finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

slipshot! (freestyle)

unknxwn. - at least i don't feel like this everyday anymore. (prod. Lezter)

Lyrics

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

Hold me don't hurt me, talk to me, don't call me
I'll keep forgiving, if you kiss me softly
I need you as much as I need you to leave
Cause I'm tired of us but without you ain't no me

You're all I had when I was only nothing
I'll take you back so I can feel like something
I know I'm no one, that's why I need someone
A shoulder to lean on, when I don't wanna cling on

Get in my head, you can abuse it
Fill me with all of your beautiful bullshit
Tell me I'm worthless, then tell I'm perfect
Confuse me to the point where I think I deserve it

beautiful bullshit. | Produced by elvien

Produced by soprettyanxiety, Nuxe & Coward

This song is an intense and raw reflection of my internal struggle, creative frustrations, and the pressure to meet external expectations. It reveals the depth of my pain, the ways I’ve used music as a coping mechanism, and the realization that something essential was missing throughout it all. From a faith-based perspective, this song represents a moment of reckoning—a realization that no amount of external validation or creative expression can fill the void that only God can complete.

The Missing Piece:

“This is my puzzle so you see the image but you cannot tell that I’m missing a piece.”

This line beautifully conveys the feeling of incompleteness. In the Bible, this missing piece is often identified as the absence of a relationship with God. No matter how complete the “image” appears, the soul longs for something more—God’s presence.

Scripture reminder:

"I am the vine; you are the branches. If you remain in me and I in you, you will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." (John 15:5)

The Frustration with External Expectations:

“They miss unknxwn. when he rapped like this, they don’t know that he hated that shit.”

This reflects the weight of being misunderstood by not only my audience but in the world. I've carried the burden of creating art that resonated with others but didn’t align with your inner truth. 

Scripture reminder:

“Am I now seeking the approval of man, or of God? Or am I trying to please man? If I were still trying to please man, I would not be a servant of Christ.” (Galatians 1:10)

Questioning Your Path:

“Oh my God, which of my turns were wrong? I can’t find out, I been here way too long.”

This moment of desperation acknowledges the need for guidance. The Bible encourages us to seek wisdom and trust God’s direction in our lives.

Scripture reminder:

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.” (Proverbs 3:5-6)

Lyrics

They miss unknxwn. when he rapped like this, they don't know that he hated that shit
They don't know that he needed to scream, that he needed to sing to get out that ditch
Yeah the lyrics were deep but the shit he was saying did not feel complete
This is my puzzle so you see the image but you cannot tell that I'm missing a piece

I might swing fist at all of this
I'm stuck, it's fuck my monument
I'm sick as shit of all of it
I wanna make you feel just how I get

When I'm stuck in the back of my mind
Where no one even looks just to see if it's fine
I feel like a book that ain't got any spine
So when I turn a page, I don't know if it's mine

Resonate with that song so much I can't make a part 2 and say one single line
Sick of these comments coming from people that don't got a life tryna comment on mine
"Hey, unknxwn. you fell off with rock" "Hey, unknxwn. I'm missing the old shit"
"Hey, unknxwn. I fuck with you a lot" I DON'T CARE! CAN YOU GET OFF OF MY DICK?

SAY YOU LOVE ME, YOU THINK THAT I CARE BITCH?
ALL I CARE ABOUT ME, NO ONE ELSE BITCH
WHAT I SAY AT THE START ABOUT SCREAMING?
IF I DON'T THEN I CAN'T GET UP OUT THIS

I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'D BE IF WITHOUT THIS
REALLY AM BUT I ACT LIKE I'M NOT PISSED
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, OUT OF OPTIONS
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, I CAN'T STOP IT

They miss unknxwn. when he rapped like this, they don't know that he hated that shit
They don't know that he needed to scream, that he needed to sing to get out that ditch
Yeah the lyrics were deep but the shit he was saying did not feel complete
This is my puzzle so you see the image but you cannot tell that I'm missing a piece

Oh my God, which of my turns were wrong?
I can't find out, I been here way too long

this is my puzzle so you see the image but you cannot tell that i'm missing a piece.

Produced by septfree

This song reflects a raw, unfiltered expression of heartbreak, unrequited love, and obsession. The pain and longing in these lyrics capture a deep emotional struggle and also exposes the dangers of placing one’s identity and worth in another person. From a faith-based perspective, this song could serve as a powerful testimony of how unhealthy attachment can be transformed through God’s healing and the discovery of His unconditional love.

Unrequited Love:

“What I saw in you, you did not see in me.”

This line conveys the pain of loving someone who cannot reciprocate. From a Biblical perspective, this speaks to the human tendency to seek fulfillment in relationships rather than in God, who is the only source of complete love and acceptance.

Scripture reminder:

“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.” (Psalm 34:18)

Obsession and Idolatry:

“Girl, you my drug, I’m a fiend.”

This suggests the unhealthy attachment and idolatry of another person. Biblically, anything we place above God in our hearts becomes an idol, which leads to emotional and spiritual harm.

Scripture reminder:

“You shall have no other gods before me.” (Exodus 20:3)

Heartbreak and Agony:

“Look at my heart, look at all these scars.”

The scars represent the emotional wounds caused by misplaced hope. Healing begins when those wounds are brought before God, who can mend them.

