I was gonna comment on how u post soo much. But ig this is it.

“Nothing to hold on to” and “uni” are fs my fav. I remember I few yrs back they stayed on repeat for a few months.

“6feet!” Is another “cErTiFiEd ChUrCh ClAsSiC”😂🙏🏻

Produced by kledyy

This song carries a deep emotional weight, capturing themes of identity, longing, self-conflict, and inner turmoil. It’s a powerful piece but it’s important to note that it represents a past version of myself that was caught in double-mindedness and seeking validation through relationships, identities, and external recognition.

The lyrics reveal a struggle with self-identity and fractured personas. I express the pain of trying to reconcile different parts of myself—Ken, Detmer, Garrett, Qayin, and unknxwn.—and the longing for someone’s love and acceptance.

From a faith perspective, this could serve as a testimony of how God’s love has provided me with the wholeness and purpose I was searching for through those identities.

Identity:

“Ken is my name but I’m not who he is” reflects the disconnect you felt from your true self.

Biblical truth:

God created you with purpose, and your identity is ultimately rooted in Him.

“I have called you by name; you are mine.” (Isaiah 43:1)

Love and Longing:

“Wish you would tell me you love me, you won’t” expresses a deep yearning for love and acceptance.

Biblical truth: 

God’s love is unconditional and fills the void that no human relationship can.

“The Lord appeared to us in the past, saying: ‘I have loved you with an everlasting love.’” (Jeremiah 31:3)

Inner Conflict:

“Garrett told Detmer to unhand me” and “I’m not alive, I’m an echo” capture the battle between the parts of yourself and a sense of emptiness.

Biblical truth:

True peace comes from surrendering all parts of yourself to God.

“A double-minded man is unstable in all his ways.” (James 1:8)

Lyrics

Wish you would tell me you love me, you won't
You won't say that till the day that I die
I really wish I was who you'd want
You're in my heart but I'm out of my mind

They hear this shit and they think that I'm...
Can't even say what they thinking
I'm the only that could ever understand me
Garrett told Detmer to unhand me

I'm in a place that I can't leave
Wish that I was but I can't be who that girl want
Why can't she see?
Everything that she did, does, will mean to me

I need her bad, I can't let go
Gave her my heart but where that go?
I'm not alive, I'm an echo
I got unlimited songs like eckō

Why you leave me on my own?
I need you more than I need my own breath in my body
Cause what is it worth
If you're not the one that I'm spending it on?

Ken, detmer, garrett, qayin, unknxwn.
They came to save me when I was alone
Nobody else did, nobody else will
Nobody on earth will know the pain I feel

Guess I'll explain it again, Ken is my name but I'm not who he is
Detmer is all of the things that he hid, Garrett just wanna make peace and amend
Qayin don't really care who he is, he gone be cool with whoever he with
unknxwn. is an alias we only use it when tryna be confident but we be faking it

Don't call me crazy, I'm not, I make sense to myself and that's all that I got
Cause what's it all matter if what really matters to me is not what I say I believe?
So find out what matters to you & don't ever let it be moved
And don't ever let it get lost, cause you only get one and that's all

Wish you would tell me you love me, you won't
You won't say that till the day that I die
I really wish I was who you'd want
You're in my heart but I'm out of my mind

They hear this shit and they think that I'm...
Can't even say what they thinking
I'm the only that could ever understand me
Garrett told Detmer to unhand me

I'm in a place that I can't leave
Wish that I was but I can't be who that girl want
Why can't she see?
Everything that she did, does, will mean to me

I need her bad, I can't let go
Gave her my heart but where that go?
I'm not alive, I'm an echo
I got unlimited songs like eckō

ken is my name but I'm not who he is.

