sanity

Lyrics

Play the piano to say what I wanna
Because it's unfiltered and it's really me
Nothing will matter when I'm with the fauna
That feeds on the flora from deep underneath

All of my tears have been soaking this floor up for too many years
And I don't wanna be who I was in the past
This is my life and I'm taking it back
I don't care for the trash

That I put myself through
Just to make songs that were not really helpful
Towards my health that's inside of mental
I know that some of you think that I'm mental

You cannot fathom the shit that I went through
Just to make songs about what I just went through
It isn't worth it to have to feel worthless
To feel like the music I make might be worth it

It's a fucking trip
Making this shit makes me fucking sick
I'm not alright and I'm fucking pissed
I see the light in a dark abyss

I don't see shit, I really fucking blind
I don't think this is really worth the time
I really put in so much fucking time
To just fuck it all up and lose my fucking mind

flora.

As i fade away
I suffocate
I handle the blade and alleviate
The writhing pain
I felt today
When i found out the eternity of my fate

Im dealt these cards
And i cant get far
My stillborn heart
Will not restart

Take it away from me
Before i hurt myself
Im not too well

baby ur all that i need
when i’m stuck inside my shell
this stupid hell

don’t look back
when you walk away
i’m too far gone
I cant be saved

so tell me what’s real is it all in my head?
did u ever mean anything that you said
heart swellin up cuz it’s fillin with dread
don’t wanna fix it i’ll stop it instead

what is the point if i can’t even have this
it was my fault now it’s lost in the past tense 
i’m bleeding out while ur sitting there laughing
at my expense so i’m just getting blasted

i drink too much it’s a really bad habit
life is a test and i don’t wanna pass it
cant show my pain so i’ll sit here and mask it
even when you took my heart and stabbed it

don’t look at me
when i’m weeping from my sins 
im on my knees
will i sink or will i swim

follow still vanishing

suffocate (still vanishing)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

i'll be okay.

wired.

i do.

unknxwn. - i get so fucking low sometimes. (prod. blue moon ring)

Produced by saint mike

Lyrics

We're worlds apart but I still feel the warmth that's from your love
I see what you could be but you only think bout what you was
I don't like that you don't like the things I like about you girl
From my angle you look like an angel

Being stuck in the past, finding ways to bring it back
Make it last, no stranger
Like a hundred on the dash, I might need to bring it back
Wanna crash my anger
I don't like it when I'm lost, figured out that what I thought
Was safe was danger
Don't wait too long, that change won't be what you want

I can't ever figure where but I know it's fucking there
In the air, I just wanna see it show
I just wanna see it bare, all the colors I don't care
Wanna stare into the pit of that hope
I just wanna soak it in, I ain't ever really had
What it is they say you do
Show yourself, show me what I should of fucking felt

Show me what to feel, show me something fucking real
Show me that this life is not just on repeat till the day I'm still
Show me what you see, show me something to believe
That I'm not just wasting time cause I feel like I'm wasting mine

I don't wanna feel like this, no not ever, not again
I just gotta fucking win this once
Getting sick of getting pissed over shit I shouldn't miss
I won't miss if I point this gun
In the center of the side of the head my brain inside
Don't cry when the shell gets dumped
I can't show you what's inside, so I put it to the side
So I lie and I say there's nothing

Even when I fucking know there's something
Don't really know how to cope so I'm puffing
"If you need me then I'm here" that's touching
"I'll always care cause I love you" you're bluffing

Okay, never mind
Don't come in this head of mine
I thought I was dead inside
But I swear that this pain's alive

We're worlds apart but I still feel the warmth that's from your love
I see what you could be but you only think bout what you was
I don't like that you don't like the things I like about you girl
From my angle you look like an angel

Being stuck in the past, finding ways to bring it back
Make it last, no stranger
Like a hundred on the dash, I might need to bring it back
Wanna crash my anger
I don't like it when I'm lost, figured out that what I thought
Was safe was danger
Don't wait too long, that change won't be what you want

I can't ever figure where but I know it's fucking there
In the air, I just wanna see it show
I just wanna see it bare, all the colors I don't care
Wanna stare into the pit of that hope
I just wanna soak it in, I ain't ever really had
What it is they say you do
Show yourself, show me what I should of fucking felt

danger.

been trying to not rhyme lately lmk what u think!

madness art by Raid_E

2017

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I don't wanna go through
Life if I won't ever hold you
I been tryna show you
I was true with what I told you

But you don't care to know me
And you won't ever show me
That you feel what I feel
Guess I won't ever heal

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

I can't live without you
All my songs are all about you
I know that I don't amount to
Anything that's worth your time

ICLWY!

