Lyrics

Everything that I thought that I wanted was what would of killed me
Everything that I pushed away, funny enough is what healed me
Tried for so long to do it alone but that never worked out
Had so much hate in my heart, I ain't know where to go, just sat there and broke down

I was looking for something but everything turned into nothing
Wasn't in you and you wasn't in me and apart from you I can do nothing
And I know now that without you, I would of never even made it this far
And I'm thankful, my soul was so lost but you still loved me with all of your heart

Even when I turned away from you, you kept on showing the way to you
I never knew why they hated me, I'll keep in mind that they hated you
I used to have so much faith in myself, Jesus, I put my faith in you
I used to think no one knew how I felt but now I see that you felt it too

And I know now that without you, I would of never even made it this far
And I'm thankful, my soul was so lost but you still loved me with all of your heart

JN, 15-4.

Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

Tears filling up and they falling, I keep myself from calling you
I need to change but I'm stalling, everything that I did, it was all for you
I'm still in pain no consoleance, I went insane, can't control it
My heart was beautiful but now it's molded, all that I wanted from you was to hold it

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

I love you more than you ever could know, I'm alone, I got nowhere to go
It's my fault, I'm not blaming you, no, I don't know why I can't let you go
I don't know why I do this to myself over and over again, need help
I'll be okay when I kill my...I'll be okay when I kill myself

Already told you in cold, all of this music a note
I'll leave it all before I go and I don't think I'm gonna make no more
I give up, I can't take no more, I don't wanna feel this hate no more
Ken, detmer, garrett, qayin, unknxwn., I don't even know my face no more

Finally cried but I still ain't died, when you left me, girl you ain't tell me why
Fucked my life and I lost my chance, need to leave this world, I don't need more time
Please don't ask why my songs are so sad, I don't know myself, I can't tell you why
Girl I gave you my all and you told me lies, say I don't care at all but you know I'm lying

i give up, i'm sorry.

adorer.

Produced by Yami's Sin

Lyrics

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

I think they're right about that, every night before I sleep, pray to God that I pass
Cant appreciate all that I have cause I'm stuck on the thought that I lost what I had
I want it back I do, I don't know what I should do, baby girl I miss you, fuck all this shit, I'm through

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

I think they're right about that, every night before I sleep, pray to God that I pass
Cant appreciate all that I have cause I'm stuck on the thought that I lost what I had
I want it back I do, I don't know what I should do, baby girl I miss you, fuck all this shit, I'm through

I know you don't miss me and I know you hate me, baby can you hit my line though?
Remember what you said to me? Remember what you told me? That you'd always have my spinal
You're all that I think about, even if I killed you I could not get you out of my mind though
Every night at sundown, demons they possess me, they been telling me I'm suicidal

spinal.

i had a bad day again.

this song is completely non profit

Lyrics

I put myself on display out of pain
But it won't change the fact you don't know me at all
Said that I would but I still haven't changed
I'ma say that I will but I won't not at all

The person I was and the person I am and person I will be all understand
Nothing we do will have any effect, I was meant to be broken, it's part of the plan

I'm still a sad kid inside of an adult
Say that you care but you show that you don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Always knew that I'd somehow just end up alone

It's okay though, I've learned to accept it
I'm just a person that can't be accepted
I'm just a person that won't learn the lesson
Soon I won't see it when you send me a message

This isn't a song, it's the only thing right when I feel like I'm wrong
This mic is the only one that I can talk to when I'm out of place and I feel so alone
I don't really care if nobody hears, it never was for any ears
The shit that I'm saying is not what I'm saying
Most of you won't understand what I'm saying

I still kinda wish you were here
Part of me doesn't believe that you're gone
Part of me partially loves you whole heartedly
Pardon me if I don't make sense at all

Never made sense to begin with
Only right, won't make sense when I end it
I keep typing out texts and don't send it
I just wanted someone to be friends with

it's only right, right? | Produced by raspo

Produced by septfree & sockedbeatz

Lyrics

Guess I'm not as useful
As I used to be
It don't matter where you go
I'ma find you so easily

You don't know how much I need you
You don't know how much you really mean to me
I don't need to see if I can't see you
There's a 100 million girls but they can't be you

I don't care about this world if it ain't me and you
I really don't wanna let you go but I need to
I don't understand why you let go cause you ain't need to
If I hurt you, baby I ain't mean to

Can you come back? I just wanna hold you
When you don't text back, regret what I told you
Cause I don't ever open up but I did
I gave you my heart and you don't even give a shit

"Why can't you let go Ken?"
You could turn into a ghost
I'll follow you till the end
Find you where ever you go

Want what I know I don't need
Need what I know that I don't
Empty cause I'm full of greed
I had enough but I still want more

I guess I'm not as useful
As what I used to be
You have no need for me
I guess I'll rest in peace

