Ive been waiting for this song to come out for a phat minute 

" why have a purpose you can't even see?" yo I love this song

Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

Broken in, I'm broke again
I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
Hope is hopeless, I'm fuckin' chokin', can't deal with this, fuck real life
I used to think about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might

Take my life, cause this shit don't make mine really feel nice
I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
Cause if I explain, they still wouldn't know about All of thoughts That've run through my head that're making me think
That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)

People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
We wanna get better, we're calling for help
But no one is willing give us a chance

So when I make it out, it's fuck them, and it's fuck you
Needed help, you ain't come through
You don't know what I've gone through
When you're all alone, I'll be gone too

Poppin' off like a 12 shotty
Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
Too bad, I don't feel sorry
She feelin' me but I don't feel shawty

unknxwn. - ill be gone too

i'll be gone too.

spotify.

i'll be gone too. | Produced by hateful

Lyrics

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I don't care about how my words effect others cause others don't care at the slightest for me
This world is a Hell and the demons are us and nothing is ever what you think it seems
It seems I can only make my life get better when I fall asleep and I live in my dreams
But their only dreams, and when I'm awake, I don't wanna be, how much can I take

Everyone's talkin' about how their life is so bad but won't get off their ass
Everyone's talkin' about all the shit that they had and don't care what they have
Everyone's lookin' for someone while someone is lookin' for them and they don't even care
Everyone's giving the credit to God but he's dead like my father and never was there

I cannot bare, all of the pain, that you put me in
Think I've gone insane, I don't think I'll ever win
This war that I'm facing, I'm tired of chasing
unknxwn.exe I just wish I could erase me
Cause all of the pain, that you put me in
Feels like I'm fighting in a war I'll never win
This weight's gonna break me, you can't really save me
I'm nothing but a memory, I'm already erasing

unknxwn. - never there

never there.

never there. | Produced by born hero

Thanks @undergroundunderdogs for the article: https://undergroundunderdogs.com/articles/unknxwn-is-the-voice-in-your-head-with-i-didnt-care/

Lyrics

dont act like you care cause proboly dont
dont say youll be there cause i know that you wont
repetitive relationships, put my trust into others and i always end up alone
I need a bullet to go thru my dome
You can tell by my tone that somethin' is wrong
I'm tired of lookin' at this fuckin' room
I'm tired of waking up feeling the blues
My hearts black as tar that ive put in my lungs
The songs that i make, when i make are not fun
I shine but I die while i burn like the sun
When faced with a problem my choice is to run

I say that I'd rather die & some people take that shit as a joke
They laugh & they smile so fucking hard
I bet they would laugh if i took a rope
Then tied that bitch into a fuckin noose
Then stood the fuck up on a fuckin' chair
Jump & then struggle fightin' for air
Suicide note reads: "I didn't care."
My life would be perfect if i was dead
Or maybe i havent taken my meds
And all of the thoughts are just rushing back, and i just forgot how to deal with that

Yeah
maybe thats it, thats why im feelin like this, thats why I feel like if i died right now i proboly wouldnt be missed
Positivity on E
no one could clean up the mess that is me
i push away everyone that i meet
why have a purpose you cant even see?

My heads fucked up
Fuck your fake love
Feel sad, take drugs
New place, new plug

i didn't care. | Produced by Biv

@ivrii

Lyrics

Lost thoughts in my head, I might slip up again
I might say the wrong thing, I wish it was the end
The reaper is reaching, my life force is leaking
I'm shaking and freaking out cause I know you don't need me

You promised that you'd never leave me
I told you this wouldn't be easy
I gave you my heart
When you gave it back, it wasn't beating

Now I'm dead again, putting my faith in the meds again
Taking whatever they recommend, I need a stronger sedative
Don't even ask, I'm not alright, I really do not wanna fight
No, not tonight, I would rather die

Than to live in this world with the way that I feel
I miss the old days, when everything was okay

Why can't I be okay?
Why can't I just feel good?
Slipping back to old ways
Just to fucking feel good
I'm a fucking waste of space
Never did a thing good
Music is the only way
I can let this shit out
I don't like to open up
It's not like you can help out
I tried to let a person in
Look how that shit turned out
Fucking up my lungs again
Smoke until I burnout
Lesson wasn't learned before
Lesson won't be learned now

sedative. (w/ ivri) | Produced by ocean

Lyrics

Run away, run away, run away from all the thoughts that just keep on destroying my head
Pain in my body, I'm nothing without it, the point of my life is to wish I was dead
Leave me alone I know I need a friend but I don't wanna end up all broken again
Sometimes I feel like I'm better but day turns to night and I feel like I'm hopeless again
You wanna get to know me? I'm sad and I only vent over emotional beats
If you think I'm not a lost cause, go speak to the last person that said that same thing to me
I will leave you in the past, you want my love? I can't give you some I never had
Why do I not give a damn? I think I got it from my piece of shit of a dad
I ain't seen him in some years, me disappearing like that might be my biggest fear
So silent I cannot hear, I pour up a glass and I look in the mirror say cheers
I wish I could say goodbye
Sometimes I wish I could cry
Sometimes I wish that the person I was would be the complete opposite of I
So when I'm sad they're flowing with joy
And when I cave, they're making a choice
and when I die all full of regret, they'll die with a life they enjoyed

FR87. | Produced by røse

Lyrics

No matter how many songs that I make
You'll never be able to hear what it takes
For me to sit down and think what I'll create
For the reason I'm real is the reason I'm fake

Life is a line and I've been to both sides
The dark is part where I learned to decide
To either become product of whats around
Or become the product that turns it around

