favourite song on the album so far, they just keep getting better, TIDE!!!!!!!!!

metamorphosis v2

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed

(unknxwn.)
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my time
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets

paranoia w/ unknxwn. (lxvesick)

DEADLY(jimmy hooks)

Lyrics

Don't know what I did so wrong
That would make you fucking think that apart we're better off
Cause it's only been a week and I promise that I'm not
Any better than I was when I thought you were the one

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

I can't let this happen but we don't have to go there
Don't tell me you're moving on or you ain't going no where
Promised you would never leave, I won't let you break that
You say I'm the problem well you gone have to face that

Don't say "we should slow down"
I can't let you go now
You've dug way too deep
I won't ever let another get as close as you to me

I wanna know what I did to make you hate me
I wanna know why you thought you had to break me
Don't wanna know where you been as of lately
Because girl, because baby...

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

without me. | Produced by jewelerbeats

GHO$TBOY- i Feel Dead (Ft.AXG Karmah)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

addict.

Produced by emma

Lyrics

I needa reset
I can't catch my breath
I been on my own for so long
Don't need a friend

I don't like to talk
Write a song bout how I been
I can feel their claws in my skin
When I'm in bed

I see humans walk around that already been dead
I see faces all around that I know just were sent
For me to fall back into a person I don't miss
Body hate my soul and I know my heart hate my head

Fuck it, blow it off, that's your only option
You don't even talk, what's on your chest can not get off it
So I recommend your neck, your head needs to be off it
Will it ever end? Cause I don't know if I can stop it

in my skin.

Produced by flower x nihil2free

Lyrics

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

I can't let you go, I won't even lie
Don't know how to cope when you're not beside me
I love you so much, I can't explain
You don't give a fuck always leaving me in pain

I love you to death, I don't care about my life
I'll always be there even if you isn't mine
I know you don't care though, you gone do me wrong
Fuck this isn't fair bro, I loved her all along

I don't wanna leave, you don't wanna stay
One of us can't win and I know isn't me
You ain't gotta do me like that
What the fuck I ever do for you to treat me like that?

You don't understand, I'm misunderstood
Every thing is bad, I ain't ever feeling good
I don't wanna play these games no more
You told me you needed space but you just wanna hoe more

Despair, I'm too busy in, no more time for friends
I cared way too much and then I was left again
You hit me up out the blue, where the fuck were you?
When I needed it, fuck this life I'm leaving it

When somebody tell you that they love you don't believe in it
I gave her my heart and turned my back she started eating it
Reaper where the fuck you at? Yo purpose I been needing it
Weaker than where I was at, a purpose I been fiending it

reaper.

(lyrics)

It's 4 a.m., but I'mma push it to 5 Lookin' dead, baby, but I'm feelin' too damn
alive Baby, give me some time and I'mma change
our lives they Ain't fuckin' with it now, but baby, give

them some time Every day, every week, nothin' new, no sleep
4 Am lookin' at the mirror Just a sad boy with some eyes of a killer
What you sad for, baby, I can't remember What she mad for, I'm always right here with
her Teen lovin', just some teens fuckin', baby

They say it means nothin', but baby, it means everything
Baby, keep it comin', that's just that teen shit I'm still a teen, bitch
Screamin' fuck the world, comin' off a little mean shit
Fuck the world, the world mean, bitch I ain't stoppin' till my mama wip foreign

I ain't stoppin' till I hate this shit and it start to get boring
I ain't stoppin' till the music dead and got me mournin
It's 4 a.m., but I'mma push it to 5 Lookin' dead, baby, but I'm feelin' too damn
alive Baby, give me some time and I'mma change

our lives they Ain't fuckin' with it now, but baby, give
on them some time Every day, every week, nothin' new, no sleep
4 Am I'm lookin' at the mirror Just a sad boy with some eyes of a killer
What you sad for, baby, I can't remember What she mad for, I'm always right here with her

GHO$TBOY- 4:AM *prd.soprettyanxiety*

Produced by R3DQX & discent

Lyrics

You won't remember me when I'm a memory
I'm so in love with you, you're a facade cause you act and you only pretend to be
Thought I'd be better by now but I'm not, I was sick and I only was withering
You'll never know what you meant to me, you'll never know what you did to me
I can't let go and it's sickening

I can't get you out of my head
Maybe I will when I'm dead
Maybe I won't, then maybe I'll haunt
That bitch until she finds death

9mm of metal inside of my skeleton
Wish I could say that the state that I'm in
Is better than the one that you left me in

But I won't cause I can't
I only wish I could hold you
I feel the wall on my back
If it was cap, wouldn't of told you

That I love you more than anything inside of this world that we're in
I'm in a hole, can't get out of

memory.

my mind lately: 

please dont leave me to rot, all the things that i thought, finally coming through

its a lot to ask, but can i come round soon and maybe speak to you?

and i got this note, full of things in my head i can go on all day,

shit where do i start? im not feeling real and my mind is grey

and as the time goes and passes, sleeping on an old mattress, blunt ash on the bed,

and im not very productive, im just anxious, destructive, use to love this shit.

i step outside i feel like throwing up, i just wanna know whats up, do you have the answers,

cray there's something you're not telling me but i dont even know myself like am i really fucked

dissociation i lose all my patience, im feeling insane,

heaven gates waiting, far away from the satan, ignited flames

agoraphobia

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

But I don't know how to talk to him
And I can hear every thought from them
So when they try to steer me wrong
Where the fuck do I run?