I guess I'm dead to you
But you're not dead to me
And you could never be
You're all I'll ever need

the wolf who cried boy.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Thought I'd let you know that I'm a sinner
The thin line between love and hate is getting thinner
Won't ever be first place, I'm not a winner
Don't wanna be here in the first place if I ain't with her

When I ain't with her, I don't wanna be here
They say that love is blind, too bad I can see clear
Just wanna be yours, too bad I can't be him
How it was before, I wish it could be again

Girl of my dreams but I won't ever see you again
Living in a nightmare, I wish that I could sleep again
See you in my dreams, I don't ever wanna sleep again
Cause when I wake up, I'll know that it was all pretend

Roses are red, violets are blue
Every word that I said, it was all about you
I still don't understand...what did I do?
You could tell me a lie if you don't wanna tell me the truth

I'll accept anything if it's from you
Let go of everything just to hold you
You're my everything girl, I told you
You're all I need and more

Said that you'd always be here
What would you leave me for
I don't think I'll ever leave here
I'm just a breathing corpse

Thought I'd let you know that I'm a sinner
I just wanna be with her

Thought I'd let you know that I'm a sinner
The thin line between love and hate is getting thinner
Won't ever be first place, I'm not a winner
Don't wanna be here in the first place if I ain't with her

When I ain't with her, I don't wanna be here
They say that love is blind, too bad I can see clear
Just wanna be yours, too bad I can't be him
How it was before, I wish it could be again

*auditory agony*

love is blind & i see clearly.

kept won't keep.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Baby I don't know why we keep letting this go on
I'm running on fumes and I don't wanna keep on going
All I want is you but you don't want me anymore
What the fuck I'm living for? I don't wanna anymore

Drink until I'm drunk until I stumble on the floor
Smoke until I choke until I can't breathe anymore
Cry until my eyes dry, sleep all day and stay up all night
Pour my heart out on these songs but I don't open up at all

I'm already drunk but I'ma pour me up some more
I just wanna talk but you don't hit me up no more
I just need a friend, can we please just make amends?
Why'd it ever have to end? I'ma love you till the end

I know that I should but I can't let you go
I know how I feel but I can't let you know
I burned every bridge, I lost every friend
I miss who I was but I can't be that man again

I can't, I won't, everybody I met back then wanna treat me wrong
I got a spirit inside my soul tryna make me go, it won't leave me alone
I never lied every time that I told you I love you but I guess you don't need me though
Oh you think you gone leave me hoe? Why the fuck you think I'ma let you go?

Why the fuck you think I'ma let you live? I can't escape all that you did
Karma is a bitch, I ain't waiting on that, I'ma take these matters into my hands
I ain't even have to write this down, I just spoke up, bitch I don't need no pen
On the day you go 6 feet in that ground, I might figure out how to forgive

Baby I don't know why we keep letting this go on
I'm running on fumes and I don't wanna keep on going
All I want is you but you don't want me anymore
What the fuck I'm living for? I don't wanna anymore

Drink until I'm drunk until I stumble on the floor
Smoke until I choke until I can't breathe anymore
Cry until my eyes dry, sleep all day and stay up all night
Pour my heart out on these songs but I don't open up at all

oblivion.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Can you hold my hand? Please don't let it go
You might let me in but baby I can't let you close
I don't want you to see everything that I hide
Don't want you to see every time that I cry

I don't even sing, all I do is whine
I turn pain into a song just like that water turned to wine
Why you wanna let me go? I just want you to be mine
You ain't even let me know that you was gone, ain't say goodbye

Couldn't even give me a chance, what'd I do that was so bad?
What'd I do that rubbed you wrong? What I gotta do to get you back?
What I gotta do to let you know? Girl, I ain't ever gone let you go
Why you gotta leave me alone? I ain't ever gone leave you alone

Can't "simply move on", can't "simply grow up"
It's simple, you're wrong, you're the only one for me
And I know that, please can you come back?
I reached out and you ain't call back

Hearts been heavy ever since you left me
I don't think this pain will ease unless you just accept me
Everyday I wake up and deal with this bullshit
Then I go to sleep and wake up and do it again

This is what I wanted right? Why am I so sad?
Can you stay for one more night and can you hold my hand?

Please don't let it go
You might let me in but baby I can't let you close
I don't want you to see everything that I hide
Don't want you to see every time that I cry

I don't even sing, all I do is whine
I turn pain into a song just like that water turned to wine
Why you wanna let me go? I just want you to be mine
You ain't even let me know that you was gone, ain't say goodbye

Couldn't even give me a chance, what'd I do that was so bad?
What'd I do that rubbed you wrong? What I gotta do to get you back
What I gotta do to let you know? Girl, I ain't ever gone let you go
Why you gotta leave me alone? I ain't ever gone leave you alone

JN, 15-4.

unknxwn.

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