I been feeling bad I don't want you too know so I tell you I'm good and just hope that you won't 💔💔💔

like that of being a ghost wondering where I am gonna be alright no I'm to far beyond human reach thanks for this song it's like a backpack full of controlled substances yours sincerely john alton mccormack the next generation poet

Produced by Yago

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up it's a bad time
Nic it up my heart rate, I won't flat line
If I do don't even matter, fuck my life I'll trash mine
I am not a good guy, you just haven't seen my bad side

Wanna grab a gun, cock it, put it at my brain
I know that ain't right but I am tired of the pain
Every time I meet a bitch they make me insane
Fuck all this shit, I been stuck in the rain

I don't want no friends but I do
I am just so fucked up don't know what to do
All I do is smoke nicotine in my room
Making all these songs over beats, making tunes

I just wanna love, I don't think I can
Even if I told you, you won't understand
That bitch had me fucked up, left me in a trance
I'ma get my bucks up, watch me do my dance

Tried to give you my heart, you wanna give me hate
Lil bitch I'm on my grind, you gonna watch me skate
I'ma get cash, I'ma get bands, lil bitch I broke that bank
Promise you the day I can, hop on a plane get out of state

fkdupfreestyle! | Produced by Yago

Lyrics

You'll never know just what I am
I've got all these thoughts but I'm keeping them hidden
Cause all of the bad that I've done is not forgivable
But I hope they're forgettable

I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold

I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold

How'd I get so damn lost?
Can't forget what I thought you were
Even though you showed me what you really were
When you fucked me

Thought there was nothing above me
I don't think you ever loved me
All of that time you were fucking
Laughing at me

What did I mean to you?
Nothing I see
I couldn't see through you
I loved blindly
Why you wanna pop up?
You ain't call when I was locked up
Put my heart into a locker
Glad I fucking lost her

Hearteater, ate my fucking heart up
Now you wanna call me cause that niggah left you knocked up
Fuck you & fuck your god damn kid
I won't ever love the smallest part of you ever again

I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold

I lost, I lost all I ever known
I'm not, I'm not what you think you know
I thought, I thought I was on the throne
I got, I got left inside the cold

lost. | Produced by saint mike

Lyrics

All of these emotions
I don't know if I can cope with
Why the fuck I even wrote this?
Why the fuck I even post this?

I'm not what I thought that I was anymore
I thought I was ready but now I'm not sure
I don't wanna hurt you again like before
I think we'd better as friends but I don't even know

If I'll find love like yours, should I keep this inside?
All of this time swear I tried

To be what you need
But that isn't mine
I think I should leave
But my thoughts are not right

I think I should be left alone for some time
I don't love myself, how I could I love you right?
Do you even love me or do you love the thought
Of what I just could be? I know now that I'm not

What you think I am
Look at the start
I just couldn't say no
Now just look where we are

*auditory agony*

spotify.

wtfiewt. | Produced by tennis player

Lyrics

Slippin' through the cracks of the bonds that I broke
I wish I could take it back, every word that I spoke
I been feelin' bad, I don't want you to know
So I'll tell you that I'm good and just hope that you won't

Tryna figure out why the fuck I'm grim
I been tryna figure out why the fuck you're with him
Don't ask what a song about, every line lead to her
I be tryna get it out but I think that I'm cursed

I don't think there's a cure for the shit that I feel
Drink another beer, I just pop another pill
I been livin' in this fear, I can't look into the mirror
I don't like the face I see no more

Am I alive? I don't even care no more
The voice of god I don't hear no more
Stuck in a facade, nothing real no more
Push me to the side till I'm near no more

Nah oh oh nah, is this really what I wanted?
I forgot bout why the fuck I even started
Girl I am not what the fuck you wanna start with
I'll end you if you think that you gone leave me broken hearted

I won't lie and say that I haven't thought about
How I could disguise your body right after I take it out
I won't make it painless, you gone have some time to think about
Every choice you made that made the hate inside me rupture out

You made me hurt
I can't take it
You made me worse
I won't take this

*auditory agony*

worse. | Produced by nxku

1st collab w/ @unknxwn7 of many!

lyrics: 

unknxwn:

I think to move on is better than what we keep letting go on
You tell me that I'm the problem but we both believe that
Everyone but us is the reason that we're hurting
Thought you were my heaven but I'm only fucking burning

Let's take these chains off
I don't wanna make up
Cause everytime we do, we make up another lie
That only leaves us more broken than what we were the other night

And I don't wanna do that no more
They say hearts don't have bones so how the fuck is mine broke?

cuts:

and i’ve been broken all this time
it’s been a year since you were mine
i know you still hate me but it’s unfair
i would have left you sooner oh i swear
(oh sweaaaar)

i’ve had enough
like stop the bluff
you never seem to tell the truth

you say it hurts
but you’re the worst
you never see what’s in front of you

and you told me every day you resent me
don’t know why i stuck around so long, u jus torment me 
so glad it’s over no more fighting 
don’t see my snap “your ex is typing…”
yea it’s done

unknxwn. - heartbones w/ cuts (lettersick)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

ruin. | Produced by hxrxkiller

wired.