Lyrics

Fool me, told me that you would be there but you never was
Choose me, baby, I wish that you would give me your love
Use me, anything you need to do to me to be enough
If she doesn't want me, I'm not enough
If I give her time, then she'll see that I'm enough
Move on, wish that I could but I can't cause baby I'm stuck
Don't wanna do none, I had my hope, love, and dreams crushed
I miss that girl but she don't give a fuck, feel like 2019, not enough
And I know that I'll never bе, and I know that I never was
And I know that you nevеr cared, and I know that you never could
When you told me that you would be there
Part of me knew that you never would

when you told me you'd be there part of me knew that you never would.

Lyrics

If you look me in my eyes, you can find out what I am
But don't look me in my eyes cause I know that you won’t understand
Please don't go inside my mind cause you probably won't ever get out
Why you leave me for that guy? Can you tell me what that’s all about?
Can you tell me why you left? Can you tell me why you ain't here?
You can take away all my stress, you can take away all my fear
You can take away all my hurt, you can take away all my doubt
You can take away all my pain, you can save me if I drown
But you ain't do that, you gave me all that back
You gave me so much more, I don't think imma come back

I don't think I can be saved
I don't think I'm really worth anything more than pain
I think I need to be...

I think I need to be put in the dirt
Wanted you bad, now I want you worse
I hurt you last but you hurt me first
I don't care if you’re poison, quench my thirst
You’re lost fire, I'll burn
I’m so tired, won't learn
My lesson, I'm stressing
Can you please read my message?
Can you return my call? Why I'm still in my car?
Tryna find where you are, please don't be too far

i don't care if you're poison just quench my thirst.

Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?
Lies is all I know, Cry is what I don't do any fucking more
I did that enough when you left me in the cold

Oh, God can you please help me?
This isn't a song, this is me asking for help please
Don't ask me why I'm hurting
I know why I am but I don't want you to desert me

Can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go?

I don't even wanna try anymore
Really wish I would of died on that floor
I took way too many pills, couldn't get high anymore
I ain't wanna be alive, hope? I ain't have anymore

I can't leave it alone, I can't let it go
Why'd you ever go? Why'd you ever go? Baby, why'd you ever go?

this isn't a song, this is me asking for help.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Wish I was what she needed but I'm not the one she want
She was all I ever needed but I see I'm not enough
Yeah I'm out here making songs but I ain't making this shit up
I still feel like she the one, I ain't ever giving up

I won't ever let her go, you could never even know
What I'm feeling in my bones, what I feel when I'm alone
I don't have to be alone if you would come back
I won't ever let you go, can you please come back?

Stuck in my head, left me on read
Seen what I said but you didn't text back
I found some new motivation inside of these songs
Because I got my stress back

I just want what I had back
Life is a test, I won't pass that
I'm not in pain, bitch I'm past that
I had a chance but I passed that

Don't know what I did so wrong babe
You're not here so I'm not okay
Thought by now that I'd be healed
I'm still not, you're still with him

Wish I was what she needed but I'm not the one she want
She was all I ever needed but I see I'm not enough
Yeah I'm out here making songs but I ain't making this shit up
I still feel like she the one, I ain't ever giving up

I won't ever let her go, you could never even know
What I'm feeling in my bones, what I feel when I'm alone
I don't have to be alone if you would come back
I won't ever let you go, can you please come back?

Don't know what I did so wrong
You're not here, "okay?" I'm not
Thought by now that I'd be healed
I'm still not, you're with him

you're not here so i'm not okay.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

I need you baby, can we talk it out? 
Cause I ain't happy
I know you're not either with that guy
Because you're meant to be mine

Ain't nobody should have you if it isn't me
I'm obsessive, I need you, you're all that I see
Go to sleep and I dream of you, wake up and I still think bout you
Cause I know you're all that I have

Can't let you go, thought you'd learn that by now
If you try letting go then I'll burn both us down
I ain't ever had a drug stronger than her love
She's all I fiend for, I'll always need more

I put her on pedestals, on pedestals, on pedestals
Every girl I met was less than you, was less than you, was less than you
Girl I'll always see the best in you, the best in you, the best in you
I know it's been 5 years but I'm still expecting you

Tell me you love me, don't care if it's lies
Make me think there's a chance and I swear I'll be fine
Girl I'm so delusional, girl you're so damn beautiful
I find you every time, what the fuck you keep on moving for?

i need you, can we talk?

