Lyrics

Why do I cry?
Why am I sad?
Why do I lie?
Why is my head?
Fighting against me all over again
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot
I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

I'll never get back the way that I was
Full of hope, full of love, but do I give a fuck about anything else other than myself?
Anything else other than my Hell?
That I'm gone deal with all by myself
I only heal when I'm by myself
Making these songs, screaming what's wrong
I don't feel right if I'm not feeling wrong

I'm always right, I ain't ever been wrong
This is my life so is shit really wrong
If I don't think so? If I don't say?
I fucking can't go no other way
Except for the way that I want
I don't care if I'm not
Getting to where everybody else got
Fuck all that sheep shit
Bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit
I'm only truthing

Fuck all that sheep shit
Bitch I'm a human
This ain't no deep shit
I'm only truthing

*auditory agony*

Why do I cry?
Why am I sad?
Why do I lie?
Why is my head?
Fighting against me all over again
Thought this was over but I'm back again

Back in this spot
I'm gonna rot
So why do I care about anything not
Making me feel like I know what I'm here for?
I'll never know what the fuck I am here for

Don't wanna talk
Leave me alone
Bitch I am detmer
I'm not unknxwn.

Scent on my sweatshirt
Weeping alone
Can I forget her?
I do not know

Maybe I won't
Maybe I will
All that I know is that I'm gonna feel
Like this for the rest of my life till I'm still

Is anything real?
Is everything fake?
Are we all a piece
Of a stupid ass game?
I'm searching for peace
But I keep finding pain

Don't know what I need
How am I gonna change?
I know if I leave
I won't come back the same

I know if I leave
I won't come back the same

why? | Produced by saint mike

deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Lyrics

I'm convinced I don't exist, what the fuck is this?
And it's sad cause to me it's all making sense
Is bad that I see everything I missed?
I cannot go back so what's the point if I can never fix
All the things that did that I still regret
But do I only feel regret because it made a mess?
Would I feel the same if everything slipped through the net
And I was the only one knowing I caused a wreck?

Too much thinking in my head, might go MIA
I be thinking when I'm dead, that I'll be okay
I be leaving shit on read don't what to say
Up I been fed with mysеlf, will I see the day?

When I'm alright, I been fucking tripping bout this all night
Everything I'vе hidden needs a tall light
I been stacking up my issues since I saw light

Keep out, I know I'm violent
Thoughts so loud it's blaring silence
I can't let you know what I did
I hope you won't ever find it

Leave me all alone I don't mind it, you can leave me with the pain
I reside in it, I can't even lie, yeah I like it
I get a rush when I know that I'm finding it
I still got a soul so who buying?
Let me name my price and I'm signing it
You don't wanna know what
I'm hiding in my mind, I swear ain't no light in it

soil. |  Produced by TAYLORJ

Lyrics

Lost inside my stupid fucking head again
Honestly I think that I'd be better off on meds again
You don't wanna know where the fuck my head's been
I don't really like how the fuck my head spins

Thinking bout shit that don't matter like the past
When my heart was broken it was shattered like a glass
Now I'm picking up the pieces, sometimes I get cut
That's what's really happening with me when I be fucking up

So please don't judge too quick, I'm too sick
Tryna find love is pulling teeth & I'm toothless
It's time that I start living life for me, I'm sick of "you" shit
Now why did I like ever giving time to you to lose it?

You don't understand but I'll try to make you
Grab a fucking brick and tie it tight around your fucking ankle
Jump over the bridge and pray to god and tell him fucking save you
Yeah that's the feeling that I get when I start fucking trippin'

Now this the feeling that I get when I can write it out
Words in flow like water ain't no thinking I just type it out
I cannot explain bliss, that's not what my thing is
So don't you tell me "make a happy song" bitch I'm shameless

I like talking bout death, bitch I'm talented at this shit
Fuck a message to the youth bitch I'm happy I'm a misfit
Bitch I'm glad I'm not like stupid fucks
When I'm sad the only time I'm good enough

Life's a game, play your cards
I play mine by living hard
Endless light in total dark
I'm a wildfire

Started by a spark, all I needed was desire
Every time I died, music was my sole reviver
Only time you told the truth was when you told me you're a liar
That pain was all I needed though, that shit left me inspired

You can keep on hurting me
I'll just keep on making these
Songs about the dread I feel
When lay in these burdened sheets

spotify.

wildfire. | Produced by sorrow bringer

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

Produced by november

Lyrics

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

I need help, everyday I'm stuck in hell
Feeding myself all of these negative thoughts
The heart in my chest isn't more than a prop
Are the songs that make even worth it at all?

I write when I'm down cause I don't like to talk
Is anyone out there that knows what I feel?
Is this all a dream?
Is my life even real?

No matter where I run
I just end up right back where I was
I don't remember when I was strong
They think I am but I know I'm not

I just need someone that won't fall back
When they realize that I'm not intact
The day that I snap it'll be too late
Don't tell me you love me when I'm insane

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

torn.

a battle between ambition and the weight of reality. It paints you as someone carrying heavy dreams on their shoulders, fighting inner voices, and pushing forward despite doubt and pressure. You’re in the storm, sleepless nights and scars shaping who you are, but still chasing the vision no one else can see. It’s raw, vulnerable, and relentless—just like you refusing to quit even when the world feels too big.