flashin (p yago x jolst)

i thought hell was hot.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Is it karma? Is it character development?
To hell with this, I don't care what it is
But I can't let go
Cause I get my fix when my heart gets broke

I know that life might not be perfect
I know you weren't either but I thought you were worth it

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Thought you were the one, you were just another bitch
You told me I was the one, I was just another dick
I wasn't shit to you but just a body
You used me till you were used to me

I'm not Ken, that's who I used to be
A dead man that's who I'm soon to be
I think that's all that I'm meant to be
I'm not alive, I just pretend to be

Only in front of this mic
When I feel like I'm really alive
Did I miss that chance when it was time?
Hope I didn't, I'll fucking end it if I did

I hope I didn't cause I'll fucking end it if I did

closer.

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

Every single word I say real
It won't ever work, I can't heal
Honestly I could but if I did I
Couldn't make the shit I

Pour my heart into when I ain't got no one
I don't know what to do when I can't make no song
I know that I'm great but this shit not fun
You know where I'm at, you don't know where I'm from

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

I used to hear as a child, this kid gonna go places
Only place I been since then is Hell and I don't really think I can change it
I don't even know if I deserve it, wake up everyday just feeling worthless
I know nobody is perfect but I don't even feel I have a purpose

spotify.

as long as it leaves. | Produced by saint mike

Produced by kledyy x wowthissouzi 

Lyrics

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up
Aye I'ma pass out, you take my breath away
And I'ma crash out if you choose to go away

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

What did I do wrong? How do I move on?
Where did that girl go? I ain't have no one
I needed someone to save me
Here's my heart, don't break it, don't think I can take it

"Ken, are you okay?" Hell nah bitch I'm faking
Fuck all of these songs, please don't tell me I'm amazing
Your words stuck to me like a tattoo
I wish I could call you, I wish I could ask you
What did I do?

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

Where did you go? I needed you
And you ain't show up, girl you make me sick to my stomach, wanna throw up
Aye I'ma pass out, you take my breath away
And I'ma crash out if you choose to go away

What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do wrong?
How do I move? How do I move?
How do I move on?

what did i do?

Produced by luffysome x noah808

Lyrics

I need you back, whatever he has I seem to lack

Oh, why'd you ever have to leave me hopeless?
Make sure where the bodies go is where nobody notice
I don't wanna be fixed, I got used to being broken
It don't matter how I feel, I don't ever wanna open up

I'm so fucked, you just wanted sex
Baby all I want is love
I'll succumb, I'll become
Anything you ever need and anything you want

Baby I'm not worth it if you not with me, you can hit me
You know I'll forget about it as soon as you kiss me
Don't care what you do to me just don't forget me
I can't let you do all that to me and simply leave me

Bae it ain't that easy, we gone have to both go
Don't go, I need you here with me or I won't cope
I ain't got no need to cope if you just don't go
Moving on is what I need to do but I just won't though

Been in a bad mood ever since I woke up
Lux said I ain't need to write, so I spoke up
With the bogiebois in ATL & we gone smoke up
Love me, hate me, baby I give no fucks

Don't go, please don't go, girl I need you back, I can't let you go
I'm cold, I'm so cold, I ain't got nowhere to go I can call home
She's gone, she won't come back anymore, I guess I'm alone
I know that I should move on but I don't wanna move on

i don't wanna be fixed, i got used to being broken.

prod. me (dawsin)
guitars by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
-
im bored

lyrics :

like im noir
on her knees
on her knees
on her knees

huh
yea
like im noir
ahhh ahh

black and white pages
all on the floor
i hunt my prey from the dark
like im noir
"you have a bad taste"
haha
then why you craving more?
she look at me like
like an omnivore

i can see visions in the light
maybe its just a trick of the eye
yet they haunt me at the dead of night
they want me dead or alive
dead or alive
dead or alive
like dead or alive
dead or alive
dead or alive

i own a thermal scope i bet you dont have one of those
icy when things get hot, i see it when your bones get cold
i can feel the filth, i smell like blood and daffodils
she says i give her the chills
but bae that's a part of the thrill, real
hm
hea- hea-
but bae that's a part of the thri-
hea- hea-

got 10 bounties on my head, head
every one here, want me dead
but bae that's a part of the thrill

huh ya
baby i won't kill
but bae that's a part of the thrill

what
it's not my fault
... 
no..
it is.
i'm the one to blame
it took a lot of blood for you to learn that lesson
just sit there wallowing in ur own guilt (like im noir)

"you have a bad taste", then why you cravin' more?
she look at me like, like an omnivore

noire

Produced by kinderyessir & viannoo

Lyrics

*auditory agony*

Please come back, can you hold my hand?
I don't know where I'm at, I don't know where I am
I'm on a plane that's all out of gas and I'm over an ocean, don't know where to land
I wanna change, I don't know if I can
I ain't got nothing left, you were all that I had
I'm out of breath, gave it all I had
Wish I could care but I know I can't

Don't say you care when you can't tell me
Know I'm fucked but you can't help me
Don't waste yo time, you might as well leave
I ain't been fine since you ain't been with me

Already know how this go
So you just might as well go
You ain't gotta waste my time
And I don't really need to waste yours

