Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

lyrics 

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

and i claw out my eyes
so i cant see what i’ve done 
and i rip out my throat 
so i cant speak to anyone 
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im starved
oh im
oh im
oh im

what would it take 
for u to listen when i warn you
im in the party bleeding out
in the corner
is it me 
or are the lights shutting off
pls check my wrist so that im truly gone

i never wanted to be your savior 
looking back 
im jus an entertainer for you
centered on you
centered on you
need to matter to u
are you happy now 
happy now 
im bleeding out in front of u
if i could id rip that smile off ur face

if i had a chance id kill u
and id eat ur skin
if i had a choice
id back out
back inside my ritt
i just punched the wall so hard 
i damn near broke my wrist
it gets harder breathing out
with a broken rib

wipe that stupid smile off your face (p. wraithontheporch)

[intro]
it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[verse]
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah

girl i wanna take away your pain
i wanna be there for your every need
i really hope you love me back the same
i really dont like when youre far from me

tell me if i died would you mourn me
tell me if i died would you mourn me

tell me, if i died would you mourn me
god i really hate when i think this way

it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[outro]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

neverland

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

I know you don't care about me at all
Still ain't learn to let go, thought by now that I'd be better off
I lost her but I ain't lose that feeling, still ain't got it off
They say life's a game, I wish it was so I could log off

Dealing with insomnia, I wish I could nod off
I gave so much love to her but she don't want me at all
Every thought I think is wrong, wish I could turn my head off
You're not here so I'm not better

I'm so fed up with myself
I'm weak, every week I just weep
Why'd I let her in my heart? Let her in my soul?
I can't stop, I can't let her go

I got love around me but not in my soul
Please, don't ever ask me why I feel so cold
Romeo and Juliet but you ain't want that role
Where'd you go? I been on my own

This is not a trend or a genre or a style
This is who I am, I been like this since a child
Always in my head, always had a heavy heart
Always holding it in, always falling apart

And I'm tired of it, I don't wanna do it no more
Break down in tears then end up on my floor
All of these years...what the fuck were they for?
I'll never know

I know you don't care about me at all
Still ain't learn to let go, thought by now that I'd be better off
I lost her but I ain't lose that feeling, still ain't got it off
They say life's a game, I wish it was so I could log off

Dealing with insomnia, I wish I could nod off
I gave so much love to her but she don't want me at all
Every thought I think is wrong, wish I could turn my head off
You're not here so I'm not better

inconsolable interlude.

Produced by diemadeway x krovarxiv

Lyrics

Pills, weed, alcohol and cigarettes
Took too much now my heart beating fast and I don't know what's next
Even if I did OD, nobody would notice me, nobody except my fucking mom
I'm a fucking bum, I live like a slob

I just met this bitch and I don't even care about her, I just wanna get some top
I'ma do her wrong, woke up with her next me, I asked her could she leave so I could make a fucking song
What the fuck is going on? She said I'm a piece of shit and I can't prove her wrong
So I'ma prove her right, hope she cry at night, hope that I can make this hoe rethink her fucking life

I can't be the best she ever had but I can be the worst
I can't show her love but I can break that bitch heart first
I don't care if I'm your enemy aslong as you remember me
I know all I'll ever be is just a fucking memory

pitiful performance.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

I ain't been okay in like a while though
I can't turn it off, all of my thoughts are suicidal
I get so depressed but it's ironic I don't cry though
Don't say you love me, I know that you lying hoe

I call this "music", all I do is whine though
Everything I do is stupid, no point in trying so
I give in, gave you everything I had
You're with him, I just wish I had you back

YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I KNOW
NOT OKAY BUT I'LL SAY I'M FINE THOUGH
I'M AFRAID THAT WE'RE PAST OUR FINAL HOUR
I SHOULD LEARN TO LET GO BUT I'M HONESTLY A COWARD
I DON'T WANNA FEEL THE LOVE UNLESS THE LOVE IS OURS
LAYING IN MY BED BEEN UP FOR 24 HOURS
COME BACK BABY, WON'T YOU SAVE ME?

I ain't been okay in like a while though
I can't turn it off, all of my thoughts are suicidal
I get so depressed but it's ironic I don't cry though
Don't say you love me, I know that you lying hoe

I call this "music", all I do is whine though
Everything I do is stupid, no point in trying so
I give in, gave you everything I had
You're with him, I just wish I had you back

sorrow serenade.

Produced by vertigo

Lyrics

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

Thought you were an angel, you ain't nothing but a whore
Fuck you bitch, I don't care if you leave me, I'll walk you to that door
Ran out of drink, I'm drunk as fuck, I need some more
So many voices inside of my mind, my whole life been a war

Think I'm playing? Did you forget what I said?
Where the fuck you think you going?
Bitch, you can't leave me till you dead
Wanna leave my ass on read? I'ma leave yo body red with blood because you fucked me up

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

I miss where I was but I can't go back anymore
You were all I had but you don't love me anymore
One of these days somebody gone find me on the floor
I tried for so long but I don't want to anymore

pitiful performance.

unknxwn.