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@150lated

Lyrics:
On my own till die, your love 
Put a knife in my chest
Yeah
I dont wanna cry, i dont wanna feel numb
Put a bullet in my head

I forget how to be myself
I just need some help
Nobody help
Everybody just out for themselves

Nobody help
Everybody  just out for themselves
Everybody just out for themselves
I hope i can find you in this hell


On the inside, cut me on the inside
Lookin on the outside, i dont really feel right
I just wanna get high, i just wanna pass time 
You act like this is just fine, baby its the last time

Baby its the last time
Imma take a pill get you out my mind
Baby its the last night
Open my eyes and im in another life

Bird on a wire 
Caught you 
you’re a liar 
Dressed all in designer 
Just like the devil you know
Dying on the coast 
Lungs full of smoke 
Take it all 
And choke 

You’re heartless 
And worthless 
You deserve this 
Cut deep like a surgeon

Your Love Put A Knife In My Chest ft. 150lated (prod. kubsy)

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
You broke me 
no point of return
 no coping
 put my body in a urn
 just smoke me
nobody was there to hold me 
but you were just there to fold me
I trusted everything you told me
wish that the voices in my head could stop talking
you left me in the cold with nothing

I’m so alone I guess it’s better
Don't call my phone I wish I never met her
She heart ripped out
blood on my neck 
I can’t get out 
the words in my chest 
I wanna shout
I wanna be dead 
I can’t figure out
What’s the reason
Fuck life cause nothing goes right 
Pissed of cause I wasted my time
All black fit at my funeral
that’s what I wear on the usual
black nail polish stuck in my cuticles 
don’t cry cause I feel better dead and cold

(unknxwn.)
Soul dead and cold, I been lost, where to go now?
My life getting old, what to do? I don't know now
I might lose it if I don't make music
If I ain't do this, I'd truly be clueless

All I got in life is me, that's all I need
Fuck her, ran away, went to hiding
Came back in my life just to hurt me
I don't know why, I think she really cursed me

Can't let go, don't want to
You're bad for me but I want you
I'm an addict for your love, I get so sick
When I cannot call you, I hope that you know it

Been so hard to make songs as of lately
I been praying to god to come take me
All this pain is a lot, why you hate me?
Gave you everything I got oh baby

dead and cold w/ unknxwn. (hxrxkiller)

LYRICS:

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

You don’t like me, that’s fine 
I should’ve known that you’d waste my time
I should’ve seen all the signs 
I can see the demon in your eyes
You were planning my demise
Won’t stop haunting my mind
Drugs they keep me alive
Drugs they keep me alive 
I don’t wanna be alive
I just wanna fucking die

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

I hate my life 
What a waste of time 
I want to die
Please just let me die 
I need to let go 
I keep holding on 
I need another dose
I Got to many problems 
I don’tknow how to cope
I don’t know how to solve em
I’ll just overdose
Yeah

violent! (jolst)

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Lyrics
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It's the infection of all you love
Don't let it take you down or else you're giving up
Just feel the tension like it's in your lungs
And let the oxygen be gone again as the water rises up

And I thought maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

I fall apart in the moment
I feel the rift and it's growing
Creating the waves
But I don't know where they're flowing
Rocking the boat and I'm hoping
That I don't sink in the ocean
Shout I'm okay
While in the middle of choking

And I brought it all on myself
I'm telling you I don't need help
And why are you listening
I'm the one withering living a shell
What left do I have to tell
I'm acting vampiric
While writing out lyrics
I ain't seen the sun in a week
While you ask if I'm well

And I'm trapped between my head and DMs
Like D&D it's all just pretend
And sure I can swim
But I've just been thrown in in the deep end
I'm not last to feel this feeling again
But all I see is see my own end
I'm not one to live
But I just keep, keep on dreaming

Maybe I could be better again
Tearing me down while I'm losing my friend
I'm hitting you up while you left me on read
But I don't need your help when I'm dead in the end
Maybe I could be better again
Smoking too much while I'm losing my head
You're kicking me down while I'm still on the fence
Indecision incisions to this very breath

Counting the seconds at night
If I survive, I'd be the greatest alive
Taking my chances like dice
If I don't roll sixes I won't have my chances to try
Screaming confessions of fright
I'm scared of the future why won't you just give me a sign
How can I tell if she lies?
I couldn't lose her but all I'm getting is snake eyes

Snake Eyes

Snake Eyes [Prod. Collins]

Lyrics
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It breaks my heart
knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I took my car on a night ride
But the street lights won't tell you when it ends
Tell you when it ends
'Cause I've been driving for a while
And the gaslight just keeps on flashing red
Keeps on flashing red
While my head's spinning libel
A hand on the bible I swear to god I hope he strikes me dead
Because I ain't changed from who I am
Hard drugs next to empty cans
And scriptures as diaries of torment penned in lead

And I took my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell you when it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

A face in the crowd
Pick me out
Hear my name
Say it aloud
You'll only know me when I ain't sober
Or maybe once if I'm a little hungover
See you 'round
'Round this town
Get to learn me
My ups and downs
You've only known me since last October
Still naïve but just a little bit older
Who's to blame
Naming names
The more it changes
It stays the same
And our investigation patience
Doesn't grow it only wanes
In this game
That we play
Pointing fingers
Like an array
It just keeps testing my agency
'Till it fades like tears in rain

