Lyrics

Don't give me your love cause I really do not want it
Bitch I'm not enough, I'm not a fuckboy I'm just honest
Baby I'm just being honest
May be out my mind I put my faith into an onyx

I don't fuck with god, he declined when I called
How much pain I'm in? A lot, ain't no pill gone turn it off
Know one day that I'ma rot but till then I'ma rock
You not what I'm tryna find, baby girl I'm not lost

But you are cause you keep tryna call, I don't like it
Nah I don't see no fucking light inside my iris
Law, fuck the law, why you care bout shit that I did?
I did some wrong and honestly I liked it

Under the weather I become detmer
Thoughts in my head now my fucking head hurts
She's in my bed now but I'll forget her
Or maybe I won't, then I'll just make a better

Song for the ones got some shit going on
Can't feel shit, bitch I'm numb, been like this for too long
At the tip of my tongue words that may just be wrong
Fuck that shit, fuck it all, I'ma say what I want

I don't like rules, I don't like tools, I don't like you
Might choose not the right move if I like to
I do only of the things that I say so
Make some money, spend it all and then I make more

Hearts in parts and pieces
I need a new reason
Fuck life, I might leave it
Fuck that, I'ma fuck life till it's screaming

Shut the fuck up, yo two cents? Don't need it
Died? Shit I must of, I don't think I'm breathing
I had enough of holding off my demon
Come here get a close up, honestly he decent

Don't give me your love cause I really do not want it
Bitch I'm not enough, I'm not a fuckboy I'm just honest
Baby I'm just being honest
May be out my mind I put my faith into an onyx

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iris! | Produced by ERLAX

Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

XXI.

Lyrics

Novana no nirvana
Blowing up, feel like osama
I might need to chill, I might trigger someone trauma
I swear that this shit is way too easy, feel like gunna

I'ma loner, I'ma lost cause, I'ma mess
Wanna hold her, baby can you call me again?
I'ma soldier, y'all don't even know that's what I meant
Like a boulder, I'ma go through anything that's in

My path, on a road of being what I know
I can, learning to let go of all the things I can't
Keep in my control, like a buddhist
I don't wanna feel like I'ma lose it

I ain't have shit, all I had was music
Ain't a tactic, no you cannot do this
Think I'm magic, abra cadabra
I ain't ever lose her, I ain't ever have her

How can you lose what you ain't ever had?

How do you all of fucking that?
Making all these different genres, still ain't sounding bad
I don't really even wanna, I feel like it calls me
Put myself into this shit so much, I think I lost me

That's why I need it, it let me hold on
When I feel like shit, when I do not wanna go on
When I feel like this, no single thought inside my head
I'm in the abyss, I'm not alive, not dead

I've always existed, this is just the body I'm in now
Time's no longer ticking, I'm in bliss, I know there's only now

I don't know why it took me so long
To know why me no like people
Most not alive and most rather cry
Than get off they're ass and stop all the lies

I do not like that, I gotta keep on
Taking my life back till I can't keep on
With every breath in my body I will
Do, be, feel anything that I will

dosvana. | Produced by monoxide

Lyrics

I ain't want no help, did it on my own
Fuck it if I fail, I'ma blame it on my own
Fucking stupid ways, I don't really wanna wait
For that door to open up, I'ma find another way

To get where I want, to get where I need
Ain't like where I was so I had to fucking leave
Ain't like what I was so I had to fucking change
I kept fucking up, I was bouta go insane

Almost took my life sittin' in the parking lot
Of a motherfucking kroger, stuck inside my thoughts
I let it blow over, then I had a choice
So I made a change, I was sick of all the noise

That I had in my head
I said, "I just wanna be dead"
Regrets flooding up my vision
I needed to talk, so I called her up, then my tears start to drop

I was fucking scared for someone to see me
But I didn't care I was sick of what was eating
Me up inside, opened my gates
I let the love in and let out the hate

I felt like nothing, I wasn't okay
I needed something to take me away
I wanted drugs, I wanted sex, I wanted money
But it wasn't what would save me

It wasn't what would make me
Know I'm only one could ever save me
I am the only one could ever break me
I am the only one could ever take me

Where I wanna, where I wanna be
I don't wanna sit here on my knees
So I'm gonna, get up off my ass
Leave it all behind & I'm never coming back

take me away. | Produced by wxrst

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

Tapestries of Time is a warm, cinematic folk-rock journey stitched from memory, love, and the long road home. Fingerpicked acoustics, baritone storytelling, and intimate strings weave scenes of carousels, letters, autumn streets, and starlit promises.