Where the fuck do I go if the man in the sky
Don't ever try and leave no rope
How he expect me to rise above all these things?
I ain't ever had no wings

Every emotion I had, gone
All of my thoughts are a bad one
No father in blood but my father in love
Piece of all of us went when you passed on

Couldn't look at you in the casket
I wish it all was a bad trip
Thought it'd get better it hasn't
I just got better at maskin'

Every thing that's inside me
That I don't want no one to see

Why do I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt?
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

Feel like if I did that, I'd be so fucking hopeless
Cause I remember when that was all I put my hope in
I was left with fucking nothing and I ain't learn no fucking lesson
Except every connection & moment that you have with someone you love is a blessing

That could be taken away with no question
Turn every blissful sensation to stressin'
Death is door every one of us destined
Every breath you take gets closer to that shit

"Ken why are you thinking bout that?"
I think it's weird that you don't though
I mention grief, you get so sad
I think you might need an ear full

Of every bit of the hard truth
Stop tryna find a distraction
Focus on what you want to
One day we'll all be past tense

I keep getting this urge that I know only leads to hurt
Sometimes I say I don't care but I know that don't ever work
One hand from the darkness wanna leave me heartless
My heart made of light tell me leave it all in Gods hands

gaudse.

Produced by kewan x jaysset

Lyrics

Wanna heal but I can't
I mean I prolly could but I won't
What I feel isn't black
It gets darker than you'll ever know
I could talk but I won't
I can't ever let nobody know
What I have in my head
I won't ever be the one you hold
When it's cold, when it's dark
When I feel like I'm falling apart
This shit is old, wake up everyday
And I do the same shit and I play the same part
And I'm getting so tired of all the emotions
I keep to myself that are hurting my heart
Why the fuck did you let me get over you
Just to reach out to me? Now I'm back under you
Can't get you out of me

Leave me alone, I'm fine
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't know why I try
I don't even have anymore hope
I'm a fraud, I'm a lie
Cause I know that I told you I'm fine
But I'm really not cause I know if I was
I wouldn't have to say that I am every time
I don't cry anymore, I used to a lot but I just got bored
I used to fall to the floor, screaming at God "Why the fuck was I born?"
Wanted to die, I tried but I failed, do I still go to Hell?
I barely care about my own life, you really think I care bout someone else?

emotions to mp3.

DADDY

@xweepings

Produced by p4ra

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Wish I ain't wake up, don't like what I see in this world
When I'm sleep I can be with that girl
Pulling my strings til I unfurl
Get in my bed and I just curl up in ball

And I look at the sky and I ask god why in the fuck can't I cry?
Is it because I'm numb? Is it cause I'm fucked?
Is it cause I ain't even enough for the tears in my body
To not even want me? god what in the fuck do you even want from me?

I don't feel love from no damn body
I ain't got trust for no damn body
I wish I was just some damn body
To some damn body, I'm no damn body

When I'm dead don't no damn body
Come acting like they just lost somebody

Cause I swear to god that they didn't
I had a life and they never was in it
If anyone cries that that isn't my mom or my girl
They fucking pretending

And if they isn't
Why in the fuck they ain't listen?
To all of my cries for help in all of my songs
I know they heard one

| weepings |

I wake up each day and I dream of escape
I'm done pretending I'm okay
I can't trust another, not even my brothers
Stay isolated in my cave
Sure I'm just another case
Just a number on a page
What is the point if one day I'll just be a name upon a grave
Still I try so hard to keep my head on straight
There's still some things I love
But even more I hate
I know I drink too much
So much time I waste
Swear these past few months can't recognize my face

| unknxwn. |

Wish I ain't wake up, don't like what I see in this world
When I'm sleep I can be with that girl
Pulling my strings til I unfurl
Get in my bed and I just curl up in ball

And I look at the sky and I ask god why in the fuck can't I cry?
Is it because I'm numb? Is it cause I'm fucked?
Is it cause I ain't even enough for the tears in my body
To not even want me? god what in the fuck do you even want from me?

I don't feel love from no damn body
I ain't got trust for no damn body
I wish I was just some damn body
To some damn body, I'm no damn body

When I'm dead don't no damn body
Come acting like they just lost somebody

weepings & unknxwn. - nobody.

Lyrics

I'm fucking up again, so God, forgive my sins
I'm losing all my friends, how did I come back to this?
I ran away till it caught up, fuck all these games tear the card's up
Don't know what this is but it's not love
My heart's put away and it's locked up
You can't save me, not like you'd give it a try though
I'm still breaking down but I sing on the high note
It's okay if you hate me, I know you used to have high hopes
Please don't chase me, if yes really meant no, I would be right
How far could I get if I really tried? Don't care about shit, if I do, then I lied
I found a genie stuck in a bottle, I wished for death, and I still havеn't died
Why can't I get out of my head? I think I'd bе better off dead
Lies making me say that again, life took me back to the bottom again

in my skin.

unknxwn.

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