Say that I don't but I need her
She say she love me but I don't believe her
I'm not a man, I'm a creature
I wear your skin but you shouldn't look deeper

You might see something you shouldn't
Gave it my all and I'm done
I don't make music for fun
And I don't make music for funds 

Please come back, can you hold my hand?
I don't really know where I am
I'm on a plane that's all out of gas
I don't really even know where to land
I wanna change, I don't know if I can
Nothing left, you were all that I had
I'm out of breath, gave it all I had
Wish I could care but I know I can't

I'm in a body but I'm not alive, I'm just tryna survive, I don't even know how to breathe
She don't care about me so don't even try
Even if you did, it wouldn't mean shit to me
Don't try to bring me back, I don't wanna
I'm fine where I'm at, I don't wanna go farther
I don't wanna get better, don't bother
I be telling myself don't call her

When I open my eyes, no color
You were supposed to be mine, no other
I got stuck in a loop, can’t recover
Heart full of scars that I never can cover

*auditory agony*

i stopped pretending this was music.

Lyrics

Cant even eat, cant even sleep, cant even find a friend that I can keep
Cant even know I'll get better cause I'm sick and tired my body is broken and weak
They say I'm okay, they call it phase, they say I'll soon come to see my better days
My better days are all in the past, the day that I want is only my last

Everyday I wake up same old shit, same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish, it would be when I die to be missed
Everything I do just feels so wrong, these 17 years been way too long
Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs

Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest and dont filter out what I say
Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good you say how you been I say okay
Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I know you want me to be happy, I really dont think it's in my DNA

I want the best for me too, you think I wanna be sad and I wanna be blue
I wanna work on myself, I wanna start being me and stop looking at you
I wanna do something right, when you're in the dark, I wanna help be your light
When you're not okay I just want you to know it'll end, and everything's gonna be right

The bottle is empty aint more pills, so much pain I'm bouta feel
I need a drug that'll take my emotion away and just make it not feel like its real
I need a feeling to stay that'll make all my time on this earth feel like its worth
My only curse, that is my birth, how do I feel? I'm only worse

Everyday I wake up same old shit, same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish, it would be when I die to be missed
Everything I do just feels so wrong, these 17 years been way too long
Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs

Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest and dont filter out what I say
Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good you say how you been I say okay
Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I know you want me to be happy, I really dont think it's in my DNA

unknxwn. - DNA.

DNA.

DNA. | Produced by Biv

Lyrics

I got a bottle of pills and a mind full of bad shit
Imagining shit, I hope I don't take action
Fuck my past, 'cause I still ain't past it
If I get in my car, I might crash it

Living lies that we were told were true
Used to talk, now I'm ignoring you
Fucking stuck and don't know what to do
Except for make a song and hope it pushes through

Working for a day that I'm not like this
I don't like to talk, that's why I write shit
Talent from the dark, I ain't on no bright shit
I'm on some deadboy, post death type shit

I'm just like you
I just wanna live life just like you
You say "I wanna be just like you" 
But I promise I'm nothing to look up to

I'm lifeless, stupid, broke, and I'm sad
Love like cupid, I never had
Won't get through this, I never have
Chance for some new shit, I think I'll pass

I know I hurt you, I'm sorry for that
You might get stuck if you go in my head
That's why I try to not let no one in
I don't need more pain from losing a friend

Antidepressants all over my bed
Don't know if I wanna take 'em again
I think I wanna feel the pain instead
If I can't feel that, then I'm honestly dead

cupid. | Produced by HXRXKILLER

Just wanna go back to the days when I wasnt depressed and my life wasnt shit
Cause now all I do is just cry in my bed cause I think about shit that I need to forget
When I wake up I reach straight for the shovel I'm diggin' myself deeper into the pit
Life is a puzzle but the way that we live our life puts you in a place that you dont fit

I'm seeing shit that I wish that I couldent
And I'm doing things that I wish that I wouldent
My feelings are fucked idk how to put it
I keep giving up and I know that I shouldn't
But as of recently I have no care
Don't waste my time I aint got none to spare
Said that you'd be there but now I'm like where
I dont play by the rules because life isnt fair
Used to want friends
Now I just want it to end
No longer wanna pretend
Thought I was making my way out the void
But the whole time I been falling back in
This shit is fucked
Why am I never enough
I can never call the bluff
Summer was straight 
My depression was left
But school came right
And now I feel stuck

Always inside of my bed
Sleeping on positive thoughts that are inside my head
Fighting with feelings that tear me apart that are deep inside my heart insted
You feel alive while throwing out lies but I speak the truth and I feel like I'm dead
I'll say my goodbyes and cut off my ties then open the bottle OD on the meds

Why open up? I don't see why I should
Why try to be happy when I never could
I rather fake my smile and say that I'm good
Than sayin' I'm fuckin' depressed
Sick of the shit I been givin' 
I bouta give up because
Honestly I'm fuckin' pressed
I'm gonna snap if you treat me the same as everyone else
And leave just like the rest
Warning you now not to fuck with the last of my feelings
Cause I'll do some shit I'll regret
Tell me you care whenever you can
Because if don't I'll just sit and forget
The way that I'm livin' my life
I'd honestly be better off playing russian roulette
I dont feel like I should try
I'm down in the dumps and I'm fucking upset

i stopped pretending this was music.

unknxwn.

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