“Getting close to my last breath” 🔥🔥🔥

Shut up p grayskies IG @ HARDLYLUVD

Lyrics

Slippin' through the cracks of the bonds that I broke
I wish I could take it back, every word that I spoke
I been feelin' bad, I don't want you to know
So I'll tell you that I'm good and just hope that you won't

Tryna figure out why the fuck I'm grim
I been tryna figure out why the fuck you're with him
Don't ask what a song about, every line lead to her
I be tryna get it out but I think that I'm cursed

I don't think there's a cure for the shit that I feel
Drink another beer, I just pop another pill
I been livin' in this fear, I can't look into the mirror
I don't like the face I see no more

Am I alive? I don't even care no more
The voice of god I don't hear no more
Stuck in a facade, nothing real no more
Push me to the side till I'm near no more

Nah oh oh nah, is this really what I wanted?
I forgot bout why the fuck I even started
Girl I am not what the fuck you wanna start with
I'll end you if you think that you gone leave me broken hearted

I won't lie and say that I haven't thought about
How I could disguise your body right after I take it out
I won't make it painless, you gone have some time to think about
Every choice you made that made the hate inside me rupture out

You made me hurt
I can't take it
You made me worse
I won't take this

*auditory agony*

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worse. | Produced by nxku

luh 9ine-ATARI 2(Prod.feducci)

[+] i just wanna die slow.. see me from the blunt glow
* featuring @nicoteenninyo * prod by @metlast *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/gxxBsbHSbkU

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro: seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
see me from the blunt glow
with my blinds closed
burning up the sky oh oh ya

[hook: nicoteen ninyo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

[verse: seejayxo]
try and get me now ya
fucked up off the sound oh
i smoke like a pound ya
so high off the ground oh
you cannot touch me you basic
i roll a blunt then i face it
wonder why they always hatin
i know you know i'ma make it
so just face it,
i won't say shit, i hold back,
i don't know why i'm sad, shit
i forgot my past 
ion think i'm that bad
i want a big truck and a benz
get fucked up wit my friends
out in LA til i'm dead, LA til i'm dead

[hook: nicoteen ninyo + seejayxo]
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, fuck up out my life hoe)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(write my death note, i just want a slit throat)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?
i just wanna die slow
with your hands wrapped
around my cheeks
(i just wanna die slow, see me from the blunt glow)
choking me out
til i can't breathe
kiss with no sounds
and die peacefully  
(with my blinds closed, burning up the sky oh)
i just wanna die slow
can you do it for me?

die slow

+ visuals

die slow (feat. nicoteen ninyo) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESC*

Happy birthday to me.

Lyrics

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

You ran away, where you are now? I wouldn't know
Why do you play all of these games? Answer the phone
Fuck it I'll shift, I'm not the same, leave me alone
Don't come back when you see my name, I'ma be gone

20 years old, I've wished I was dead 20 times
Remember I turned 18, almost like took my life
I missed all of my friends, thinking about what I did
Never could come up with nothing, really made me feel like shit

19, wanted her to find me
Last year, it still ain't behind me
17, I don't even know
I deleted memories, I don't know how to cope

2018 I met this girl, swear she saved me
2019, I didn't know that she'd hate me
Before I let go I wanna make her bitter
Feel like tracy, toss that bitch I littered

I say whatever I want, really I think that I lost my mind
After I made "I lost her" I made her something that I'll never find
Death all in my head by 25 won't be alive
It'll be a miracle by then I haven't died

Fuck, did it again, cut off a tie, I burned a bridge
I'm slippin' again, I'm on the edge, might lose my shit
1, 2, 3, many reasons I'd kill me
How did I get so bad? I don't think you can fix me

I know that I'm a mess
So cold, ice in my chest
Time goes I just feel less
Getting close to my last breath

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

XX! | Produced by boyfifty

Produced by troyvixious

BE MY HELLO KITTY

Lyrics:

[Intro]
shut the fuck up
bitch im looking at the ground
everybody judging and 
u think i didnt see u smile
im hiding from myself
dont give a fuck what u think about 
yeah, yeah

[Hook]
shut the fuck up
bitch im looking at the ground
everybody judging and 
u think i didnt see u smile
im hiding from myself
dont give a fuck what u think about 
yeah, yeah
it started from my backpack to my fucking jeans
as long as my tattoos mean something to me
tell me whats up, i can't hold the pain
remember my name till u see me again