It's hard
Knowing you and I won't cross paths in a lifetime again
A lifetime again
And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights only tell you if it ends
Tell me if it ends

And I crashed my car on a night ride
But street lights won't tell me if it ends
Will it ever end
And I found my heart by the sidelines enough times
With too many wounds to tend
Too many wounds to tend

Night Ride

Lyrics

What did I do? I don't know
Not a human, I'm a ghost
I'm a stupid and a lost soul
Where they all win, I cannot go

I got trouble fitting in
I got trouble making friends
But it's easy when I lose 'em
When they see me like I see myself

Fucking up great bitch, I don't need no help
I could never save shit, not even myself
Put me on a waitlist headed straight to hell
I can't take this feeling that I'll only ever fail

Even when I'm doing something that is right
Even when I'm doing something that is nice
It always bites back and I don't like
Feeling like that all night, wanna take my own life

If you think I'm strong, you're wrong
I just do not care enough
Bout myself, bout my health
All I'm waiting for is hell

What did I do? I don't know
Not a human, I'm a ghost
I'm a stupid and a lost soul
Where they all win, I cannot go

I got trouble fitting in
I got trouble making friends
But it's easy when I lose 'em
When they see me like I see myself

spotify.

trouble. | Produced by xunuk

Do it(prod.Ksunbtz).m4a

@yungnaturee

Lyrics

Weird kid
Back of the class
Headphones in and the music on blast
Studying shit that I will never pass
Too fucking slow and the teacher too fast

Chillin' at home and I lay in my bed
Writing down thoughts as they go thru my head
I never cared about what people said
I'm tryna live I don't talk to the dead

Tell me to leave and I'll go
I don't need you to add on to my low
Cut off your weeds or you will never grow
You gotta break in the dark before you glow

I'm fallin' down I get back up
I fall again never enough
Life is a bitch gotta get tough
Don't ever hope that shit a bluff

Fuck approval
You aint useful
Ima get to starting my removal
I'm the new cool 
Fuckin' crucial 
The way I'm cutting off it is brutal

are you sure? |  Produced by nature

Happy birthday to me.

Lyrics

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

You ran away, where you are now? I wouldn't know
Why do you play all of these games? Answer the phone
Fuck it I'll shift, I'm not the same, leave me alone
Don't come back when you see my name, I'ma be gone

20 years old, I've wished I was dead 20 times
Remember I turned 18, almost like took my life
I missed all of my friends, thinking about what I did
Never could come up with nothing, really made me feel like shit

19, wanted her to find me
Last year, it still ain't behind me
17, I don't even know
I deleted memories, I don't know how to cope

2018 I met this girl, swear she saved me
2019, I didn't know that she'd hate me
Before I let go I wanna make her bitter
Feel like tracy, toss that bitch I littered

I say whatever I want, really I think that I lost my mind
After I made "I lost her" I made her something that I'll never find
Death all in my head by 25 won't be alive
It'll be a miracle by then I haven't died

Fuck, did it again, cut off a tie, I burned a bridge
I'm slippin' again, I'm on the edge, might lose my shit
1, 2, 3, many reasons I'd kill me
How did I get so bad? I don't think you can fix me

I know that I'm a mess
So cold, ice in my chest
Time goes I just feel less
Getting close to my last breath

20 years old, already died
I'm getting cold, put me on ice
Gave you my love, you gave me lies
Already did, so then why should I try?

Don't tell me you love me
If you really did wouldn't crush me
Give me time, don't rush me
I wish you would trust me

XX! | Produced by boyfifty

Lyrics

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

Can't take it I might just go meet satan
Not faking, I think I might need saving
Life I hate it, not what I meant to create it
I'm so sick of fucking waiting like when the fuck will I make it?

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication

I don't feel like myself

I don't feel like myself at all
I miss the nights when you would call
You made me take down all my walls
Just to make me build more walls

I'm tired singing the same song about the same bitch
It's like taking pics of pain just to frame it
I made an album shit I might as well of hanged it
Every tear that I drop I should paint with

The way I'm going, I might as well live to be hurt
Cause I make songs about pain just to be heard
I'm not right in my brain, I'm a loose screw
Hate me or love me whichever one suits you

I can't feel neither, I'm numb anesthesia
Hate that I need her, I'm dumb, I'm no teacher
I spent my time when in school on a bleacher
Thoughts in my mind really making me weaker

I need a...
I don't know what I need in my life to believe
That I'm all that I need in this life to be pleased
I hate this place, I just wish I could leave

I'm stressed out, I'm hopeless
Can't black out on no shit
Been sober for too long
I almost just broke it

I wanna sip on a cup of some potion
I wanna smoke till I feel like I'm floatin'

This fucking probation got me all the fucked up
Too bad that I fucked up
Need motivation because I feel like giving up
Hope I'm not shit out of luck

I don't feel amazing, I feel like I'm fucking hated
I been tryna take it but I don't think I can take it
If I don't get drunk soon, I'ma end up wasted
I miss what the drugs do, I need medication