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

See your face in hallways but you're not there
Why I always end up back here?
Tried so hard but I failed again, I feel like selling my soul again
Named my heart winter how cold it gets, I know I won't get her but I'm still not over it

Cause without her I feel like a no one
I know she hurt me but at least I'm someone
Someone she hurts and abuses
But at least I'm somebody she uses

Treat me worthless baby
You're so perfect baby
I don't know what I'd do without you
I'll always ignore the truth about you

Like when you laughed at me when I told you I'd be there for you forever
I guess there was someone better that you were talking to in secret
Cause you left that same damn evening
And don't you dare tell me I'm wrong, cause you got there at 12 but you found him at 1

See your face in hallways but you're not there
Why I always end up back here?
Tried so hard but I failed again, I feel like selling my soul again
Named my heart winter how cold it gets, I know I won't get her but I'm still not over it

worthless perfection.

Produced by fowni

Lyrics

You're letting go, I'm holding on
I wanna go to wherever you are
When you tell me you hate me, I hear that I love you
Cause how could you hate me if you never loved too?

Nowhere to run to, baby I'll haunt you
You don't understand, girl I need you, not want you
Alice in a wonderland the kind of lengths I would go to
Peter Pan in neverland, girl I'm a lost boy without you

Girl I'm nothing without you, every song is about you
I tried living without you but I can't live without you
All I wanted was love, you just wanted to fuck
You fucked more than my body, I'ma need a lobotomy if I wanna let go of you

You need him, I need you, what the fuck did I do?
Can you tell me the truth?
If you do then I swear I will leave you alone
I can't leave you alone, say I will but I won't

Said I did but I didn't
Say I don't but I miss it
I'm alone, where'd you go?
I just wish you would listen

Please can you just hear me out?
Cause your love, girl I can't live without it

You're letting go, I'm holding on
I wanna go to wherever you are
When you tell me you hate me, I hear that I love you
Cause how could you hate me if you never loved too?

Nowhere to run to, baby I'll haunt you
You don't understand, girl I need you, not want you
Alice in a wonderland the type of lengths I would go to
Peter Pan in neverland, girl I'm a lost boy without you

i'm gonna need a lobotomy to let go of you.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Look into my eyes, you can see the pain
You can feel my vibe but you can't feel my rage
Baby we ain't gotta talk, I can hear your thoughts
You could never fool me, I can see your heart

Baby you ain't gotta hide, I see what's inside
I can see those demons, come into the light
I know you think I'm alone, you could never know
What I got beside me, what I'm keeping close

Put some metal in my head, bitch I feel like I'm magneto
I heard what they said but it don't matter to me though
All they worried bout is bread but they don't even like wheat though
Why you tryna eat the fruit that you ain't even plant a seed for?

Okay, I see what you are, you just tryna feed
You ain't tryna give but you tryna receive
Niggah I know we allowed but I can't allow
I can't be around you, I see what surrounds you

M, 13-44.

lyrics:

Disappointing disappointment death I need an appointment
Life is pointless scream into to the mic until I go voiceless
Overthinking situations till I start to hear voices
My music is a medicine I make from the poison

That intoxicates every single part of me
They said it was a phase but it seems like its a part of me
Only way that I escape, is the drugs that take a part of me
Away from me, the sadness goes away but it takes away the heart of me

So its hard for me, to give back all the love that you would offer me
If it didn't hurt my mom, I would off me
Put myself into a coffin where I oughta be
Yeah thats where I rather be

I'm too weak, life is too much, all this fuck stuff
In two weeks, I'll be heldback, school is rough bruh
I'm amounting to the things that they said I'd be
If you asked them to describe me they'd say "dead to me"

I'm dead to me too, so they're right next to me
Fallin' through a void and there aint nobody catching me

M, 13-44.

unknxwn.

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