[Verse]
chains on, light another cigarette
im drinking till the night ends
and struggle to get out of bed
im fucked up fuck it blowing up a check
fuck a hug, bitch gimme neck
be my hello kitty
taking u, lets leave the city
and i promise that ill treat u right
baby you should spend the night
cute lil thing, baby tell me lies
damn i like it how ur fucking up my life

[Bridge]
can you make me feel like someone
i feel like noone, once again
days go by faster when im in the sky
when im in the sky
baby tell me lies

[Hook]
shut the fuck up
bitch im looking at the ground
everybody judging and 
u think i didnt see u smile
im hiding from myself
dont give a fuck what u think about 
yeah, yeah
it started from my backpack to my fucking jeans
as long as my tattoos mean something to me
tell me whats up, i can't hold the pain
remember my name till u see me again

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pls don't judge (prod. troyvixious)

prod: @caustyk

I can't talk to anyone, anyone its so cold

Lyrics:
Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight


I died when i realized that nothings ever changed
Always on the edge, every week its the same
And im so insane
I know its not healthy but i think i love the pain
I hate feeling empty, so theres liquor in my veins

She the one i want, but the one i cant save
Pictures that i cropped, shawty your my cocaine
i feel overclocked, i can feel my heart race


I dont like this
Overwhelmed and tired of it
I feel like im losing everyone
Everyone thats close

Since the time skip
More burdens that i cant fix
And i cant talk to anyone
Anyone its so cold 

Ive been up real late
Thinking bout mistakes
Fingers through your hair
But i know you dont care

Why am i so broken on the inside
Years go by
No time to cry
Bottle up these feelings so finite
Tension high, anxious and my chest tight

I thought i died last night 
Ashes fall its like
Everytime im in a dream
I can see it slowly bleed

I cant let go 
But i might break my bones
I wish i could know
But this my only road


Crashing down with my potion
Losing feeling in my body like its stolen 
So why you down, tell me why u feelin hopeless 
So much shit in life left me feelin so broken
x2

she's the one i want, but the one i can't save (prod. caustyk)

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - babyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday

Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same

Maybe that's good that you're one of kind
But I swear on my life you won't get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side

And I can't lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I'd still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high

Fuck it, I'm stressed again
I don't who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don't seem like you heaven sent

But for your love I'm hellbent
I'm so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don't seem if that's it
So I think I'ma just take you to my little hell

I think my mind gone bad, I'm so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
"Yo shit man, why so rash?"
I guess we all want the shit we ain't have

This ain't aesthetic, it's fucking pathetic
You think it's a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter

Will I ever move on?
I can't get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna you're my last light

Look what you've done
I know something's not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)

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pathetic aesthetic

@xweepings

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I tried to trust, tried to love, all for us
It ain't work, now I'm hurt and I hate that hoe
Heart turned to dust, had enough
Got crushed, used to care about it all now I can't no more
I got a rush from the words not heard
Now I'm worse, god damn this can't be so
But I guess it must, now I can't cope
If you hold me close don't let me go

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

Sadness addict, fell the weight of the planet
Fucking erratic, don't know how I manage
I seem okay when we get face to face
But behind all the skin, I have honestly had it

One day I'm just gonna lose it
Don't know what the fuck I been doing
All my life I been wasting my time
You don't know who I am and neither do I

I don't wanna bond just to break
Let me know what you think
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
I don't wanna shine just to fade
Now my minds in a maze
You don't ever fucking treat me good
How I fall in love just hate
On the one that I think
Was the one that would keep me warm
I don't like pills but I need me one
Don't like how I feel when I see me gone

| weepings |

Fighting every night
hate the silence so I write out
all of these songs everyday
my own headspace is a maze
I think I'm falling out of
love, it was good while it lasted
tilt back the bottle, get blasted 
you was fake, made outta plastic
eating through my heart like acid

but I don't know what I'd do without you
the world is so dark but you lighten my hue
ain't nobody gonna press up on me the way that you do, seeing right thru that
show me just a sign
a single pleading line
so I don't turn my back on you

fucked in the head I might repeat the cycle like
walk home alone with a bottle I trifle like
ain't feeling well you should check on my vitals write
thoughts from the past, they got me suicidal, white
walk in the snowfall
after the leaves fall down
I cannot recall
my life a freefall now
decline all these calls
walking down these halls, frown
I'm not at peace, brawl, my head is leaking out

broken bonds. (feat. weepings) | Produced by 16preme

Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

XX! | Produced by boyfifty

unknxwn.

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