Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

unknxwn. - at least i don't feel like this everyday anymore. (prod. Lezter)

lyrics ⬇️ 

every thing you told me was a lie
you can’t even look me in my eyes no more
once everything I wanted but now I been floor
i been dying from the torch 
i been flying thru the door

miss what we had
everything was perfect 
every night we would laugh
I don’t wanna burn it
cuz I’m honestly attached
god gave me a purpose
and you stabbed me in the back
why’d you do that

brand new mission oh I can't wait to get loaded in
ten more minutes til I'm out there counting dividends
yea
watch me mix it in tell me that there's more to this
before I forfeit, I don't need no more of this
I went to Florida with my family then I told them that
I don't feel much more like family when you give me crap
let me sit up by myself when I'm feeling sad
promise that ill come back i don't mean to make you mad

but never once did you ask me if I’m fine
i been smokin blunts so that I could ease My mind
every night it’s the same
I cant ever go to sleep
all the time try to change
but I never wanna leave

(casperrr)
going dummy at the function  
just so i can fuck shit
nah i can't fuckin function 
with the way u changed so quick
really thought you loved me
but i guess i was mistaken 
they way u kept pushing me back
hiding mthe fact u were taken

used to look up at people
and now most are at my level
all i have left is a house 
that's filled with air and our shadows
you left a hole inside my heart
turned from special to mental
like chaging howl for hollow 
i know it was not accidental

at this point i don't know what family is?
people stop caring about u when u stop being a kid 
i've been alone ever since i was 14 
left to deal with a bunch a shit, i don't know what i did
idk how i made it out
idk what it is
maybe i had more to do
maybe i was born for this
i just hope so cuz otherwise imma quit
life in general cause without music life is boring as shit

forfeit w/ casperrr (tiedforsilver)

Lyrics

Winter's here now I feel at home
If you're not here then I don't have one
I feel fear when I don't feel you 
How could I not fall apart when you
Left here but didn't take me there with you
I guess what you are to me I'm not that for you
Every thing that I said bad for you
I tried my fucking best to be there for you

winter. | Produced by nowhere valley

Lyrics

I say I hate you but I won't let you go
I say I hate you but you still in my phone
I say I hate you, I say I hate you..
I say I hate you but in my heart, I don't
I say I hate you but girl we both damn know that I still want you
Baby, why you hurt me? Baby, where you run too?
Baby, don't desert me
Baby girl, I need you
Why you do me like that?
Everything I gave to you but you won't give me...
You won't give me all that, you won't even call back
You're all that I care about, I'm about to air it out
I cry into silence but I swear you gone hear me out
I'm not even violent but you know how to bring it out
You know to get me to open up, touch my heart, and just go rip it out

*auditory agony*

Dear mе, love you
What did I turn into?
Don't recognize my rеflection
I hate what I've succumbed to

*auditory agony*

auditory agony.

Thank you to all my friends who helped me with this album.
*** Official Music Video *** https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ht-opTCogIU

Someone Else (PROD. Montoya) ***(MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)***

DEPERSONA

Lyrics

I feel like I fucked up my own life
Sometimes I can't tell if I'm wrong or right
I feel as if the dark beholds a stronger light
Cause my soul has gone into a dark place
Life is no fun when you're stuck in one place
I hate lookin' in the mirror with the same face
All the better times behind me and I can't chase
I might give up, not like you can fight fate

Am I really just a waste? I don't really know
I wanna change but I can't, don't know where to go
Only feel when I break, I like feeling low
I keep in all the hate I don't know how to show
I'm not happy on the inside
Forgot what it's like to feel alive
Inside my head that's filled with lies
I think I'd be better if I just died

fate. | Produced by lezter

@paineko

Lyrics

Think I need help but I won't ask
I feel so weak when I do that
I just hide myself in my lies
Don't even ask, I'll say I'm fine

But I know I'm not though
I'm nowhere near close
I don't think I ever will be
Think I'm immortal, I swear that she killed me

She say she didn't but I know I feel it
I don't feel alive though, I wanna just end it
You ate my heart and you still don't seem finished
I had to block, can't see you in my mentions

The silence is so loud
I don't wanna go out
Thank you for inviting
But I'm feeling so down

I don't wanna go out
I'm feeling so down

My hopes getting low now
Body vacant, my soul's out
I can't take it, it's old now
Heart pacing, think I might be sick

Post death feel like gucci, I'm so sick of this
Your love burned right through me now I can't be fixed
Just be straight up with me, no need for the tricks
I done felt so much pain, how much worse could I get?

I can't imagine, I don't wanna know
Malice intentions, just leave me alone
I've been the victim, now I'm at your throat
In stone it is written, I'm meant for the throne

My ego is hungry, I might hit yo shawty
Don't want her for too long, I just want the top
It's honestly funny how these hoes be movin'
I can't trust another, won't make me look stupid

spotify.

lost soul melody. | Produced by paineko

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I'm a lost lonely soul, I do not like this
I been hurt for so long, why should I fight this?
Was a lie all along, you're the reason I'm pissed
And it's sad I would take you right back so quick

Why would I do that? You might ask
I ain't ever had another feeling like that
I call it love but it's more like a drug
Cause I keep running back, I just ain't had enough

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break

I miss everything that we ever did
Talking bout our life and what we would name our kid
I ain't ever think I could love someone like this
I'll always be here for you, don't care what you did

I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love I'll make sure no one can
That's just how I feel, that's not what I am
But without you here, don't know who I am

Lost my mind when you said bye
Who's that guy? Please don't tell me another one of your lies

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break (x2)

twin flame.

Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

What I want and I feel do not agree
It's stopping me from reaching to all that I could
I try to be good but my thoughts keeps stalling me
I'm not an angel don't call to me
I'll make you regret it, don't fall for me
I know that I did but I hate that I said it
I'm guessin' that love is just not for me

I cannot trust what I feel
Stuck in the lust I know this isn't real
I'm feelin' crushed, I might crush up a pill
You know how it goes, at this point it's a drill

Wake up, feel fucked, go to sleep, repeat
I miss real love, nobody needs me
I fall, get stuck, no one can reach me
To me do not look up, ain't fun to be me

I smoke for the pain, life in the drain
I wanna forget so I go grab a drink
Do I really need it though? I do not think so
It seems that the drugs all that help with the pain though

So I'ma get fucked up
Don't want advice, shut the fuck up
When I was alive you ain't act like you care
So the day that I rise I won't show love

Leave me alone, just leave me alone
Don't care if you stay cause I just wanna go
No not to a place, to the grave where we go
When we get erased from the life that we know

Evil in my head
Don't try to care either when I'm dead
Cause honestly I got like 3 friends
You can't save me I'm stuck on the deep end

I don't care, life ain't fair
She's not here, I'm not there
I hate this oh I swear
I can't make this up out of air

Bleeding out, I'm on the floor
Don't care about it anymore
I've tried time and time again
I don't think that I was meant for this

I'm a piece without a place
I'm a mask without a face
Not too long before I break
You should stay out of the way

Cause the day I do
I won't consider you
I'll just burn it all
Along with anyone too