Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

wired.

Produced by swkillmeee

Lyrics

I don't know, I don't know why
Can you please, can you tell me?
Wish I could but I won't cry
Even if I did you wouldn't hear me (x3)

You could cut me open
And you still wouldn't see me
You could wrap your hands around my heart
And you still wouldn't feel me

You could tell me "fuck off"
And I still would be there
You could cut my legs off
And wherever you go, I still would get there

"ken, i fucking hate you"

BEAUTY & THE BEAST YOU'RE MY BELLE
WHY THE FUCK YOU HIDING?
KINDA FEEL LIKE 9TAILS
WTF IM CRYING

AND I KNOW THAT YOU HATE ME
AND YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU
SO I DON'T EVEN CARE IF YOU HURT ME
I JUST WANNA GET THE CHANCE TO HOLD YOU

I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW WHY
CAN YOU PLEASE, CAN YOU TELL ME?
WISH I COULD BUT I WON'T CRY
EVEN IF I DID YOU WOULDN'T HEAR ME

belle.

Prodcued by legos
Art by: @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I clawed my way out, hand over hand
Digging into walls just so I could fucking stand
Breathing in the dirt like like I thought it was the sky
Thinking that I’m climbing but it’s all a lie

Each escape just made it worse
Wind in the wound, deepened my curse
Caught my breath but I ain't catch peace
Rested long enough just so I could fucking sink

Never built a bridge, I just carved a ledge
Told myself I’d change but I stayed right on the edge
It ain’t healing when you’re just surviving
Calling it a life but inside you're dying

Auditory agony, please can you be sad with me?
I know I won't ever get my after ever happily
Everything is backwards, everything inverted
Yin Yang, Buster's Mal Heart, I been hurting
Perpetual machine of fucking pain is what I'm turning into

You're the only one that I been into
Please don't try to end us, I'ma end you
I don't really think that I'm the issue
Baby, I just miss you

I don't think that's bad, I don't think that's crazy
I just want back my sweet baby

after ever happily.

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Lyrics
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I don't like the way that I'm talking
Take what I say cautious, it's poison
Otherworldly pain is corrupting
You would feel it too with these choices
Leaving others in dust
And their suffering
Lights in the colony
Are turning into nothing
Lifeless bones
Crack as it's crushing
Too many eyes
To hide when it's hunting

Too many eyes
To hide from it

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

Run away from it
I keep chasing it
I keep looking for something
To kill me
Hide your face from it
Or embrace it
In this chaos I feel guilty

In this madness, reassurance is waning
I see the weak stand tall and lose the head off their shoulders
Blazed bodies they smoulder
Jaded as I'm chosen to grow older

Desolate Colonies [Prodcubes]

Produced by reactance

Lyrics

Please don't talk to me, don't want you in my mind
I don't wanna do this, wanna end my life
You're not even real, don't fucking waste my time
detmer talked to garrett and they both said "fine"

What's the fucking point? I still don't see that shit
Nothing that I do won't undo what I did
I hope you don't see all of the things I hid
I knew I would be here ever since I was a kid

I wake up and I'm already over it
I don't like how I feel when I'm sober
I used to think "I'll be good when I'm older"
I don't think I'll get much older

Next year I won't be here, please don't cry when I'm gone
I'm already long gone
I'm just living, I'm not alive
Death ain't as bad as going on with no heart

Going on with no soul
I don't really know what this all for
I said I'm okay but I'm not though
I said I'm okay but I'm not, no

what i built now crawls with everything i tried to escape.

fuck you bitch 
you can suck a dick
if you want me back then you can make a wish
cause your fucking dumb if you think i would miss
somebody's face that makes me fucking sick
i held your hand and you cut my wrist
you bled me out until the final drip
now i sit alone and with a fire lit
with the remnant of revenant

swervin in the car and the car wont stop
break my legs and pierce my heart
shattered spine with a fractured jaw
i done felt worse when she tore apart

h e a r t 
she made me crazy
blood on my Mercedes
i just don't wanna see

burn my eyeballs
go and grab a match dear
light a candle
spread the wax around here
you fucking psycho
homicidal
mutilate me, no revival

bitch played me like a new cd
so i shot that bitch, may she rest in peace
there's no crime scene, yeah i did it clean
i saved some lives, she would watch you bleed
and abandon
just to get blood on her diamonds
she's worse than you could imagine
worse than you could imagine

candle wax

adorer.

lyrics below

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems
so oblivious to everything you do i have receipts
you wont look at them youd rather act like youre asleep

colder than ive ever been but i sweat in my sheets
but its not what you think
every part of my body push myself to the brink
you only do some things and i do a whole lot
make me feel like nothing
i wish that i could stop

baby baby quit the bluffing i know you dont wanna talk
and it feels like you’re steady runnin from everything i want
you could walk walk walk
ill be there until the end
push me out way farther than you ever thought id get
i cant admit that it was all up n my head
cuz i got eyes and i know what i see is dead

gimme time and gimme effort then youll know know
wasted lies because i saw right thru your skull skull skull
maybe try as if you’re cutting with a knife and it was dull
cuz right now how youre doing it, ur not cutting anything but my soul

i said it sofly under my breath before you had to leave
sorry that its so obvious sorry its all it seems

hate you remind me of my ex
wish that you never told me that
wish that you told me i was better than they was
when i was alone that night

cuz i was on my own had no more strength to fight
no more length in life
tortured tained eyes
and you don’t realize anything that you’ve done

receipts (yunnygoldz)

tryn get outta my mind


finna drop xan inna wine
i aint rlly tryna go outside
nga talk shi get hit wit dis nine
im tryn be dripped in number nine

pop a couple xans finna float to the sky
like a dove young nga finna fly
this drugged out bih she said she wanna die
like bih sit back i draw signs

bih im losing my mind
im losing my mind
im losing my mind
all i ever do is lie
had to tell these pussy ngas that i feel fine
i dont feel fine
they not finna hear this message that shi sublime
i dont feel fine
abusing this smoke so a young nga feel alright
i dont feel fine

i dont feel fine.

(prod. cvs)

xan in my wine

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what i built now crawls with everything i tried to escape.

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