real.

Lyrics

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

Take me back to when I wasn't thinking bout the end of this
All I feel is fucking nothing, how did I get into this?
I've gotta come up with something other than me ending it
But death is always fucking coming ain't no way we missing it

Life is what you make it, I been making more mistakes
Oh baby my heart is breaking, don't know how much more I'll take
Soul inside of me is vacant, I been sleep when I'm awake
I think I've been way to patient, now it's time for me to take

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

Everyday is just the same as yesterday am I to blame?
Yes I am cause this is my life I'm the only one can change
Where I am, how I act, where I end up
Oh god damn, it's coming back, it's getting clever

I ain't choose this, it chose me
I don't even know what's happening
But it feels right so I guess
I'll keep moving, see what's next

Take me to the better places
See souls, I don't see faces
I don't know how I'm gone make it
But I'm closer than I was

This is my spell
I'm a wizard
I made all these songs
And now I can't forget her

This is my Hell
It's getting bigger
All I do is wrong
The right I don't remember

wizard. | Produced by slayingibis

life is pointless (out on all platforms)

4/2/2020 (maybe?) 

Not the OG cover art

the only difference about this song is the intro. 

all credit goes to unknxwn. 

@unknxwn7

unknxwn's Instagram : https://www.instagram.com/unknxwn7?igsh=MThqYWFucGs3dWsyNA==

unknxwn's YouTube: https://youtube.com/@unknxwn7?si=M7793gT5NL2sEIVV

unknxwn. - dont take it. (OG probably) | prod. metlast

gym class (prod. brobak)

https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo

SLEEP ABOVE THE MOON // FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

up on all platforms <3

you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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Ghost (feat. Ivri)

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Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

Suicide Letter 3 | Follow Instagram @trickjames36

I took this assembly from YouTube, if you want, I can do it myself

1 hour of Russian Doomer music

Not mine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcaZcbain2s

Playlist:
00:00 Молчат Дома - Клетка
04:40 Кино - Раньше в твоих глазах
07:02 Chernikovskaya Hata - Владимирский централ
09:27 Молчат Дома - Люди надоели
12:26 Chernikovskaya Hata - Нажми на кнопку
15:58 Молчат Дома - Крыши
18:47 ssshhhiiittt - Корабль
22:33 ssshhhiiittt - Восемь
27:49 Chernikovskaya Hata - Stavlju Na Zero
31:04 Мать Тереза - Память
35:10 Кино - Кукушка