so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

Produced by racky

Lyrics

Quenching my thirst with a poison, no wonder I keep heading back, I ain't know it was that
But I'm at point where I been here for so damn long, even though I know, I'ma go back
Cause that's all I know, if I stop then that means I'ma have to restart and that's so fucking hard
And I wanna be comfortable even if comfort is killing me, cause at one point what it meant to me

Was more than anything, if I know anything, I know I'll find her
She'll never get away, tried to get away, I was right there behind her
Baby please don't be afraid, that man of yours, he was in the way
Got him out the way, lets get away, we need to get away, they tryna find me

You hear those sirens? They getting closer, I can see all of the colors
You gotta make a decision right now, come be with me or you'll be another
Body I give back to the earth and we all gotta die but I swear you'll be first
I know I said you got a decision, this ain't a debate, if you choose the wrong one, meet your fate

Don't walk out that door if you don't wanna see what's out there
Baby I'm the only one who's out here
It's funny, there's 8 billion people in the world
But we're the only 2 in this specific part of it, no stopping this

You ain't wanna choose me, I'ma choose for you
I'll take us out this world and there ain't nothing that you could do
To stop it at all, you could of been involved with me some more
You gave me just a taste of your love but I needed more

All I was, was honest, you were so dishonest with me
The heart I gave was real but you just gave a copy to me
We could of avoided this if you just weren't so sloppy to me
You stepped all over me and now I got your blood on my feet

I see your blood on the floor
It's sad that all of that lead to this
Like what was it for? I guess that we'll never know
Guess that we'll never know

the heart i gave was real but you just gave a copy to me.

Produced by swkillmeee

Lyrics

I don't know, I don't know why
Can you please, can you tell me?
Wish I could but I won't cry
Even if I did you wouldn't hear me (x3)

You could cut me open
And you still wouldn't see me
You could wrap your hands around my heart
And you still wouldn't feel me

You could tell me "fuck off"
And I still would be there
You could cut my legs off
And wherever you go, I still would get there

"ken, i fucking hate you"

BEAUTY & THE BEAST YOU'RE MY BELLE
WHY THE FUCK YOU HIDING?
KINDA FEEL LIKE 9TAILS
WTF IM CRYING

AND I KNOW THAT YOU HATE ME
AND YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU
SO I DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU HURT ME
I JUST WANNA GET THE CHANCE TO HOLD YOU

I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW WHY
CAN YOU PLEASE, CAN YOU TELL ME?
WISH I COULD BUT I WON'T CRY
EVEN IF I DID YOU WOULDN'T HEAR ME

belle.

Produced by sockedrock

Lyrics

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

I could tell you a million words and it still wouldn't make you pick me first
You could tell me a million lies and it still wouldn't change how I look in your eyes
I could write like a million lines and it still wouldn't say what I feel inside
You could leave me a million times but the moment you come back I'll be alright

Baby you're my drug and I been sober too long
I still hit you up cause I don't wanna move on
She don't want no memory of me, I keep her memory in these songs
Don't say you'll be here, I don't need you to be cause she's all I need but it's all gone

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

*auditory agony*

I'm worthless, I know this, you don't need to remind me
Girl, I just wanted to say that you're perfect, just in case you need reminding
Just in case he don't remind you, I lost her but I'ma find you
And I can't let you go, cause your heart, my heart's tied to

You told me that you cared, it turns out I was lied to
And you just left me there, I was alone with no one to cry to
I guess our love was a lie too, found out that your name was a lie too
I don't even know what to call you but I still wanna call you

I've said it a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I've said it a million times, I've cried over you like a million times
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines

I tried so hard for you and I failed every time

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

I've said it a million times, I'm broken, I'm hopeless, I'm losing my mind
I've called you a million times, I've written a million lines
I'm sad for a million reasons, she broke my heart to a million pieces
I'll wait for you for a million seasons, won't learn my lesson with millions of teaching

you're my drug and i've been sober for too long.

https://soundcloud.com/graveyardwraithdiscog/wraith-when-everything-you

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I don’t even wanna fight, I know imma lose
I treated you right but that wasn’t good enough for you
Cry myself to sleep at night, you was with some dude
I thought we was gonna grow old but you wanted something new
Girl, I gave you all I had, I can’t get that back
Was it something that I said? I ain't mean to make you mad
You can’t even call me back, why you wanna make me sad?
And it’s cool you got a kid but they won’t call me their dad

Why you even tell me that? I ain’t wanna know
You’re out there with him while I sit here all alone
You’re not in my bed, it gets fucking cold
But you’re in my head, I don’t wanna let you go
Baby, I can’t let you go, I can’t let you leave
I know you’re not happy, I know you belong with me
I don’t think I have a soul, no, not anymore
I lost that the same day you that walked out the door
I don’t think I have a heart, pain’s so sharp
You’re my missing piece but you don’t wanna play that part
I don’t think that I can love, not ever again
I gave you my all but you left me in the wind

I don’t even wanna fight, I know imma lose
I treated you right but that wasn’t good enough for you
Cry myself to sleep at night, you was with some dude
I thought we was gonna grow old but you wanted something new
Girl, I gave you all I had, I can’t get that back
Was it something that I said? I ain't mean to make you mad
You can’t even call me back, why you wanna make me sad?
And it’s cool you got a kid but they won’t call me their dad

i'm not fighting anymore.

let me know if this is even any good, i genuinely find it really hard to find joy in my music anymore

produced by aki

lay me down take away the pain please save me
i dont wanna die i just wish that you could save
drugged up i dont need new pills they drive me crazy
doctor said im slippin but im sippin cuz im wasted

lucks up 
see that weed smoke
in the air, i dont care
i just spit my shit in my room
underwear 
on the floor
cuz we just fucked
i still smell your hair 
in my lair
beanie dropped a song and now hes gone to where
gone to hell
yeah im a wizard bitch im runnin out of mana cuz im castin all these spells 
i might fuck around and drop a song and disappear to hell
i might smoke a blunt
fuck a bitch
then i might kill myself

i got molly all on my dinner plate
pull the trigger, i been afraid
pull the mask off, show the face 
take the pill cuz i been insane
put me down cuz i been up and i been down now im stuck awake 
so just pull the trigger just

lay me down take away the pain please save me
i dont wanna die i just wish that you could save
drugged up i dont need new pills they drive me crazy
doctor said im slippin but im sippin cuz im wasted
lay me down take away the pain please save me
i dont wanna die i just wish that you could save
drugged up i dont need new pills they drive me crazy
doctor said im slippin but im sippin cuz im wasted

tone deaf (aki)

every step that i take
every breath that i waste
every second awake
is a debt i will pay
every drop that i bleed
is a blessing from me 
i dont mean anything
im a curse to set free

i'm not fighting anymore.

unknxwn.