Lyrics

I see shadows on the wall
She tripped me up, no I ain't fall
She don't even hit me up but all I want's a fucking call
I be sitting in my pain
Tryna get out of my brain
I don't have a fucking name
Why everybody just the same?
As that bitch I fucking hate
I say her name, sometimes I scream
I don't know what I should do
And I don't know who I should be
Making songs about some shit I went through fucking years ago
Man my heart so fucking cold I think I'm stuck inside the snow
Can't erase the shit I saw
She did me so fucking wrong
I can't get it out my head so I'ma make a fucking song
But it's so fucking fucked up
Now I'm listening to this
All I do is fucking cry and all I feel is fucking pissed
I been staring at the wall
Wanna throw my fist into it
Once again don't know what to do
Man I been fucking going through it

shadows. (unwritten/snippet) | Produced by greyskies

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Lyrics

I'm convinced I don't exist, what the fuck is this?
And it's sad cause to me it's all making sense
Is bad that I see everything I missed?
I cannot go back so what's the point if I can never fix
All the things that did that I still regret
But do I only feel regret because it made a mess?
Would I feel the same if everything slipped through the net
And I was the only one knowing I caused a wreck?

Too much thinking in my head, might go MIA
I be thinking when I'm dead, that I'll be okay
I be leaving shit on read don't what to say
Up I been fed with mysеlf, will I see the day?

When I'm alright, I been fucking tripping bout this all night
Everything I'vе hidden needs a tall light
I been stacking up my issues since I saw light

Keep out, I know I'm violent
Thoughts so loud it's blaring silence
I can't let you know what I did
I hope you won't ever find it

Leave me all alone I don't mind it, you can leave me with the pain
I reside in it, I can't even lie, yeah I like it
I get a rush when I know that I'm finding it
I still got a soul so who buying?
Let me name my price and I'm signing it
You don't wanna know what
I'm hiding in my mind, I swear ain't no light in it

soil. |  Produced by TAYLORJ

Lyrics

"Ken, I fucking hate you"
Guess I prolly made you
Fuck it, you a sheep
So you gone do whatever they do
I can't fucking shake you
Demon on my back
Feel like shutter, I'm attached
I'm still stuck with what I had
And it won't ever leave
This ain't the shit that I need
Weight bring me down to my knees
Begging to God to just go set me free
Leave me alone, I'm still stuck tryna cope
Tryna write another song using words that I ain't wrote
I'm such a bum, I be losing all my hope
I be fucking up my lungs every single time I smoke
I need to stop fucking up on like purpose
Is thеre a purpose?
Is it all worth it?
Or will I always forevеr feel worthless?
I'm fucking hopeless, this shit ain't working

Made you mine, almost lost my mind
Every word was a straight faced lie
Fucking bitch had me hate my life
Even though she fucking saved my life
Is that how it works?
I guess love has all the perks
I got the ones the ones that would hurt
My heart got put in the dirt
Blood on my shirt

pathetic aesthetic. (remix) | Produced by tundrabeats

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

Produced by november

Lyrics

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

I need help, everyday I'm stuck in hell
Feeding myself all of these negative thoughts
The heart in my chest isn't more than a prop
Are the songs that make even worth it at all?

I write when I'm down cause I don't like to talk
Is anyone out there that knows what I feel?
Is this all a dream?
Is my life even real?

No matter where I run
I just end up right back where I was
I don't remember when I was strong
They think I am but I know I'm not

I just need someone that won't fall back
When they realize that I'm not intact
The day that I snap it'll be too late
Don't tell me you love me when I'm insane

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

torn.

Lyrics

If you look me in my eyes, you can find out what I am
But don't look me in my eyes cause I know that you won’t understand
Please don't go inside my mind cause you probably won't ever get out
Why you leave me for that guy? Can you tell me what that’s all about?
Can you tell me why you left? Can you tell me why you ain't here?
You can take away all my stress, you can take away all my fear
You can take away all my hurt, you can take away all my doubt
You can take away all my pain, you can save me if I drown
But you ain't do that, you gave me all that back
You gave me so much more, I don't think imma come back

I don't think I can be saved
I don't think I'm really worth anything more than pain
I think I need to be...

I think I need to be put in the dirt
Wanted you bad, now I want you worse
I hurt you last but you hurt me first
I don't care if you’re poison, quench my thirst
You’re lost fire, I'll burn
I’m so tired, won't learn
My lesson, I'm stressing
Can you please read my message?
Can you return my call? Why I'm still in my car?
Tryna find where you are, please don't be too far

i don't care if you're poison just quench my thirst.

Я проснусь сегодня бедным
И усну сегодня бедным
Я хуярю - Павел Недвед, Phonkadelic как психея
Ты сдохнешь в Open Space ради всех своих клиентов
Я смеюсь, как Кавай Леонард над всем тем, что ты там ценишь
Я записываю строчки по пути в автобусе
Блики прошлого зияют в нём ментальной пропастью
Что такое Днепр? Я расскажу тебе подробности
Днепр это офисы, SOHO, и блядь-эскортницы (сука)

Днепр это офисы, SOHO и эскортницы
Роскошная жизнь, мошенники и наркотики
Днепр - безработица, соседи алкоголики
Пять на два бессонница, петли и подоконники

Днепр это офисы, SOHO и эскортницы
Роскошная жизнь, мошенники и наркотики
Днепр - безработица, соседи алкоголики
Пять на два бессонница, петли и подоконники

Твой homie хвастается всем своим успехом (пиздит)
Но мой homie взял тут GTI ни капли не пиздя об этом
Пуховик свежий норвежец, как Рон Уизли, но рыжее
Дождь не перестанет литься этим летом (эй)
Мои люди с болью молятся об этом
И я знаю, что я грешник и не будет всё как прежде
Я бегу через проблемы - игрок "Titans" Деррик Хенри
На шее в две цепи аргентум, Skeelz, Цербер, и я Менделеев, эй
Я творю как Боттичелли, государь Макиавелли
Бахнул три - я Беллинелли
Вижу всё, как Галилео
Кем тут быть, если не первым?
Не считай чужие деньги
Лучше б ты остался спермой, блядь, на батиной постели

Днепр это офисы, SOHO и эскортницы
Роскошная жизнь, мошенники и наркотики
Днепр - безработица, соседи алкоголики
Пять на два бессонница, петли и подоконники

Днепр это офисы, SOHO и эскортницы
Роскошная жизнь, мошенники и наркотики
Днепр - безработица, соседи алкоголики
Пять на два бессонница, петли и подоконники


Я хочу уйти в достатке, а не стать старым и лишним
Я всё чаще вижу: рамки подавляют в людях личность
Я умру на Коммунаре, будто бы восьмая миля
Близкий знает, то что Саша интроверсия в эфире
Тот, кто говорил, что деньги правят миром и не всёк
Его комета в стратосфере уже смешана с землей (давно)
Карма - бумеранг дьявола
Абориген, что больно бьёт (пиздец)
Его будет жечь в аду то золото, что он сберёг

Что такое Днепр

Voltage Souls

Break My Heart

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run