big dream

<3 [FLCL] (prod. lucy)

3 days

Production by @careinq

track 1 

Out on streaming 

I'm a dancer in the dark
Watch these scars they cross my heart
Watch these scars go cross my mental 
Baring these souls over new instrumentals
Ima be honest I'm scared for my heart 
Ima be honest I'm scared for my dental
I keep on falling inside my own arms 
I keep on falling inside my own arms 

I keep that blade up up on me
Colours around me like a piece from Murakami
I swear to god please don't bore me
I just seen her then she saw me
Castles away it's like mountains away
Eyes on the prize I'm so focused today 
Fuck it I'm focused this week
Myself and my health is all that we need

Falling inside my own arms

11.11

love my friends (with maple)

sleeves ｡･:*˚:✧｡
Original found here: https://soundcloud.com/healings/sleeves

Enjoy :)

sleeves ｡･:*˚:✧｡ arii remix

i think i'm sick again
you won't fucking get it
get the fuck out of my head
you make me want to regret it

forget everything i said
snow covers my footsteps
oh, i guess, oh, i suppose
god didn't want it like this?

where did all my friends go?
did i hurt them too?
did i hurt them so?

i'm a machine
silhouette skin
play with me
make it messy

i'm a machine
silhouette skin
play with me
make it messy

(oh my god
fucking christ
i'll wait out here guys
are you serious?
i'm scared
this isn't worth it
hello?
anyone home?
if no one's here then why are you outside?
okay i'm coming)

i don't get it
cut the rope
straight to hell
that's where i'm headed

i don't make assumptions
but i thought you would be better
and don't you think it's perfect?
all these drugs to fall in love with?

tired of these thoughts
spending money just to numb them
tired of it all
cut me up and let the blood drip

don't know what i want
don't know what the fuck i'm doing
everything is pointless
and i feel so fucking stupid

i can't even eat i'll lose sleep
and you're  all clueless
stupid, dumb machine
recycle me and find a purpose

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

nothing's ever real
but the pain is all-deserving
every time i hurt
is another time i've earned it

deserving

ur ticking the time .
they taking all ur time . . .

i like money cuz ima ho
i like 2 put shit where it supposed 2 go

actin dummy @ my show
y r u here tho ?

biichftt - dummy ! 💳 (@girlfrompluto)

@min1skrt

and everybody acting like i'm off
like i stopped - i've been up
doubt it? 8GB USB
got the city rocking

and everybody acting like i'm off
like i stopped - i've been up
doubt it? 8GB USB
got the city rocking

hold me
frostbite
snort this up
it'll get you high

if i am wrong
then who is right?
you wouldn't understand
unless i lie

hold me
frostbite
snort this up
it'll get you high

if i am wrong
then who is right?
you wouldn't understand
unless i lie

everything at once
hiding in the fog
t-t-think i'll pass out
g-g-give me cpr

i can't fall in love
don't know what i want
focus on my breath
i've been spinning too much

think i'm on top i know, i know
you're killing me, stop
i hurt, i hurt
i'll let you taunt

i know, i know
you're killing me, stop
i hurt, i hurt
i'll let you-u-u-u-u

slipping on the rocks
waiting for my balance, regaining
clueless avatar, going zoom
new mercedes

cut me up
who gives a fuck? (ah-ah)
i've got no faith
but for you, i draw blood

slipping on the rocks
waiting for my balance, regaining
clueless avatar, going zoom
new mercedes

cut me up
who gives a fuck? (ah-ah)
i've got no faith
but for you, i draw blood

frostbite, frostbite
i live two lives
don't know why i came here
if we're both having a bad time

miss it all, gave it all i could
but you gave me the worst nights
i'm not ready for this pain
find my body with a flashlight

frostbite, frostbite
i live two lives
don't know why i came here
if we're both having a bad time

miss it all, gave it all i could
but you gave me the worst nights
i'm not ready for this pain
find my body with a flashlight

where i'd go?
it doesn't matter
who i'd meet?
i wouldn't bother

travel far
the frostbite wrapping
you were screaming
i said nothing

where i'd go?
it doesn't matter
who i'd meet?
i wouldn't bother

travel far
the frostbite wrapping
you were screaming
i said nothing

frostbite

UP GANG©