Mexico

Lyrics

I put my heart into this music tryna make it out of where I am
All the words in the world couldn't even make you understand
How much it would mean to me to make enough with ends to meet
From talking bout the shit that I don't talk about as easily

Cause I'm afraid of judgement, I'm afraid of being vulnerable
It isn't honorable when I'm put down for being true
Took so long to be myself when all I tried was being you
Cause I don't think I'm liked enough when I show leaves that I have grew

I'm kinda weird and not because it started being cool to be
But because when I was still in school they made a fool of me
Not because I did dumb shit or acted stupidly
But because I was myself when most people just couldn't be

I like who I am, don't make me second guess
Don't try make me turn into you just because you're like the rest
That shit isn't my fault that you hate yourself enough to change
For people that just want you for a moment but would never stay

And I promise that I could, I swear to God I can
But you just keep on knocking me back down till I can't even stand
So know that when I do again I'm only gonna walk away
I can say truly tried, you're the one that chose to waste

I don't regret shit, I flex on those who make me want to
Don't think you know shit when you don't know the lengths I've gone to
I'll prolly live a thousand lives by the time I die
When one thing doesn't work, I think of new shit I could try

I don't know why I feel alone when there's people all around me
I'll surprise you, don't you doubt me
I've been growing cold with the things I know, I've been floating need some grounding
Love? I try to, you won't allow me

Or won't I allow myself cause I'm scared of help
I'm afraid of a touch that I never felt
Is it my fault that I'm like this?
I don't think it is in the very slightest

I didn't break my own damn heart
I didn't write pain in my stars
I never told anyone to hate me
I'm kinda fragile, don't you break me

I'll snap at any moment I feel it in me
Had enough fake, show me something real please
I want a feeling real enough that it could kill me
Don't make me want to, just fucking end me

fragile. | Produced by INFELIX

Produced by ryini

Lyrics

Don't call me if I'm just your scapegoat
To ignore the pain that you hate most
I know that you're lonely cause so am I
But don't come around me with that damn disguise

Acting like you really might want me
I'm not a toy, don't try me, don't taunt me
Cause I've got impulses that haunt me
Do you really wanna end up as a trunk piece?

That's Detmer talking to Qayin
I'm Ken, I really don't like them
Don't hurt me, that's what excites them
Then it gets really hard for me to try and hide them

They been tryna get out, make something happen
Holes they wanna dig out, fill 'em with some tragic
They don't like to talk, they just really be on action
Once ounce of pain, all it take for them to tap in

Bitch stay away cause I promise you don't want this
You might let 'em in if you even choose to bump this
Burning embers, you can't even stomp it
My light getting thinner, turning into something

Ken stfu, we don't wanna hear you
They making yo blood rush, we gone make 'em feel you
If they wanna touch us, we gone make 'em fear you
Let 'em know they fucked up, then show them the real you

Tryna pull some fuck shit, we gone fuck 'em up now
Throw that body in a ditch, we ain't had enough now
Tellin' us they last wish but they out of luck now
Who left on that damn list? Let's see if they tough now

last wish.

show some love!

featuring: https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

Lyrics:
(cyzun)
I need you, you don’t want me 
I see you, you could haunt me x2

I feel so alone 
I don’t have a home
Give me something to believe in
Just a little hope 
I know I’m a joke 
I hate myself the most
I’m a fucking waste of space I need to fucking go

(I need to fucking go
I need to fucking go)


Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul x2

I can’t seem to escape it at all
Take my heart and rip it apart 
Leave my body to rest in the dark
Leave my body to rest in the dark

(unknxwn.)
You were all I ever needed and more
All I ever wanted was to be yours
But you stepped away and walked out the door
Will my heart ever heal up from the scourge?

Making me out as the bad guy
I can make sure that this lie is your last time
Fucked up so much in my last life
All of this pain gone this life my last try

Why in the fuck I exist
I never knew and I don't give a shit
I'll never know where the love and the hope and the courage to cope without sedatives went

Take me
Break me
I know everyone is just gonna fold
Lately
Hate be
Taking over most of my fucking soul

(cyzun)
Take me, break me
Do whatever you want with my soul 
Do whatever you want with my soul x4

worse. | Produced by nxku

unknxwn.

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