Lyrics

I say I hate you but I won't let you go
I say I hate you but you still in my phone
I say I hate you, I say I hate you..
I say I hate you but in my heart, I don't
I say I hate you but girl we both damn know that I still want you
Baby, why you hurt me? Baby, where you run too?
Baby, don't desert me
Baby girl, I need you
Why you do me like that?
Everything I gave to you but you won't give me...
You won't give me all that, you won't even call back
You're all that I care about, I'm about to air it out
I cry into silence but I swear you gone hear me out
I'm not even violent but you know how to bring it out
You know to get me to open up, touch my heart, and just go rip it out

*auditory agony*

Dear mе, love you
What did I turn into?
Don't recognize my rеflection
I hate what I've succumbed to

*auditory agony*

auditory agony.

Lyrics

I'm not an evil person but I've got some evil curses
Why God do I feel worthless? Honestly, I might deserve this
'Cause sometimes I don't play the victim
Broken pages in a book, I ripped them
Arrows shooting at your back, I sent them
All the hurtful things I said, I meant them
Sometimes I wanna go away, sometimes I like the noise
Sometimes I feel the hate, sometimes I feel the joy
Why can't I hold myself down? I guess if I could, I'd be dead by now
I would allow myself to drown

sometimes. (2019)

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

I need you baby, can we talk it out? 
Cause I ain't happy
I know you're not either with that guy
Because you're meant to be mine

Ain't nobody should have you if it isn't me
I'm obsessive, I need you, you're all that I see
Go to sleep and I dream of you, wake up and I still think bout you
Cause I know you're all that I have

Can't let you go, thought you'd learn that by now
If you try letting go then I'll burn both us down
I ain't ever had a drug stronger than her love
She's all I fiend for, I'll always need more

I put her on pedestals, on pedestals, on pedestals
Every girl I met was less than you, was less than you, was less than you
Girl I'll always see the best in you, the best in you, the best in you
I know it's been 5 years but I'm still expecting you

Tell me you love me, don't care if it's lies
Make me think there's a chance and I swear I'll be fine
Girl I'm so delusional, girl you're so damn beautiful
I find you every time, what the fuck you keep on moving for?

i need you, can we talk?

Often, one loves more than the other. It's about an affair between two married people. One falls in love, and only when he realizes that, even though he'd give up everything, she doesn't really love him, can he let her go.

Let U Go

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I'm a lost lonely soul, I do not like this
I been hurt for so long, why should I fight this?
Was a lie all along, you're the reason I'm pissed
And it's sad I would take you right back so quick

Why would I do that? You might ask
I ain't ever had another feeling like that
I call it love but it's more like a drug
Cause I keep running back, I just ain't had enough

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break

I miss everything that we ever did
Talking bout our life and what we would name our kid
I ain't ever think I could love someone like this
I'll always be here for you, don't care what you did

I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love I'll make sure no one can
That's just how I feel, that's not what I am
But without you here, don't know who I am

Lost my mind when you said bye
Who's that guy? Please don't tell me another one of your lies

You're my twin flame
I miss your face
Can't say your name
It makes me break (x2)

spotify.

twin flame.

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling, that feeling is gone

I don't like people, I stay to myself
Don't lie to my face and say that you can help
I don't like people, I stay to myself
Don't lie to my face and say that you can help

No cure for me so theres no care for me
Call me your friend but you're not there for me
I'll never fit in, theres no "pair" for me
I'll never leave but they don't bear for me

Only thing I ever do is complain
Head overflown with all of this damn pain
Pain is the ocean tie weights to my brain
Stuck in the rain watch me go up in flames

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling that feeling is gone

Only thing I ever do is complain
Head overflown with all of this damn pain
Pain is the ocean tie weights to my brain
Stuck in the rain watch me go up in flames

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling that feeling is gone

twin flame.

unknxwn.

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