this is the definition of pain in art I could never compare noir would such an artist wanna colab with such bullshit like so.... keep together dont break for them  trust yourself no one else let people waist their time and prove your point 

i love you so much and all your music, it speaks to soul. I had this song on repeat all day. Im telling all my friends to listen to you

sanity

Lyrics

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I

Shit isn't as hard to get over
As I be making it, got a disorder
You cross a line then I'm crossing a border
If pain was a tangible thing, I'm a hoarder

They be like "This niggah fire"
Preaching as they sing along like a choir
This shit too easy, don't even get tired
Not on drugs no more but I still feel wired

Losing my patience with all this
Bullshit I hate it, this life is an option
Love's in the air, I thought it was a toxin
I started finding myself when I lost it

I don't know what I need
But I know what I want
But that girl don't need me
If she did, she wouldn't leave

I don't know what I see
Inside her evil eyes
But I keep that between
Me, myself and I (x2)

spotify.

me, myself & i. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

Another mind gone to waste at a job
Another dream down the drain for a cause
That isn't original, only typical
Make you believe what you want only fictional

Feel like I'm violet, invisible
Don't ask how I been, I feel miserable
Happiness only been miniscule
I got a void growing in my skull

*auditory agony*

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

violet. | Produced by p4ra

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Couple boulders on my shoulders
Baby please don’t tell me that it’s over
I’ll love you forever what I told her
I don’t know how else to fucking show her

That I’m right here
I won’t ever leave you
Bringing life to all my fears
I know you know I need you

Why you wanna hurt me?
You don’t need to do that
I’m so sick of searching
For everything that you have

If we’re not together I don’t know how I’ma manage
You say you don’t wanna be with me, you’re speaking Spanish
I don’t understand it, I just know I need you
I miss what we had when I wasn’t beneath you

If you love 'em let 'em go I say fuck that
Trigger I'ma fucking let it go if you don't come back
I don't wanna be so low but I can't fathom
Me in love with you while you're out falling for a random dude

When you said "Oh he's only just a friend"
But it hurts even worse when he really was a friend
That was mine from the start but was yours in the end
Even more we made a promise never let it get to this

Couple boulders on my shoulders
Baby please don’t tell me that it’s over
I’ll love you forever what I told her
I don’t know how else to fucking show her (x2)

manage. | Produced by jewelerbeats

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

i'll be okay.

wired.

i do.

unknxwn. - i get so fucking low sometimes. (prod. blue moon ring)

lyrics:

hold hands
2 whole grams
in my nose
fuck my soul up
til its getting bad
smoke my past in this dro
they know
im the man
they dont got what i have

hold hands
2 whole grams
in my nose
fuck my soul up
til its getting bad
smoke my past in this dro
they know
im the man
they dont got what i have
(thy dont got wut i hav)

my eyes they glow
when my dick inside this hoe
when im sniffin up my coke
like all night
my wrists they slit
blood leakin out the hole
blunts geekin offa blow
told her meet me under club lights

its getting bad

Lyrics

I say I hate you but I won't let you go
I say I hate you but you still in my phone
I say I hate you, I say I hate you..
I say I hate you but in my heart, I don't
I say I hate you but girl we both damn know that I still want you
Baby, why you hurt me? Baby, where you run too?
Baby, don't desert me
Baby girl, I need you
Why you do me like that?
Everything I gave to you but you won't give me...
You won't give me all that, you won't even call back
You're all that I care about, I'm about to air it out
I cry into silence but I swear you gone hear me out
I'm not even violent but you know how to bring it out
You know to get me to open up, touch my heart, and just go rip it out

*auditory agony*

Dear mе, love you
What did I turn into?
Don't recognize my rеflection
I hate what I've succumbed to

*auditory agony*

auditory agony.

swerve! ft badd (p. zivo)

Bastard Wes365

Lyrics

Lost heart, can't find it
Tear me apart, don't mind it
God I fucked up, look at what I did
I'm on my own wave, I'm feelin' sea sick

