Produced by sh1t_happens

Lyrics

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong
I ain't even have to write this down cause my boy lux said "speak up"
Late night when I feel so down, I just wish that you'd pick up

Why the fuck would you tell me you care?
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
Why the fuck did you leave me here?
I know you knew you were all that I want

I guess I don't matter
I guess that I never did
You were just playing a game
You were the reason I lived

You'll never call me yours
I'll never see you again
No one will ever mean more to me
Than what you meant to me way back then

I know I'm fucking pathetic
Cause I ain't even know your name
I never held your hand
And I never saw your face

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong

I know that I fucking suck, I know that I'm fucking pitiful
I know I only exist just so that they can have someone to ridicule
All that I wanted was love but that don't exist for me, I'm fucking miserable
Happiness always been minuscule, I should of been dead in middle school

I know what I wanna say but a cat's holding on my tongue
Can you tell me why you went away? I don't know what I did wrong
I ain't even have to write this down cause my boy lux said "speak up"
Late night when I feel so down, I just wish that you'd pick up

Why the fuck would you tell me you care?
Why the fuck would you lead me on?
Why the fuck did you leave me here?
I know you knew you were all that I want

I guess I don't matter
I guess that I never did
You were just playing a game
You were the reason I lived

the mask i stapled on my face just to convince myself it was real.

Mediocracy is my middle name. 

I was inspired by Peep, Juice and X to make my own music. At the moment it's mostly emo rap kinda stuff, but I plan to make different music in the future. When exactly I do not know. 
Besides my YouTube channel (and this Soundcloud obviously), I do not upload my music on any other platform. YET. 
When I start taking this super serious I'll get things set up.

I am 18. 
I use she/her. If you have a problem with that fuck off.

Yes, I am German. 
No, I do not make German music as of right now. Maybe I'll consider it at some point. 

I do not plan to collab at the moment unless you are a friend of mine. This is mainly due to my inconsistency when it comes to actually making music. I will be open for collabs some time in the future.

If you took the minute to read all of this you're pretty cool <3

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the mask i stapled on my face just to convince myself it was real.

unknxwn.