Scripture reminder:

“He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.” (Psalm 147:3)

Lyrics

Care so much about you but you don't see that
Told you that you were the one, you told me that you never could be that
And I know what that really means, what I saw in you, you did not see in me
What I saw in you I still ain't seen, girl you my drug, I'm a fiend

Where my hug at? This ain't a meme
Girl I need you, call me please
It's okay, I don't care if you lie
Can you tell me you love me?

I don't wanna leave june in july
My body is sick of this place
Too many games and I don't wanna play
I still got time but I don't wanna stay

All of the colors I knew are now grey
I really wish I knew what I should say
It's been so many God damn years
Why the fuck would you ask me if I am okay?

Did it stop your heart when you saw your name?
Oh, you thought changing it'd keep me away?
Oh, you thought changing it was the end of it?
I'm making songs but bitch I'm not pretending it

Just cause you don't love me don't mean that I stopped
Ooo shit, okay I'm blocked
You really think that mean something at all?
I'm down the street and I'm parked in my car

I can see you in yo God damn yard
You don't see me hiding in the dark
Look at my heart, look at all these scars...

*auditory agony*

NEED HER BACK, ALL I HAD THEN
NEED HER CLOSE, GIRL WHAT HAPPENED?
THOUGHT WE HAD SOMETHING SPECIAL
GUESS I WAS WRONG, GUESS I WAS WRONG

Care so much about you but you don't see that
Told you that you were the one, you told me that you never could be that
And I know what that really means, what I saw in you, you did not see in me
What I saw in you I still ain't seen, girl you my drug, I'm a fiend

just because you don't love me doesn't mean that i stopped.

Produced by kledyy

Lyrics

I opened up my chest, laid it bare for you
I pulled out my heart, something I never do
I scraped out the pain, every secret, every scar
I was hoping that you’d see me but you always stayed so far

I gave you the pieces, every single one with care
I was hoping that you’d hold them but you just left them there
I poured out my soul, let you see it all
But you never even caught me when I began to fall

I scraped it clean, down to the core
Gave you the love I’d never shown before
But you turned away, left me bleeding out
Now I’m hollow inside and I'm filled with doubt
I gave you my heart, every piece that I could
But you never would love me in the way that I thought that you would

You were the light I reached for in the dark
The warmth that I chased to mend my broken heart
I showed you all of the places I hide
The ghost of my past that I kept deep inside

Now there's nothing left but an empty space
Echoes of a love that time itself won't ever erase

i've scraped my heart clean to give you everything i possibly could.

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

I could tell you a million words and it still wouldn't make you pick me first
You could tell me a million lies and it still wouldn't change how I look in your eyes
I could write like a million lines and it still wouldn't say what I feel inside
You could leave me a million times but the moment you come back I'll be alright

Baby you're my drug and I been sober too long
I still hit you up cause I don't wanna move on
She don't want no memory of me, I keep her memory in these songs
Don't say you'll be here, I don't need you to be cause she's all I need but it's all gone

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

*auditory agony*

I'm worthless, I know this, you don't need to remind me
Girl, I just wanted to say that you're perfect, just in case you need reminding
Just in case he don't remind you, I lost her but I'ma find you
And I can't let you go, cause your heart, my heart's tied to

You told me that you cared, it turns out I was lied to
And you just left me there, I was alone with no one to cry to
I guess our love was a lie too, found out that your name was a lie too
I don't even know what to call you but I still wanna call you

I've said it a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I've said it a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines

I tried so hard for you and I failed every time

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

you're my drug and i've been sober for too long.

https://soundcloud.com/graveyardwraithdiscog/wraith-when-everything-you

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I don’t even wanna fight, I know imma lose
I treated you right but that wasn’t good enough for you
Cry myself to sleep at night, you was with some dude
I thought we was gonna grow old but you wanted something new
Girl, I gave you all I had, I can’t get that back
Was it something that I said? I ain't mean to make you mad
You can’t even call me back, why you wanna make me sad?
And it’s cool you got a kid but they won’t call me their dad

Why you even tell me that? I ain’t wanna know
You’re out there with him while I sit here all alone
You’re not in my bed, it gets fucking cold
But you’re in my head, I don’t wanna let you go
Baby, I can’t let you go, I can’t let you leave
I know you’re not happy, I know you belong with me
I don’t think I have a soul, no, not anymore
I lost that the same day you that walked out the door
I don’t think I have a heart, pain’s so sharp
You’re my missing piece but you don’t wanna play that part
I don’t think that I can love, not ever again
I gave you my all but you left me in the wind

I don’t even wanna fight, I know imma lose
I treated you right but that wasn’t good enough for you
Cry myself to sleep at night, you was with some dude
I thought we was gonna grow old but you wanted something new
Girl, I gave you all I had, I can’t get that back
Was it something that I said? I ain't mean to make you mad
You can’t even call me back, why you wanna make me sad?
And it’s cool you got a kid but they won’t call me their dad

i'm not fighting anymore.

Moros

EO - Zombie People

As the first album of this series, "Heretic Opera I" unfolds as a haunting gothic metal odyssey summoning nine Goetic spirits. Each track weaves chaos, forbidden wisdom, and unholy majesty into a dark operatic ritual, where celestial defiance and the danger of eternal damnation collide in a sinister crescendo. 

i'm not fighting anymore.

unknxwn.

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