This body is everything that I am not
Immortal and free not to have any wants
Cause I know I am everything that I need
I couldn't care if you fucking agreed

I'LL TRULY GET CLOSER TO LIVING WHEN I
ESCAPE FROM THIS BODY AND NOT BE ALIVE
CAUSE DEATH IS A DOOR THAT I KNOW WHAT'S BEHIND
ON EARTH I AM LOST AND DON'T KNOW WHAT TO FIND

I'M PART OF SOMETHING I DON'T REALLY KNOW
BUT I KNOW THAT IT'S THERE AND IT WILL NEVER GO
I DON'T NEED MONEY OR PHYSICAL ROPES
CAUSE I'M BETTER WHEN I'M IN THE AIR AND I FLOAT

Let me go now
I'm in bliss and I don't wanna escape this
But I know that I'll return back to where my feet burn
GOTTA LET HER GO EVEN THOUGH I WANNA KEEP HER

me, i'm bliss. | Produced by unknxwn.

Lyrics

Got stuck in the nightfall
Look in my soul see the lights off
Honestly I would still save you
But you wouldn't catch me if I fall

I'm too into myself
I'll be the reason that I go to hell
Cause sometimes I'm the one ringin' that bell
At least I'm aware enough that I can tell

Fallin' I'm fallin'
Why do my demons keep callin'?
No matter what key I try or I turn
Everytime I try start I keep stallin'

I can't move on
I'm fuckin' stuck in this rerun
I don't like pills but I need one
I lost my heart now I need one

Got stuck in the nightfall
Look in my soul see the lights off
Honestly I would still save you
But you wouldn't catch me if I fall

I'm too into myself
I'll be the reason that I go to hell
Cause sometimes I'm the one ringin' that bell
At least I'm aware enough that I can tell

nightfall. | Produced by tundrabeats

Lyrics

Off it to stop it, I lost it
You wanna save me but I want a coffin
You should approach me with caution
We've all got a line but I like to cross it

That door is bad but I knock it
The world's in my hands, I'ma drop it
This pill in my hand I'ma pop it
This pain that I feel I can't stop it

Heart's in a cage, need a locksmith
There ain't a second I go that I'm not pissed
If I give a fuck there's a plot twist
Cause so many fucks I do not give

There's so much to life I do not get
I'm in love with a girl that I'm not with
Life is a puzzle and I do not fit
I need a miracale, I'm out of options

Feels like I don't have a purpose, I'm worthless
If you could see through the curtains, I'm hurting
Songs are not fun, I mean every line I'm wording
I'm sorry mom, I didn't mean to be a burden

burden. | Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

@paineko

Lyrics

Lost what I had and I can't get it back
Cause I'm stuck in a mind that just always attacks
Every hope that I have, every thought that ain't bad
It just turns it around till my heart turns to black

So I feel like a body with no life inside
My favorite hobby is hoping to die
This hate inside me is waiting to fly
So I'll sit back and wait for the day that you lie

My only purpose is wondering why
Everyone that is happy could never be I
You wanna save me but don't even try
Cause I'll just fuck it up I'm not worth any time

Drag me to Hell that's where I belong
You prolly can't tell, I'm not really strong
I just do not give a fuck about life
I can't see any light I must be fucking blind

Fuck feelin' love that shit too hard to find
Lately my life ain't been feelin' like mine
I'm always upset but it's honestly fine
I'm just using excuses to go and get high

I like having reasons to not even care
I hate that I'm breathing so smoke is my air
Pumping my lungs full of poison
It's bad and I know it, the rush that it gives, I enjoy it

God if you hear me just fucking delete me
Stuck in a world that I know doesnt need me
I need it neither, I need the reaper
Don't get too close I might blow up like creeper

Fuck ups are my craft, how you been? I'm sad
Why am I here? I might dip out like my dad
Don't wanna fight back, I'ma give up
I made my life bad, I've had enough

Leave me alone cause I'm not what you need
There for you something I never will be
Happiness something I never will see
I'm broke as fuck, got a 10, buy a g

I might go MIA
You wouldn't care anyway
I'm all that's in my way
I pray for death everyday

(Backgroud)
Leave me alone
I wanna go
I cannot take this life anymore
My heart is sore
Brains I might blow
I might just end up dead on the floor

MIA. | Produced by paineko

Lyrics

I can't love you, I'ma have to leave you in the past, I want love but you can't do that
From the start I knew it was bad but I looked right past, I lost time that I can't get back
I can't do that again, it hurt too much and I'm not strong enough to hold anything else back, if I get pushed again I really might snap

Make songs so I don't have to talk, pain's my drive but I want it to stop
I'm not sure if that's all true cause without it then what would I do?
Been in the rain so long, I don't like it inside
I wanna live just as much as I've died
Gave love a shot and I hate that I tried, I'm ignoring my heart, I'ma focus on pride

From selfless to selfish, success I am hellbent, found my soul last year, 2020 I'll sell it
Money is all that I want cause I lost what I need
I'm replacing my sadness with greed
I couldn't care if you agree cause when I was still there you didn't
"I'll be waiting right here" you told to me
said that you wouldn't leave then did it

I'm gonna shine so bright, I'ma make sure that I make you miss this
My mind will never be right, the code in my DNA spells out MISFIT
Fuck everybody, I'm dying alone
Don't tell me "I love you" if you really don't
My heart like my name it's location unknxwn., can't wait till the day that I pack up and go

I won't give what I'm not getting
This is real I'm not pretending
I give in, my soul's not healing
Skin so thick you'll never peel me

i didn't care. | Produced by Biv

unknxwn.

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