ya my visions blurry i cant feel my face
i guess its just how it goes its all fate
you can grab and touch my soul its all yours
you already took my heart its all torn
i already left it all behind at your door
yet your over here telling me you need something more
sorry im a bore its the last time its the last time
and every word you said is still sinking in right through my skin
holy cross absolve my sin let it all make sense again

its the last time (prod. yui;seven, 9569, 13less)

Yk that  im better with u 
If u can hear me 
All my doubts comin tru 
And I’m fearing 
That I’ll never see u  
Im on the internet 
Eyes wet 
 I’ll accept u 
U knooo thatt
It Sometimes hurts a bit 


N Some timesI feel like dying 
I Get high feel like I’m flying 
You’ll always be in my heart 
I miss ur face its like art 
I forget how u sound  and I hate that
If u hear this song I hope u like it

addicted to being sad (i added tons of stuff lmk)

now its my bad to say but things are different now
and no i cant go back to who i was just a moment ago
my hands are tied and bloody red
it was you who turned me into this mess of things i regret
i pray to god i change my life cause this feels wrong
everyday i go on and on again about the same things
like a broken record just take me back right now

red and dying (prod. arramie & veritate)

[mixed by novella]

take me to the right path, grim reaper at my door
these potions killing me, yet i just want more

i just want more..
grim reaper at my door
you're so cute,,
let's fuck up our liver more

bruise me, bite me baby 
do what you wanna do
fucking skinwalker yeah
i don’t care bout youu.

you can treat me like a barbie doll, woah
i sit at night, watch the ravens come & go

xX 𝔤𝔯𝔦𝔪 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔭𝔢𝔯 𝔢𝔪𝔬 𝔡𝔯𝔲𝔤 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 xX

grim reaper ✧ (prod. zulji9)

im just not ready for us
i put my head in my arms
it really could of been us
dont think i can carry on
ur wasting all of ur time
js sat there waiting for me
nobody can hold me close
like you do
like you did
and i dont like your tone with me
when were you ever like this?
i know i should go
but i just cant see you like this
your touch got so cold
how tf are you so cold
i dont think that i can cope
i dont think that i can cope

us (mikeAl0ne)

song from early 2022 recorded together at my house with my dear friend during a time that was simpler and happier 

ya i dont know you 
you dont know me
watchu tryna be
its up to me
im with the team
weve been counting green

i dont wanna talk
faded steady off these pills
dont know how to walk
got my head over my heels
ghosting like im hi five
taking my life i might try
posted in the night time
i see through your white lies

addicted to being sad (i added tons of stuff lmk)

untilmydawning