I might jump ship, can't steer clear
My thoughts so loud, can't hear clear
I promise I don't hate you, I'm sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I lied, I should of told you what I won't do

Cause I broke my promises
Promised it would never come to this
Thought if it did, that it wouldnt be from my end
I showed you the real me, you were never frightend

I can never get that back and I know that
If I could, wanna know why I would go back?
It would be to never hit you up
Then I would of never fucked you up

I hope you'll find someone who deserves you
Unlike me, I hope that they never hurt you
I'll still be here if we're not together
I could never break the bond we tethered

So goodbye my love, I won't do this in vain
Let our hearts fly high, don't attach to the pain
We both deserve someone that's close
I could never not love you, hope you know

I can't hold on, don't want to
It's been too long, don't want you
We used to be one, now we're both two
Said that I would never but I broke you (x2)

goodbye my love. | Produced by 16preme

Lyrics

Heart attack, can't keep my heart intact, I keep on falling back
Hoes come and go, it's nice and all but I want more than that
Had a bad bitch but it felt like I was forcing that
Fighting for another when they won't, there's nothing worse than that

Life is just a cycle, guess I haven't learned my lesson
Even if I really wanted to I couldn't go to heaven
Bad thoughts, soul gone, bitch you can get to steppin'
I'm not giving you my heart to use it on me as a weapon

All that I am is what I was
Depression hasn't left me, I don't think it really does
I think it just shape shifts to different shit
How long can I keep doing this?
Writing songs to feel alright, there's gotta be more to this

Feels like my long nights are just for me to suffer just because
Thought I started fitting in, I never was, my life's a bust
Will I ever find a friend? Don't really care
All I really want right now is to drop dead right now and here

Heart shot, blasted, emotions always masked with
Things I like to do but really shouldn't, I'm imbalanced
But I'll find my way someday cause I don't like the life I live
Fuck these hoes, don't hit me up cause I don't got no pipe to give

Tried that shit, not fit for me, I just want someone here for me
I had a person but I pushed 'em back, it wasn't clear to me
They were really true to every word they ever said to me
All I wanted back then was a bad bitch in the bed with me

Temptations, I gotta be patient
Working on my problems with these songs, not embrace it
You don't really want the talent that I got, I hate it
I don't want the fame cause shit to me, I fuckin' made it

I'll never stop falling apart
All I can do is pick up the parts
Make myself whole just to break once again
It's a cycle that most don't realize that we're in

God just help me out, I'm tryna give away my soul
I pray to become right, sometimes I want the money more
Hades already hit me back with the boxes
I'm not on the trail, I took a turn and I lost it

Don't let them take me
I need a an angel to save me
I hope this world doesn't break me
I'm still asleep, fuckin' wake me

wake me up. | Produced by Encore

screaming into the void of nothingness
111

burnout

Happy birthday to me.

Lyrics

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

You ran away, where you are now? I wouldn't know
Why do you play all of these games? Answer the phone
Fuck it I'll shift, I'm not the same, leave me alone
Don't come back when you see my name, I'ma be gone

20 years old, I've wished I was dead 20 times
Remember I turned 18, almost like took my life
I missed all of my friends, thinking about what I did
Never could come up with nothing, really made me feel like shit

19, wanted her to find me
Last year, it still ain't behind me
17, I don't even know
I deleted memories, I don't know how to cope

2018 I met this girl, swear she saved me
2019, I didn't know that she'd hate me
Before I let go I wanna make her bitter
Feel like tracy, toss that bitch I littered

I say whatever I want, really I think that I lost my mind
After I made "I lost her" I made her something that I'll never find
Death all in my head by 25 won't be alive
It'll be a miracle by then I haven't died

Fuck, did it again, cut off a tie, I burned a bridge
I'm slippin' again, I'm on the edge, might lose my shit
1, 2, 3, many reasons I'd kill me
How did I get so bad? I don't think you can fix me

I know that I'm a mess
So cold, ice in my chest
Time goes I just feel less
Getting close to my last breath

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

XX! | Produced by boyfifty

Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

goodbye my love. | Produced by 16preme

unknxwn.

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