Lyrics

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me supress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time atleast

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

How could I love you? I don't even like me
Why do I wake up? Death doesn't want me
I'm stuck in my room, they won't let me leave
One day I'll kill them all, they don't believe me

Cause you won't, cause you're weak
You ain't got the strength to fight us
We don't like the way you push away
You don't invite us

To anything anymore, you treat us like we're not you
We can't go away if you don't let us from inside you
Shit, fuck, I ain't even think about that
Was tryna keep you here, cause you the reason that I wrote raps
Guess I gotta let you go, honestly I want you gone
I guess I can't progress if I keep crying and I don't move on

Don't worry, won't hurt me
Take your time, no hurry
Without pain, no glory
No climax, no story

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climax. | Produced by røse

Lyrics

Play the piano to say what I wanna
Because it's unfiltered and it's really me
Nothing will matter when I'm with the fauna
That feeds on the flora from deep underneath

All of my tears have been soaking this floor up for too many years
And I don't wanna be who I was in the past
This is my life and I'm taking it back
I don't care for the trash

That I put myself through
Just to make songs that were not really helpful
Towards my health that's inside of mental
I know that some of you think that I'm mental

You cannot fathom the shit that I went through
Just to make songs about what I just went through
It isn't worth it to have to feel worthless
To feel like the music I make might be worth it

It's a fucking trip
Making this shit makes me fucking sick
I'm not alright and I'm fucking pissed
I see the light in a dark abyss

I don't see shit, I really fucking blind
I don't think this is really worth the time
I really put in so much fucking time
To just fuck it all up and lose my fucking mind

flora.

Lyrics

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

If I fall will you catch me?
Wanna call but I know you hate you met me
I'm addicted, your love's deadly
I would drop it all for you, you won't let me

I'm so fucked, I can't hold on
No love, not from no one
If they do I won't fucking let 'em
What to do? I don't know I ain't fucking better

Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna hear that
I don't like the pain but I do when I feel that
I don't wanna stay with you and you fear that
But it ain't my problem

All of yours I can't solve 'em
Numbers in my phone I don't call 'em
All of my emotions, I wall 'em
If it break I'ma snap, I don't really give a fuck

Gave her everything and lost her, I am not enough
I feel every pain I felt when I was growing up
Did wrong every single time
That I opened up or tried

I'd cut out my eyes
Just to never see the light
I can't hide inside forever
I'm not ken, I'm fucking detmer

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless (x2)

no one. | Produced by kubsy

Lyrics

Don't wanna survive, that don't mean not be alive
All this fucking time, I been living in a lie
How do I get out? Should I even fucking try?
Cause I'm lost, what's the cost? If I wanna be alright

Should I work a 9-5, marry when I'm 25
Get a house, obey the law, climb the ladder at a job
Pay off all these fucking things that don't really mean a thing
Putting more into the psychical to mask a mental pain

The American Dream turned into an American nightmare
All these meaningless things that I got
when I don't even like here
I don't need anything, all I need is inside
I can't even start to think about when I learned the lie

Was it when they told me what they thought was right, thought was wrong?
When I should of taught myself what was right all along?
I'm the only one that's gotta live with all my fucking thoughts
So fuck did I even care you what you thought?

Bout what I should do, bout the way I live
Bout what makes me blue, bout what makes me livid
There's a fucking difference between breathing and alive
What's the fucking mission? Am I only here to die

Have I lost my mind? Have I found it all?
I can't draw a line, it's too close to call
Building all these bricks, just to fucking fall
Don't give a fuck bout being rich, I might burn it all

Don't wanna survive, that don't mean not be alive
All this fucking time, I been living in a lie
How do I get out? Should I even fucking try?
Cause I'm lost, what's the cost? If I wanna be alright

Should I work a 9-5, marry when I'm 25
Get a house, obey the law, climb the ladder at a job
Pay off all these fucking things that don't really mean a thing
Putting more into the psychical to mask a mental pain

the american nightmare. | Produced by wxrst

Lyrics

Don't know what I did so wrong
That would make you fucking think that apart we're better off
Cause it's only been a week and I promise that I'm not
Any better than I was when I thought you were the one

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

I can't let this happen but we don't have to go there
Don't tell me you're moving on or you ain't going no where
Promised you would never leave, I won't let you break that
You say I'm the problem well you gone have to face that

Don't say "we should slow down"
I can't let you go now
You've dug way too deep
I won't ever let another get as close as you to me

I wanna know what I did to make you hate me
I wanna know why you thought you had to break me
Don't wanna know where you been as of lately
Because girl, because baby...

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

without me. | Produced by jewelerbeats

vanished. (2021)

Got To Be

DEADSTAR (OUTRO)

5.) Run the Bill Up

She thought I needed her
I'm leaving her
What I wanted wasnt even her
She tell me that she love me but I don't believe in her
She so full of shit with all the lies that I been feedin' her
She open like a book for me but I don't bother reading her
Man I'm such a mess
I need to invest
Time into myself
So I can heal the hole inside my chest
Bitch you playing fuckin' games 
Well I'm bouta hit reset
When I do 
Don't come crawling back I'll show no love and thats a bet

Everyone I cared about 
I feel like they leaving me
To them I am dead
But I don't think that they greiving me
Fuck it I aint gonna waste my time
I'll be fine
Soon enough 
I'll be far ahead
They'll be far behind
In my mind
They will still reside
Feelings for them I will hide
All conncetion that I had
Honestly has fucking died
I kept losing care for them
With everytime I fucking cried
Used to feel important
Till you kicked me to the fucking side

flora.

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