you knew it cause I know that you felt that
Ain't no need to prove it, you know that there's something
That you're letting in, don't you put it off as nothing

Don't knock on that door if you don't wanna see the other side
There's something you'll adore but at it's core it's from another mind
You don't wanna meet the place creating what you fear to face
I've already been there, now I fucking live here

My soul isn't mine, crossed a line, I'm in limbo
Try but I don't cry, I'm alive, I can't feel though
I can't find out why all my thoughts are so sinful
I can't even die, I made myself immortal

*auditory agony*

EMORTAL. | Produced by ryini

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

Lyrics

God I don't know where to go now
I been here too long, it's old now
Write these songs to get my hopes out
I know I sound negative but that's not what it really is

I just never learned a language
That was not within the anguish
Even in the times of happiness, whatever that is
It was only just distraction from whatever this is

I can feel it building up now
I don't know when it'll come out
But I know that when it does though
You don't wanna be within scope

I'll hurt everyone around me
When I can't please the one's around me
When I can't take them up the mountain
At least I know that I can show them where the ground is

anguish. | Produced by HELL$HOT

Lyrics

I'm convinced I don't exist, what the fuck is this?
And it's sad cause to me it's all making sense
Is bad that I see everything I missed?
I cannot go back so what's the point if I can never fix
All the things that did that I still regret
But do I only feel regret because it made a mess?
Would I feel the same if everything slipped through the net
And I was the only one knowing I caused a wreck?

Too much thinking in my head, might go MIA
I be thinking when I'm dead, that I'll be okay
I be leaving shit on read don't what to say
Up I been fed with mysеlf, will I see the day?

When I'm alright, I been fucking tripping bout this all night
Everything I'vе hidden needs a tall light
I been stacking up my issues since I saw light

Keep out, I know I'm violent
Thoughts so loud it's blaring silence
I can't let you know what I did
I hope you won't ever find it

Leave me all alone I don't mind it, you can leave me with the pain
I reside in it, I can't even lie, yeah I like it
I get a rush when I know that I'm finding it
I still got a soul so who buying?
Let me name my price and I'm signing it
You don't wanna know what
I'm hiding in my mind, I swear ain't no light in it

soil. |  Produced by TAYLORJ

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

Lyrics

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

I wanna feel your love, you wanna watch me die
I wanna build up trust, you wanna make me cry
I would of gave it all up just to give us a try
You were just out getting fucked when I wasn't by your side

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist in my sleep

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

disguise. | Produced by yeezo x slaying ibis

re(turn)

all credit to:
https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics : 
i feel not alive
fighting my mind trying not to die
dont know how to deal with the pain inside
so i make a song put the pain inside
every time i feel alone i got nowhere to go
they dont see the pain i got no one to show
this graph of mine goes lower and lower
one day i hope that its over
fuck my life
will i go to sleep no not tonight
i just wanna see that fucking light
i dont wanna live another night
when the moon comes up so do my problems
like algebra i cant solve em
fuck one cup
i need the bottle
i dont cut but im self harming
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today
she seems okay
im not over
im so full now
im knocked over
im not alright nor okay
it'll get better but not today

unknxwn. - not over. | Produced by ryini

lyrics:

Disappointing disappointment death I need an appointment
Life is pointless scream into to the mic until I go voiceless
Overthinking situations till I start to hear voices
My music is a medicine I make from the poison

That intoxicates every single part of me
They said it was a phase but it seems like its a part of me
Only way that I escape, is the drugs that take a part of me
Away from me, the sadness goes away but it takes away the heart of me

So its hard for me, to give back all the love that you would offer me
If it didn't hurt my mom, I would off me
Put myself into a coffin where I oughta be
Yeah thats where I rather be

I'm too weak, life is too much, all this fuck stuff
In two weeks, I'll be heldback, school is rough bruh
I'm amounting to the things that they said I'd be
If you asked them to describe me they'd say "dead to me"

I'm dead to me too, so they're right next to me
Fallin' through a void and there aint nobody catching me