Midnight Train to Nowhere

Two Beers and a Cup of Tea!

2017 - 2020. Albury Nsw / Melbourne Vic.

Zali Douglas - Lead Vox / Rhythm Guitar / Bass
Alex Thurling - Drums 
Oscar Dean - Lead Vox / Rhythm Guitar / Bass
Ciqala Johnson - Lead Guitar
Lachlan Wood  - Keyboard

Pretty Hair

lyrics:
can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

hey universe, if u hear me speakin
beat the shit outta me, id really preciate it
maybe theres a lesson that i really needa learn
u keep creatin fires, and now i just really wanna burn
ion blame u, cuz i do stupid shit
but can u stop goin easy cuz i needa learn quick
try to douse me in gasoline, to make this shit hit
i wanna be a good guy, but u think im unfit

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my fuckin mom shed say im a fuckin disgrace
i like to ink my skin cuz im in love w mistakes
n if u got some shit to say just put ur fist to my face

can the world just punch me in the face
if u ask my shitty exes theyll say that i fuckin changed
im the pretty boy that ur lil man wants erased
n if the devil was a bitch id prolly fuck her in the face

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can the world punch me in the face? (prod. HXRXKILLER)

OUT NOW ON IDLEGLANCE: https://youtu.be/AEaAIisJ3ek

Check Out The Producer:

Soundcloud: @lilghosty00
Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UCVj24MJaGwohHDmmbfQ6Frw

Lyrics
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I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I don't even know who I think I am
I'm just somebody who I used to know
Leave me alone with a couple of cans
I think I'm better at the side of the road

Spending all my cash on a couple of grams
I'm only high when I ain't feeling low
Back from a show with a handful of bands
Babe do you love me? Don't say no

Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left just please don't go
Don't say no
Don't say no
You're all I have left, please don't-

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my-

Imma make it all the way, I'll be coming for my pay
Grab a slice and grab a plate, you can have what's left behind
See me: Louie on my waist, Gucci dripping in the rain
I ain't fucking with no fakes, but y'all can see me on the rise

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

I got bags, I got drip, I got lean in my sprite
I got cuts, I got scars, I got nothing left to hide
I got coke and xanny bars from the plugs on my line
If you ask me how I'm feeling then I fucking hate my life

I'm awake but I'm tired, looking for a lighter
Shawty call me liar, and I know that she right
Think I'm hanging from a wire, lover not a fighter
Baby I'm a vampire, never see the light

Nothing Left to Hide

iTunes

Nothing Left To Hide [Prod. Lil Ghosty]

SPOTIFY: https://sptfy.com/6Ao6
SOUNDCLOUD: https://soundcloud.com/cairnmusic
APPLE MUSIC: https://music.apple.com/artist/cairn/1534352747
YOUTUBE: https://youtube.com/iamcairn
INSTAGRAM: https://instagram.com/iamcairn
TWITTER: https://twitter.com/iamcairn_

Lyrics:
I honestly tried to fit in
To the life you want to be living
But I could never be enough
And I’ll never be enough
You’d rather throw away your love
Into the heavens above
You tell me that I’m not alone
I got no doubt I’m on my own
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

My picture waits in your closet
As my colours fade, I can’t stop it
Got me blind in thе dark
While I’m searching for the stars
And I’m covеred in dust
Locked up and living with these scars
And if you ever change your mind
Don’t think I’ll ever call you mine
‘Cause you ghost me and throw me away

You tell me you care
But no one is there
I’ve lost it all
I’m up in the air
‘Cause you can’t be there
You’ll watch me fall

Fall

fall

Music video link: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=18cjnRsgHvA

iris! | Produced by ERLAX

unknxwn.